TV’s and Technology – Destruction of Humanity

I live in a very small community, my village which is the island center has a population of 400 people. Even with such small numbers, there are people I haven’t met, at the same time, my clinic has been in operation for 5 years now and yet many still don’t know about it.

What does that tell you or why do you think this is so?

It may be possible that people like myself don’t socialize much, prefer to stay at home though that doesn’t mean they can’t hear about it through others.

It may be possible they have never had problems with their spines so never came into conversation.

It may be possible that like me, when I hang out with a friend at the local cafe, we don’t gossip about people and rather talk about world events or subjects that interest us.

The real answer to the question that even in small communities people have fragmented and stopped socializing for many reasons.

This may not happen in every community, it happens in mine. This change slowly started way back 50 years ago. Just before electricity came to the island, people gathered together at every occasion. In those days, there were maybe five or six vehicles and one bus. Ferry service sailed once a week to the mainland and in those days the boat sailed around several island to pick up passengers and travelled all day to get to the mainland.


My mother, as a young woman would carry a basket of fish on her head and walk 9 km to the local market. It was nothing to run a few kilometers to call the doctor. Land line phones didn’t arrive here until 1990. As a young girl between 1968 and 1972, my parents returned here from Canada to start a new life, my village was 9 km from the school and often we would have to walk back and forth because the bus broke down.

It had to be towed to the mainland and sometimes it would take weeks or months before it was brought back. We wore out our shoes very quickly walking on a macadam road and often we would get home with scratched knees or stubbed toes because we didn’t look down when walking. It was fun walking home after school because we knew once we got home, we all had to help out with chores and do our homework. Just to give you an idea of the education system here. By the time I had completed grade 7, upon returning to Canada, I was bumped up 2 years and was still years ahead in terms of my knowledge.

My point is that before technology came along, we were very social,  we helped each other, each village celebrates it’s own traditions, so they would talk from village to village tasting and drinking different foods. It’s unbelievable that 7 villages totally about 5000 people back then had different dialects and traditions. This is because we migrated here after being chased by the Turks during the Ottoman Empire. My ancestors came from Hercegovina, a region where the Turks ruled and those that would not accept Muslim religion migrated to non-muslim regions. My ancestors came here in the 15th century and of course brought with them a different dialect and prepared meals differently. The entire island was populated this way, often one family arrived and from that created eventually the village.

My cousins and other relatives talk to me about those days without running water having to get it from wells and how great those times were despite hardship and poverty. Those that could work arose with the sun and didn’t stop until sundown. They worked in the vineyards, olive groves, wheat fields, grew vegetables, made olive oil, collected wood, etc. In those days, they had to pay a rent to the Roman Empire so that 70% of their crops when to the Romans, and they had to give away the best foods and leave the poorer quality for themselves. Often, they didn’t have enough to eat after the harvest because you could not eat olives everyday.

Today, I live in a village of 400 people and barely know many folks. If I don’t go into the village center in the morning, I won’t see anyone later on. The folks here don’t know how to relax or hang out in the cafe, they get their goods and go home. We walk by each other, say hello, and move on.

My neighbor drives to work yet I can see City Hall from my window, not even 1 km away.

The television is an addiction and the only place you will see crowds of people is at the medical clinic. People love being sick for some reason.

We have fragmented and separated ourselves because we don’t have to walk next door to say hello to our neighbor, now we just call them up on the cellphone. Technology may have made our lives easier but it has dehumanized us, especially the younger generations that get an iPhone for their 6th birthday so mom and dad can keep tabs on them at all times, while junior may get brain tumors by adolescence. The research is out and has been for a few years now. By using the cellphone for 10 minutes each day, you risk getting a brain tumor within  a few years, kids even faster because their brains are not yet developed until the age of 12 or so.

We walk around this small community as strangers, yet 50 years ago my uncle knew just about everyone on the island. We may have advanced in technology, but we have regressed as humanity, look at us, like barbarians still killing and mutilating each other. At the cost of being a good parent, we’re radiating our children, talk about brain drain. 


You don’t have to leave your country to experience a brain drain, just buy your child a cellphone. 

We want a better world yet we’re addicted to texting. Our children are our future but we inflict them with the disease called “brain drain”.

We point fingers at our governments for usurping us yet we have no qualms walking around with WI FI devices zapping what little intelligence we have left.

If you want a better world, it has to start in your neighborhood and if you don’t know your neighbors, you’re doing a lousy job of preaching to others about unity consciousness.

A better world starts in your life,  your home, your family. When you get your shit together, only then do you have the right to point fingers, after all, it’s not the Cabal that fucked you over, it’s your apathy, lazyness and ignorance of who you are that gave them the advantage of fucking you over.

They did it because they could and you did nothing about it, so instead of blaming we all need to examine our priorities again and my suggestion to you is to first throw out all your TV’s and only use the cellphone if you can’t walk to the person you are contacting.

We got it all backwards. The controllers took advantage of the technology to control us while we waited in lines before dawn to get the latest gadget. It’s not enough to know your enemy, you need to know yourself first.

You know the old saying? Better late than never. Well, it’s getting very very late, did you throw out those TV’s yet?

It’s Always Been Your Choice

I’m currently working on a new series of “creating your own reality”, posts. It’s not that simple. A few readers emailed me and asked me HOW to do this. It’s not simple. For starters, it requires an understanding of our relationships: inner self, higher self, soul, ego, consciousness etc. All these frequencies work together but ultimately we create the conditions for it.

Our thoughts are not enough to change our reality. In order to change our reality or create what we want, those thoughts must become belief systems, by believing they already exist, our body/consciousness gets the message and passes this on to other players involved. Each cell and molecule is a living organism with its own frequency, yet consists of the same material the body is made up of just in smaller sizes…

We all create our own realities, that’s the problem, we have been doing this since our existence it’s just that we have been misled into believing that we have no control over our lives or destinies. From the time we are born, our parents or caregivers start the programming and so, someone is controlling our every movement and thought right up to the time we leave home and decide to do it on our own.

I have an advantage in this concept because I have been creating my own reality since I can remember, creating it in the way I want it to be I must say, but my system doesn’t always work, though, in general, I would say that I have an 80% success rate. How?

The advantage that I have is that I didn’t have any belief systems really. My parents didn’t talk to me, constantly being told god will punish me was about the only thing they passed on to me, but I didn’t believe it anyways, not because I knew better, but because even as a child I refused to conform to someone else’s belief systems. I feared nothing, I was a fearless child and that is about the only positive thing my mother ever said to me: You are not afraid of anything and you are so stubborn. Well, I believe those 2 traits actually saved my life many times.

Often I would have to spend time in my room as punishment. In the 70’s there was no radio or TV in bedrooms, I had NOTHING to do. Either lay on the bed the whole time, stare out the window in the backyard or write. Laying on the bed gave me time to “daydream”. I would visualize everything I wanted and this is how I created everything I have today. I could do this for hours and hours. If I had a crush on someone I could see myself with him, down to every detail of our date, even the clothes that I wore. All the years ahead of me, I learned to write my feelings and get them out of my system rather than bury them and I learned to visualize, fool myself into thinking I was already living that reality.

I lived for my 16th birthday, the day I could pack my bags and leave home without fear the police would come and take me home again. I didn’t adopt any belief systems from my parents because they didn’t teach me any or insist I believe in something. Their world was black or white. You’re either good or bad, problem was that I would get punished for being bad but never rewarded for being good so I took the attitude that it matters not and did whatever I wanted because there was no incentive to behave and achieve anything.

My parents didn’t talk to me, in fact the house was silent, you would never know 4 people lived in it. I couldn’t sit with my mother and talk to her about anything, she was too busy to listen to my  lies or if I even tried to say something I wanted to do, she would just laugh at me and tell me I would never amount to anything.

I couldn’t talk to my dad because I was afraid of him, so I avoided him at all times, the only time he paid attention to me was to call me and demand that I flip the channels until he found one he liked or call me to bring the belt so that he could beat the crap out of me for using his razor.

The only belief system I had was that god was cruel and evil and so were my parents. I don’t have one good memory of my childhood. My mother told me years ago we did have good times and when I asked her to name one, she said we drove around Prince Rupert at night during holidays to look at the Xmas lights on the homes. I asked her if we decorated our house with lights and she said”Your dad doesn’t believe in Jesus”.

To ask my mother such a question is actually silly because what she considered a good time was having a house full of guests while she slaved all day and night cooking and cleaning after them. I never saw my mother sit at the table with guests, I could not even find a photo of her sitting at the table because she was too busy in the kitchen producing food. She was also borderline obsessive about cleaning so she would not even consider going to sleep without wiping the dust on a lightbulb.

So, the advantage I have towards removing belief systems that don’t serve me is that I didn’t have many to begin with and after I left home at 16, I basically lived my life my way, I was, you could say a non-conformist, I hated authority or anyone trying to tell me what to do or think.

My independence and unwillingness to conform to my parents resulted in extreme punishment because they didn’t understand that if you only punish a child and don’t reward them, there is no incentive to behave. I was a misbehaved child in their eyes, and I would spend days in my room as punishment for things such as not eating carrots, yet nobody ever asked me if I liked them.

My mother put out clothes that I would wear, I was not allowed to go shopping and pick them out, so I had to wear crap that resulted in kids making fun of me. As a teenager, I would take my girlfriend’s jeans or shirt and change into that, I was a loner because I didn’t want to join groups and ‘become’ a certain way only to be accepted or to be cool. This non-conforming attitude came with me at birth.

I was 11 years old when I got my first menstrual period. My mother threw me a box of pads and said:”Here you go”. I had no idea what was happening to me, I had no idea what this pain was from, I had to go to my girlfriend’s mother and ask her how to use them.

So, yes, I have this advantage that I wasn’t brought up in a certain way to believe certain things probably because I instinctively knew I wasn’t from this planet, I don’t know, it was always with me and to this day.

When I first met my partner 11 years ago and we were talking about living together, I had a list of things he had to accept or I would not live with him. The first item on the list was: I do not want to be told what to do.

It comes from my parents, controlling every aspect of my life and never once asking me what I wanted. As I became an adult, I learned to fend for myself. At 16, in my last year of Senior High School, I worked at a gas station from 3:30 to midnight. I was so proud that I was able to support myself and on graduation day I hoped that at least my mom would come and say something nice. After I ran away from home, my father would not allow my mother or sister to talk to me. Graduation came and went, and nobody came, all I wanted was for my mom to tell me how proud she was of  me because she never forgot to remind me that I would not amount to anything. From there I worked and became a Psychologist.

The belief system we carry from childhood affects the way we create our own reality. It’s not enough to just ‘think’ what we want. It’s not enough to ‘believe’ what we want. We have to see ourselves in that reality we want to create, and to get there, we have to do a lot of work.

We grew up in a society where everything is instant. Technology allowed us to do this, we can have anything we want as long as we can pay for it, including psychologists or psychiatrists, but we all know they can’t change our reality or even teach us how to do that. We have been dumbed down so much that we still think our life is controlled by our environment that we live on OR that god decides it for us.

We have yet to accept the reality that we are the ones creating it, we have been doing it since our existence, only over time, we forgot and due to unforeseeable circumstances, a script was written into the play and things went wrong. We are so fucking dumb I’m not even embarrassed about it anymore, we can’t get any dumber than we are because we still can’t accept the fact that WE are responsible for everything that happens to us. Until we accept this, our reality will be created unconsciously, as we have been doing for eons.

We don’t graduate until we figure this out, I have been writing about this for 2 years now, there is no savior, we are our own savior and that is the part that most people simply can’t face, it takes work, it takes dedication, it takes rearranging our time to fit the personal work, it takes a “BELIEF” of knowing that we create everything in our lives.

The series of posts will delve deep into that subject, take it or leave it, but I think most of you have figured it out by now that we have to start accepting responsibility for our lives and our current human condition. Nothing will change unless we change the way we think, what we believe in and how we use our divine essence to create. It’s not about creating so much as it is how to prepare oneself to create what serves us, and discard what doesn’t.

It’s up to you, as always, you are the actor in the play, you wrote the screenplay and you can always opt out and hand your role over to someone else and wait it out. It’s always been your choice.


A Farewell to a Friend

Loss of a great Taonga (treasure)
Dorothy: “Ines , sadly John exited stage right yesterday. He went suddenly while driving his van .He will rest at Orongomai Marae until his tangi on thursday. His iwi Ngati Toa have lost a great taonga .
John was aware of the presence of Io around him last week and described the energy as exactly the same as his experience of the Void when he passed temporarily three years ago.
I am blessed to call him my friend.”

A Spiritual Journey Story by John Fowlds

by: John Fowlds.

An excellent article by one of our readers.

Aprox 45 years ago, I had an Epiphany. In that experience I was connected to the divine, via a infusion of light that came into my consciousness from above my head. I instantly knew that this experience was identical to the one mentioned in the bible, aka. Paul/Saul on the road to Damascus.

Because I had no churchy indoctrination at all, I thought, wrongly as it transpired, that I was the one out of step with the believers. How wrong I was. When I sought communication with the church, I was seen to be deluded, as no one within that community believed that I was telling the truth. That experience led to me being locked in a Psychiatric hospital, as the doctors were told that I believed I had spoken with God. That was the beginning of the shit that I have had in my life ever since. I realized that those around me knew nothing about my experience and were all in fact, a bunch of deceivers themselves.

The church itself are the biggest liars of all. They always refer to Paul’s experience as being connected to the holy spirit, as they all claim to be. What frauds they are. How did I know, because I had received the genuine article, and when you come across others that claim to have that spirit, I can tell the difference. I know instantly they are deceivers.

I knew that I had to shut my mouth about my experience, and learned how to become a liar. I wrote a letter to the Minister of Justice, requesting his intervention on my behalf to get out of the Psych system. He sent a district court Judge to interview me, The judge sat in front of me, and before I could explain my predicament, said, “the doctors know best” and signed a committal warrant, what an arsehole.

So much for justice, it stinks along with the church, and the Psychiatrists. They are all under system control. I managed to escape the system by lying to the doctors. When asked if I still talked to God, i lied and said no. I was eventually believed and let out. The communication channel that was open for me, has never gone away. It is not a vocal communication, but a direct link along a telepathic path. The Psych system had managed to shut me down, and so I did nothing further for another 20 or so years.

I then received another connection with spirit in the form of an angelic presence standing alongside my bed. It was a golden glowing mist that had the outline of a person. It then asked me “if man has done it can it be undone” my response was, ‘yes’ I believe so. It then told me to go on a journey of discovery, to seek out what man has done. It suggested that I go to the library and begin reading, It said to me “try the religious section, ohhh about 2000 years ago” I then found a bible and began to read it.

I started with Revelation, and understood what it was all about. The next part I was led to was John 1. It jumped off the page to me and the glowing person who had been by my bed seemed to come to life. I knew that that person was John the Divine. The Baptist. He was the Christ 2000 years ago, not the delusion of the church, Jesus, who never existed. This knowledge can be supported within the bible itself.

When I went to the Library I found the Nag Hammadi texts but an incomplete early edition. I then contacted the publisher and obtained the new complete edition which I purchased. I also discovered that the library had only just added to their collection, a translation of roman history written around 33AD by Tacitus.

It is in their stack collection which is only able to be read on site and can’t be removed. I looked up Jesus in his histories and found a reference to that name. Tacitus states that he had a discussion with Seutonius about the jesus character, and it was agreed that he was an individual in Rome, who was stirring up trouble among the Jewish community. He was expelled from Rome for causing problems. I then realized that there were two Jesus characters in existence.

Rome was 1000’s of miles from Jerusalem. what if both Jesuses turned up in Jerusalem. This is the story of Barabba and Jesus. The real one and the fake. When asked to decide, the crowd wanted Barabba freed. This is supported in the Nag Hammadi library text, when it states that the Apostles laughed at the one on the cross while the real one ducked away among the crowd. So who was freed, the real one or the fake.

The real one was, Bar-Abba. Bar means the son of, of whom? ABBA Abba is the father. So the son of the father was freed. It’s all there in plain reading. The church did a switcheroo. They invented Jesus and got rid of the Baptist. Swapping one for the other.

Who baptised Jesus? The church claims he was born with the holy spirit within. But he only could receive the spirit after baptisim. John was the christ, the spirit giver via baptisim. The bible supports this belief especially when Jesus was asked who is the greatest. As for the name of Jesus, Yeshua translates as Joshua. so where did Jesus come from. It can’t have been Nazareth because Nazereth didn’t exist 2000 years ago.

Joshua was a Nazorite, or Nazorien, a specific religious conviction, a member of the Essenes community. of which John, the baptist, was it’s leader. The Nag Hammadi texts are all to do with the Essenes. So what about the name of Jesus. Bachus (roman) or Dionisis (greek) was the god of wine. His monogram is IHS, stamped on the priests robes in the Roman church, and on their altar candles. There is no I in Latin, it becomes J, the H, becomes E, the S remains intact. so you get J,E,S, add the latin suffix US, which means completion, or full of the one preceding. You get JESUS. ie: full of Bachus, wine. Look up the Bachanalian festivities of Rome, didn’t they just love them. They took place in December around what we call CHRIST-MASS.

So who is the beast, it is Rome. The mark of the beast is the Cross. It represents Death. So how do you get the mark on your forehead and on your wrist. You go to the Roman church and get the priest to anoint you. He dips his thumb in oil which has a little salt added, he then makes a cross on your forehead with his thumb, and marks your wrist in the same manner. It’s all there hidden in plain sight. The Nag Hammadi states, In the Gospel of Philip. “stay away from the church of Rome, they worship a dead man on a cross, they will make themselves bishops and priests and lord it over you all, death will be theirs”.

So what will be their demise?. That is a question that is already answered in their own bible. They state that the word of God, written in their bible is absolute. So it will be. The new heavens and earth that they await will become their delight. Read the description in revelation and you will find the answer. As for the wedding feast of the Lamb, what will they dine on?. As for the Rapture, read Luke, and discover what happens to those who are taken. The original text reads VULTURES.

In the desert climate, ie: the Middle East. They built their church where they found lots of vultures, They built a tall tower to contain the bones of their dead. The dead were left out on the ground for the vultures to pick clean. After that the bones were placed high in the tower to put them near to god. As I said before, all that is needed for the church’s future is already written in their own text. Their belief will be used against them. Because it is written so, they cannot deny the process, as they themselves have invented their own demise.

So on to the alien interlopers who are the ones who used the invention of religion, and politics, the two go hand in hand, to control our nations. Most already have an inkling that the culprits are behind both of these beliefs, but why, and what did they come to our planet for. The answer I received about them told me why. I was told to KISS keep it simple stupid. So I will try. They came here from another universe, of which there are many, they became engrossed in their technology to such an extent they disconnected from their spiritual base. When they became so advanced they thought their ascension to the next level of creation could be made via their technology, they decided to give it a go. Their creator stepped in and told them not to as they were not ready.

They ignored him/her and went ahead. In the process they destroyed their home planet, and caused the destruction of their own universe. They then came searching for another birth planet in another universe that they could take over and use to regain what they had lost. When they came to our universe our planet was hard to find, we are hidden on the back end of our milky way, and from the other end of our universe almost impossible to locate. They did a hop step jump down through the other birth planets in an attempt to locate us.

Why Us??

We are the center of creation for our universe, all advance goes forward from earth. The other birth planets were destroyed by the alien hordes, their inhabitants came here to our planet as refugees, and took up various physical forms similar to their original, on their home base. A deal was struck with them that when we gain our next stage of spiritual advance, (so called ascension), we will go back to their planets and rebuild the damage done by the aliens.

How will this be possible?

Those of us who remain subject to the divine will, will be given the knowledge of creation and so know how to manipulate matter without bringing destruction as the aliens did. We need to advance spiritually into the next stage of our evolution. It never did come from apes and monkeys at all. That’s why we can’t find the missing link. There isn’t one. We won’t find Atlantis either, it wasn’t on our planet. The only thing about that story, is the message of destruction when technology takes precedence over spirit.

So what are the alien interlopers up to. They came to steal our future, which is the advance we need to take spiritually, all to be contained within a modified physical form. They couldn’t survive here in their original form, as oxygen would kill them off. An advance party of them came down on earth and decided to find a life form we had here to interbreed with. They mucked around with various species, (hence the legends of pan etc) and eventually settled on our species.

They clipped a strand of our DNA so they could link one of theirs into ours. That then allowed them to inhabit human form, which they still do. They look like us because they are us. However there were more of them than there were bodies to inhabit. so their mates had to remain as disembodied souls, who are called Archons. To survive they need our life force, so they feed on us whenever they get the opportunity. ‘Spiritual vampires’ Wars are a great thing for them, their feeding frenzies are immense.

Currently they are trying to terraform our planet, so as to take on their own physicality on earth. Why now?

They know that we intend to fix our DNA, which will remove them from our physical from. That in turn will put them at the mercy of oxygen, which will kill them off. They are using CERN, HAARP, CHEMTRAILS etc to start the process. For centuries the Church has been their main support. Lots of kiddies for the faith, no contraception allowed. Lots of bodies to inhabit. However that has changed in recent time, and they are not getting the body supply they need. They are making the same mistake that destroyed their own home planet, and universe.

They think if they find out what they did wrong with their technology, they will be able to fix the problem. To fix their problem they have to connect to their creator. This is an impossibility for them as our universes creator is not running on the same frequency as theirs, unless they return to their own home base and recover what they have rejected, they will never gain what they came here to steal. So what can we do about them??.

Sorting the problem we have, requires a spiritual collective of like minds, connected to the core of our existance under the guidance of divine will. So where are the spiritual like minds??

That is a question I have been waiting to see for some 45 years. I was told that if they are here, they should be able to find me, as the spirit would lead them to me. What has that to do with me??

I was given information about my presence here 45 years ago. Apparently I chose to be here to assist the re-build of our spiritual path, and get it back on track. There is a Council of original souls, who are Clones of source. There are 5 of them. any one of them is here on the planet at any given time. They take turns. There are souls here from differing times.

The Council souls could be considered to be original souls. Of which I am supposedly 1. After the originals came their descendants would be referred to as ancients, the ancients would produce others who would be known as old, their offspring would be new.

It takes approximately 1000 years in physical form to reach the next stage of our evolution. However when the aliens arrived the plan was altered and reincarnation was introduced to prevent the takeover bid having any success. This was something they had no previous knowledge of and so they are stuck with the process until we reached the time frame we are now in.

We are in the last reincarnation phase right now. So where are the collective minds. There is no collectivity among the alleged spiritual community. They are too much under the direction of their own belief in their inviolable free will. It will hardy be free, when they are asked to pay for it. The opposite of love is hate. So all the Light workers putting their love into light, are giving the darkness hate. Because they despise the dark. That is the energy they are playing with. When they connect outwardly, upwards from themselves they are being fed what they want to believe by the Archonic activities. They need to look inward and became seekers of truth. They never question the shit they are fed.

To find the truth you must question all, even God, if you are told that is what is connecting to you. The answer you seek most likely will come from an unknown source, usually from a complete stranger who may want to say something to you. In that communication will be your answer. Your take on the collective minds is correct. They all fight among themselves for spiritual glory, while keeping up a smiling face. That’s how you find aliens, they don’t have human emotions, so they become brilliant actors. They smile at you with a beneficent look about themselves, while giving out no emotions. Read their body language, and link it to emotion. If the communication channel is closed. Give them a miss.

I am working on a solution presently, as I connect to the Council directly, I give them feedback from my earthly observations. They then make decisions on how to handle the future by altering the energy accordingly. The key to all this, is the adjustment of time. All their decisions must be unanimous. I know more about the future plan for all, and have to wait observing the outcome of planetary thinking, to relay the changes back to the council, who then make adjustments to bring forward the desired end result. I’ll be back soon. John. ps: I’ve put your partner into the healing process, I hope it has some benefit to him. May the spirit be with you all. You may use this info as you choose. I would be cautious as to whom you give out how the heavenly adjustments are made.

I was told not to publish my information, because you don’t want to create Prophets/Gurus, who would plagiarize the info and claim it as their own. However now it is time to put it out there, so all those who are genuine seekers of the truth, can receive the rest of the story re: the Alien Presence here. where they came from, what they did, are doing, and why.

None of the other Spiritual “Gurus” have ever come up with the answer, which tells me that they are not in connection with the divine. If they were they would have the same information; none of them have. They are all fakes. If any of them read this, my message to them is. Suck it up, what goes around, comes around. It’s coming in your direction.

Transcending Self


Since your life has become
A loud self-proclamation-drum,
How will you ever feel the joy
Of a transcendence-satisfaction-life?

Sri Chinmoy

Shock and awe

What a full frontal shock it is when the horror and brutality of this sacrificial reality becomes self- evident, and we are called upon by life itself to change our thinking and perspective. What a shock it is to realise that we are alive amongst the half-dead: the third dimensional fractals of Impostor Consciousness, the materialistic selfish mind and its false sense of entitlement to take and defile anything it wants.

Two kinds of awakening….

There are two polarities of awakening, and even though they may share an ideal, their energy is fundamentally very different; one is ego based, exclusive and self important, while the other is heart based, self-less and inclusive.

Birth pangs

“When she transformed into a butterfly, the caterpillars spoke not of her beauty, but of her weirdness. They wanted her to change back into what she always had been. But she had wings.” Dean Jackson

Awakening for the heart based person is a very painful process, and we can be lonely in our new found understanding. Often we are faced with disbelief and hostility by those close to us who cannot understand our sudden change of view.

And then there is the mob, the thought police….we’ve all met them: the holier than thou, self-righteous bloody hypocrites that tell us from their keyboards, or in their smarmy patronising voices that we are misguided, basically full of shit for being against war, fracking, nukes, gmo, hunting, or adopting a flesh free diet. This mindset reinforces its dogma with faerie stories and downright lies, and has the nerve to tell us that we don’t live in the real world of nuts and bolts and screws.

The fear zone

Sometimes it is necessary to stand back from the round table and its twelve knights: the earth plane and the planetary frequencies that control it, and take a long look at self. This is hard for most of us, we’d 10750239_mrather drink a beer or watch football on the telly. But, if we want to regain sovereignty of our multi-dimensional awareness …the buck stops here; here in the fear zone. We have to confront the shadow, not in some superficial way, but deeply, and really investigate what it is that frightens us…or should I say, what frightens Impostor Consciousness.


Impostor Consciousness is for the most part afraid of death; the annihilation of the I…and how it’s going to happen. The billions of little I’s with their own half blinded ‘take upon a fake’ are terrified of personal extinction, and try to prolong their physical existence by any means they can. Many clasp at straws, and take the poison balm of organised religion.

The vampire cult
Organised religion is the vampire cult of the matrix game; black cloaks, robes and blood soaked wafers; the defilers of children; the destroyers of truth and purveyors of deception; little ensanguined bats that suckle on our fear of death…. and what lies beyond. The managers of the farm want us to be afraid of a supernatural, nebulous god, and they want us to abdicate our spiritual energy to him and him alone. Religious dogma of whatever creed steals our vital energy, and this energy is used as fuel to ignite the game…the crusades; the dark ages of torture and blood, and today’s satanic world of carnage and endless terror. The apostles of Lies programme us with dogma just as they programmed our fathers and their fathers; they lull us with the serpent spell, so we won’t look too closely at their distorted, filthy doctrine. The church is a distraction of the matrix, and a very effective one at that. It is a pillar of the game of ‘us and them’; the divider of mankind and the messenger of hate.

Maserati versus a Mini minor

Life is a ride along a racetrack, and it seems the older we get the faster we go… hurtling towards the grave. But there’s another kind of speed….the speed at which we vibrate, the frequency of soul. The faster we vibrate the more understanding and clarity we receive, a truth often overlooked by the unconscious mind. Impostor Consciousness can be likened to the speed of a Mini Minor and awakened consciousness to that of a Maserati. A toolkit for vibratory acceleration can be found in my articles[The Ultimate Distraction and Symphony of Self]

Outrunning the matrix

The matrix and its corresponding mindset of Impostor Consciousness vibrates within certain parameters; and is confined to the frequencies of the third dimension: those of Earth, Water and Fire.The lower three chakras of our energetic system.

Air which is the breath of Life, the Nous, is centred in our lungs and heart and is the gateway to Space[fifth chakra] and our multi dimensional awareness. Shamans know that East[Air/heart] and the West[Water/Emotion] are forever at war; our true nature of unconditional love versus the material and carnal desires of Impostor Consciousness.


We are imperishable beings, and it is only Impostor Consciousness, the ego I and its little world of drama that is afraid of death…death of the body; the blood sack; the lens that projects the image on the screen. The only thing that happens at death is the fake world of the matrix disappears for a while, until we are drawn back by the balance sheet of negative resonance from our past life; drawn back to be starved, raped, tortured and murdered on the battlefields of everywhere, or done to death by big pharma’s pill and needle.

The truth is: everything is energy, so how can an immortal frequency be afraid of death?

Ascension through the Heart

As we strive for balance within our own awareness, we re-connect with our mirror image: the aspects of self we call the natural world and its precious creatures. And, if we can free ourselves of fear and resonate with the timeless beings that we truly are…who knows what opportunity awaits.

Stay in love with life….


The Brutal Onslaught of Bullsh*t — Wake Up People

The stuff we’re forced to witness and read about is incredible. Literally.

Besides this obviously orchestrated clampdown and ramped up war mongering following the Paris “incident’, front and center is the Syrian turnaround by a bold stepping, clear minded Russia. The media is beside itself furiously trying to bury, minimize, justify and demonize this wise and functional step , the barefaced truth of which is turning this psychopathic move toward western hegemony on its warped head.

The ongoing genocides in Yemen, Ukraine and Palestine continue with nary a flicker of mention in the western press, with the Yemen extermination recently exacerbated no doubt by weaponized storms further jeopardizing the lives of millions in that defenseless country.

If that isn’t dystopian enough, the newly placed head of the Human Rights Commission of the so-called United Nations is none other than a Saudi Arabian, a country deeply tied to all things terrorist who have just announced a mass beheading to take place as part of their public relations inspired move to continue to appear as barbaric as possible.

This kind of clap trap on the whirled stage is beyond comprehension to the awakened viewer, yet it goes on. Therein is the indictment against humanity I might add. We listen, but don’t respond consciously. We watch as observers, without actually participating in this surreal theater of the absurd being thrown at us – much like an industrial manure spreader splattering your windshield, yet we think it’s just the weather.

Why do people tolerate it? Because it’s mainstream – as in streaming from the mainframe, what is commonly referred to as “news”. What will it take for people to wake up?


The world – wake boarding behind a manure spreader

Good News in Dystopia

Despite the West’s brutal intrusion into Syria under the guise of fighting their own creation aptly termed ISIS, sane elements in the world have stepped up to confront this madness. Namely Russia and its allies, whom the US is continually attempting to vilify and denounce in the most crassly adolescent manner so much so that it’s making heads across the entire world spin.

Yet this exemplifies what we’re talking about here. Absolute crap thrown up on the screens of our minds that we’re supposed to believe is the truth or “just the way things are”. Ridiculous idiocy. From the western and Israeli creation of ISIS to the obviously US engineered coup in Ukraine and incidences such as the poorly staged downing of the Malaysian Airlines flight and other such false flags they relentlessly throw at us, it’s all smoke and mirrors, and obviously so.

Look how blown out of the water the so-called Syrian gas attack was, or the fact that ISIS never touches Israel, one of its prime creators, supporters and trainers – or Turkey for that matter, a supposed NATO member. How blind do people have to be to not put 2 and 2 together?

Well, apparently, pretty damn blind. And swept away into the mental conditioning and mind controlled meme of what people want to see and hear. It’s a disgusting tribute to the current state of mind-mushed, gutless humanity that lets anything and everything roll right over it without question, never mind resistance.

And On It Goes

This staged reality we’re being presented with applies to the economic meltdown, the rise of militarized police and draconian domestic controls, and the continued attack on human health and our environment while grandstanding their fake hand wringing over supposed population caused climate change. This is all made possible and exacerbated by any and every media ploy, perhaps the most culpable agent in this engineered mess. Were there a truly free press that allowed honest news and investigative reporting instead of this onslaught of crass propaganda there is no way all of this would be possible.

Anyone can see the clampdown on humanity that’s now in process, all under the guise of fighting terrorism, the supposed threat which is now conveniently spread abroad by these same powers that shouldn’t be via migration and their drumbeat of on-line recruitment via “radicalized social media” and internet sites.

Again, an engineered hoax with a very clear purpose.

All this while the chasm between the awakened and asleep continues to widen. What takes this to new stinking heights of repulsion is this engineered UN Agenda roll out. Don’t people see this coming as clearly as some of us do? Agenda 2030 reeks of societal containment and the new world agenda yet it’s being sold as the best thing since sliced bread. Many are catching on but this awareness must be stepped up.

The TTP agenda is another major manifestation. Shrouded in secrecy, it and Agenda 2030 portend to exercise control mechanisms that have such massive ramifications that it makes the post-9/11 period look impotent.


Pope bows to his handlers – David Rothschild and co-Zionist conspirators


Then there was this recent Pope-a-dope New World tour, never mind his ongoing globalist target softening propaganda. After a bunch of politically charged judgements and summarily dismissing generalities this guy had the gall to say;

“I have not come to judge you or to lecture you,” he said. “Allow me only, in the freedom of love, to speak to you as a brother among brothers.” (source)

This while he self-righteously judges and lectures the dazed masses of sycophantic listeners, all looking for some kind of truth in what this extremely dangerous Jesuit and socialist NWO proponent and intentioned agenda pushing puppet activist has to say.

Just look at this and tell me people aren’t deliberately hypnotized with this insanity:

Watching Pope Francis speak at the multi-faith ceremony at the 9/11 Museum in lower New York brought tears to my eyes. I didn’t expect it—I hadn’t really focused on the pope’s visit much except to plan my schedule around traffic snarls in Midtown, but when I tuned into this ceremony I became transfixed. (Source)

Anyone with any sense knows this Pope figure has no real power, but on the other hand has full emotional, spiritual and ecumenical sway over billions of Catholics and other religiously inclined onlookers, never mind those innocently longing for a better world that “someone” should bring their way, all dutifully pushed by a fawning media.

Pathetic on its knees humanity. For goodness’ sake people, shake the spell and act accordingly.



I can’t say much more on this without spitting nails. The good news is it’s getting more obvious by the hour. People are beginning to connect the dots and that’s a good thing, and in many more ways and deeper societal strata than we can conceive.

Don’t fall for their version of our effect either. Of course they ignore, minimize and outright demonize anything that goes against their narrative. We need to recognize our effect for ourselves, and it’s extremely encouraging. But much more needs to be done to keep it rolling out.

Rise up and do your part. The hour to act is now. Their intention is to shut down alternative and independent media which they know is their biggest threat. Don’t get put on the defensive – now is the time to reach even wider audiences. Those awakening out of this trance are looking for answers and we have them. Let’s get them into the hands of as many as possible via every means available.

Flood local media outlets with credible, well researched information and dot connecting analyses. Share them even with old stale contacts you might have given up on over the years. The entire world paradigm is shifting fast and everyone can sense it to some extent.

All it takes is a small crack for the water of truth to seep in and start to do its work.

While seeming to act with such impudent bravado, the matrix of deceit is crumbling under the weight of its own lies.

Now’s the time to charge their faltering bastions of bullshit.

Keep heart. That’s where it all happens.

Love, Zen

Light And Dark

As we awaken we recognize that we are not just light, but we are light and dark.  That ‘dark’ is not bad, but merely the parts of us we have hidden.  We had hidden our Christ Consciousness until we felt safe to bring it out.  The same is true for our dark side, our shadow side.  In fact, our Christ Consciousness is also the dark.  It’s the part of us that took on everything we rejected about ourselves.  We now are feeling safe enough to acknowledge and express that part of us.  To not judge it as bad or inappropriate.  To accept and love it.  And then it can integrate with our light.

Then we are in balance.

We can be unbalanced toward the dark, focusing too much on the darker feelings: the sadness, the anger, the feelings of unworthiness, feelings of abandonment, the fears and the confusion.  And we can be unbalanced toward the light, only giving ourselves permission to feel and think light.

If the dark is unacknowledged we will project it outward onto others, into the world, seeing the world as a dangerous place, or it can manifest in our bodies as illness, or in our minds as depression.  (De-pressing our emotions).  Our darkness, if denied, becomes the ‘evil’ that we see outside ourselves, or ‘the devil’.  How many times have you heard the term, ‘cast out the devil?’

As the light illuminates the darkness, it casts shadows.  If we try to run from our shadow, we end up encountering it over and over, in relationships, in situations, in illness.  How do you know someone is unbalanced to the light?  Often, they believe they need to save the world, save souls, they believe in evil, and they believe they must protect themselves from bad thoughts or from others trying to steal their energy.  They are always sheilding themselves.

As we accept the dark within ourselves, and as we see it as a part of our journey here as human angels, we begin to accept it in others, and in the world.   We can have true compassion (not pity) for those who are suffering and nations and peoples who are at war.  We have more compassion for those who are going through what we went through, the outer and the inner struggles, the drama and trauma. All appropriate for our soul growth.


If we try to focus on only love and light, and send that energy out in the form of praying for world peace, for example, and our own light/dark is out of balance, we will just send THAT unbalanced energy out to the recipients.  Most prayers for world peace come from personal agenda anyway.  How can we be so sure that the recipients want peace right now?  Perhaps they are needing to go through what we went through.  Perhaps they need to work out their ‘karma’ or their personal issues in this way for a while longer…maybe they need a few more lifetimes before they are ready.  We may want peace, but they do not…at least not yet.  And as difficult as it is to witness, we need to honor them for just where they are at.  Pushing our agenda on them only serves to disempower them. And it assumes that where they are at is not appropriate.  We see that in the missionaries going around the world and ‘converting’ so-called uncivilized tribes and peoples to Christianity, claiming to save their souls.  Really?  Who decides whose religion or truth is THE truth?  Just as our divinity honors us and would never push its agenda upon us, so we need to honor others just where they are at.

Yes, humanity is growing weary of war, of the battle, and at this point the consciousness on the Planet is much more balanced and man is not at this point headed for self-destruction.  (Of course many would disagree with that.) But it will take some time yet for a complete consciousness shift.  We on the forefront of the ascension have reincarnated into a time when there is potential for peace, but mankind is really at the very beginning stages of this ascension process. I’m o.k. with that.  Are you?

What we can do is just be ourselves, allow the balanced light and dark in our own lives.  Allow our soul to be more and more a part of our daily lives.  Allow the integration of our light body.  And as we do that, we can then radiate THAT energy out to whomever we choose, not trying to change them or their situation.   It’s like walking down the street or into a room full of people.  You are just being you, your full, joyful, radiant self, and then those who are ready can use that energy as a potential for themselves if they choose.  They FEEL it from you, and say to themselves, “Hey, that feels nice, I want some of that.  How can I create that for myself?” That does more good than millions of unbalanced prayers.  And you can do that as you feel into other countries or even the near earth realms, where many souls are stuck.  But don’t push it if you are not feeling the balance in yourself first, or you will get thrown about energetically.

We are beautiful souls, with kind hearts, and we don’t want to see others suffering.  But now, in the new energy, there are different tools we can use to help others, one of which is self-love. Loving ourselves so much that we can allow even the darkness to reside, without judgement.  And in that way, we radiate such unconditional love to our friends, family, community, and the world.  We send out blessings to all that can only come from self-love.  How amazing!

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