I’m on a thought roll this week and want to share this before I close down for the weekend. Got furniture to put together, a guest room to prepare and family arriving in a few days.
A storm is coming and it’s not a weather storm. Denial will not make the truth go away, it will only mask itself in the form of some type of illness. Denial is suppression. When people are suppressed they suffer in many different ways. Denial is a form of voluntary suppression as our brain logic takes over and through the Ego insists that truth is not real. Problem is if it was a physical event such as seeing chemtrails, the brain photographed what we saw therefore it becomes an internal struggle between the album displaying the photo, the Ego demanding control and the heart not able to express whatever it is you felt when looking at the chemtrails.
What in fact are we suppressing? Truth? No.
Whatever it is you saw, heard, felt or experienced was your truth that you chose to deny. We suppress LOVE.
The body doesn’t break down from the effects of denial, it breaks down because of the suppression of Love. I don’t claim that truth is happiness or a always a positive thing, it isn’t always a positive event to hear truth, but the end result IS, because as long as we don’t deny that, we will continue to love and be loved.
Denial is not pretending something doesn’t exist, denial is suppressing something we don’t like, but its existence continues in our minds and eventually denying or suppressing truth poisons our hearts and our ability to love and feel loved.
Denial is similar to taking your husband’s shirt marked with another woman’s lipstick out into the backyard, digging a hole and burying it or tossing it in the trash thinking that in time you will forget this ever happened. But what really happens when you think this way?
Resentment, anger, jealousy, fear, insecurity and afraid perhaps that your partner doesn’t love you?
Love cannot co-habitat with any negative emotions, therefore denying truth, suppressing it eventually denies you Love. Think about it.
Here is an example of how I denied myself many things in my younger years because I could not face the reality that the man that never did call me didn’t really love me. During those years of spiritual evolution I believed that if I loved someone that I was then happy. This was a suppression of truth because innately, loving someone is not what makes us happy. Being loved and feeling loved is the formula for happiness.
I can’t even count how many nights I spent waiting by the phone for “him” to call me. We didn’t have cellphones in the 80’s yet, so you sat at home by the phone waiting and waiting. While waiting I convinced myself that he loved me but he just got held up at work, or had a car breakdown or had to rush to see his mother or someone died and he didn’t have time to call me; while at the same time trying to find a reason why he loved me.
I suppressed the truth. I could not face the reality that this man didn’t love me, I denied myself love because while waiting for him to call, someone more worthy could have been loving me but I chose him because I thought loving someone was happiness. There were many HE’s in my life.
If we truly love someone, we will be honest with them. If we truly love ourselves; we would not lie to ourselves or deny the truth. One cannot exist without the other. Denial is suppression of truth, truth is Love. Truth is a positive vibration, in truth we love.
Denial is a powerful thing, but I don’t believe it’s a human thing, I believe that all negative thoughts are not only programming from childhood but that the Archons created the programming and implanted certain people to propagate these negative thoughts.
To deny ourselves anything is to deny oneself love. Some of us subconsciously deny Love by believing we are not worthy of it.
Over the years, I found a method to test my clients if they loved themselves enough. It’s important for healing to take place. If we don’t love ourselves, we can’t accept the healing energies so we have to remove the blockages so that love can enter. I came up with a test based on my own life experiences. After the test, I would continue a dialogue to ensure I had the correct results. How did I come to this test?
I am a giver. If you come to my home and tell me you love the photograph on the wall, I will take it off the wall and give it to you. I have been like this all my life, I love to give and often to my own detriment because sometimes I give away things I need. You don’t need to ask me for anything, just tell me you like something and I will give it to you. It is my nature.
Problem was that I had a difficult time accepting gifts. I felt uncomfortable, uneasy, small and realized that I was feeling undeserving. In other words I didn’t love myself and unconsciously used my generosity to make up for the love I lacked.
So, the test is simple. I always keep a jar of crystals in my clinic, small ones, the kind you can stuff in your wallet, pocket or wear as jewelry. I will sit directly in front of the client and while handing over the Crystal say: “This crystal is a gift for you”; and then watch and listen how they will respond. If a person loves themselves unconditionally, they will say : Thank you, anything else is loving yourself less. “Oh, you should not have or hmmm, what did I do to deserve this or oh I can’t accept this” are expressions of people who do not love themselves completely.
When you love, you don’t question, you simply accept with gratitude. Of course the follow up conversation will help me determine 100% if that is the issue, but it’s pretty accurate.
So, denying yourself a gift is denying yourself the love you deserve and accepting that gift is a symbol of love.
When I give, I give with love, I feel that I am giving a piece of my heart to make that person happy, in the meantime my heart just grows bigger. I feel so much love in giving, yet sadly I spent so many years denying it and not feeling worthy.
Our natural emotions are positive frequencies. When we are born, we know not any negative emotions, we are pure love, but many of us while moving through the birth canal will experience stress and pain. We were not designed to give birth this way. If you read Genesis in the bible, the alien gods upon learning that Eve had eaten the forbidden knowledge fruit tree were being thrown out of the garden and they told her that she would from then bear her children in pain. That means that up to that point women did not feel pain when giving birth.
The Archons had a very effective program network and technology so our innocence and pure love we came with into this world didn’t survive very long.
WE are: I love you, I don’t love you, he loves me, he loves me not, I hate myself, I’m a failure because I didn’t achieve what was expected of me etc. These thoughts and beliefs have nothing to do with Love. Denial and suppression was designed for us to deny love.
If you are one of the women that buried the lipstick covered shirt of your partner, go back and get it. Confront your partner, don’t deny yourself the truth. Ask questions, get angry because that lipstick could have belonged to a woman jealous of what you have and did that with intent to hurt you. Do you see how denial can cause more damage? What if you left your partner over this shirt? You denied yourself the truth and that love from your partner because you thought it would be easier to bury, suppress and deny.
Denial is not powerful, it is dangerous, toxic, destructive because it denies Love. Truth is Love.
The Archon denial program alone was enough to destroy our progress as Souls having a human experience. They didn’t want that to happen under any circumstances. By denying the truth, we deny our existence in this human experience.
We can never have a full and complete human experience if we deny ourselves truth, even painful truth is Love because when we Love, we demand truth and want to live in truth no matter how painful and there is no denial because we cannot deny pain.
We cannot deny what we agreed to come and do. This is the other reason. We all didn’t come here to shine the light and play music, we came here to get the job done and many of us had to do some hard and ugly work.
Denial is merely postponing the inevitable unless cancer and other chronic illnesses get you first. To deny is to pretend, to re-create a false reality and now all the people in your life become part of your false reality.
Denial is not permanent because just like truth it must surface sooner or later whatever it is that we are in denial of and more than likely it will come at the worse time when you are not ready for it.
Denial is self-hatred in a way because we don’t have enough confidence, strength or courage to face it, lack of self-respect or self-love keeps us in denial.
Denial is not refusal to see the truth rather a choice because we’re probably not aware in that moment of denial how high of a price we will have to pay.
The psychological emotion of denial was designed to thwart any and all efforts at seeing what is being done to us and once it became a “learned” response, we started to use it in our everyday lives.
Most people today will deny the fact that there is an agenda to destroy whatever left of our Essence exists in these human bodies. They “know” something is wrong. They know we are up against Evil, but the denial is so strong and destructive that they actually believe that as long as they don’t think about it, it doesn’t exist.
This profound reality of humanity’s condition can now be seen and felt all over the planet. Denial has become the Norm. Denial has disconnected us from Source. Denial has blinded us, numbed us, dumbed us down to the point that we have become complacent.
Denial of our true current reality has denied us LOVE and so we are now caught in this vicious cycle.
How do we get out of this situation? Easy.
Face up to what you are denying. Once you do that, it just gets easier.
We’re like addicts, once an addict admits to having a problem, things get easier. It’s that fear of facing what we deny that stops us. We are afraid of what will happen if we face the demons that we have been pretending don’t exist.
There is nothing to fear but fear itself.
Denial of who we truly are is discharging the collective battery.
How much longer are you going to deny how powerful you are? What are you afraid of?
Stop denying and Love will fill the Void. Love is all we need, Love is what brought us here, finding Love means to stop denying who we are.