Impatience is a virtue

I’m very impatient these days. Just checking the notifications here takes forever. My fast Acer laptop of 8 GG of memory has to be hooked up to a big screen because the screen broke so a few weeks ago, my friend sold me a still wrapped Acer with 4 GB and it’s like a snail. It’s difficult getting used to such things as technology is moving forward at a fast pace. So, if I’m not approving your comments don’t get upset at me, I try. I watch the notification icon spin and spin and spin and then I just give up waiting and go on to something else.

I have always been impatient. Perhaps it may seem that this trait is not one you would like because it does lead to frustration at times especially when your desire or goal depends on someone else or something external. I want it now and when I have decided that I want something, I do everything in my power to manifest that.

Yesterday, while working in my garden, I created a new composting bin. Compost doesn’t do well in the sun and even in the shade it needs to be covered. As I am walking towards the shop, I’m thinking:”If I can find a board I can just screw in a door handle and voila, I have a cover that I can pick up easily”. I walk to the area where the sheets and pieces of wood were, pulled a dark piece that looked wide enough to fit and voila, it was a cabinet door with a handle on it. This has nothing to do with patience, it has everything to do with manifesting. But, before you can manifest, you need to have a clear vision of what you want and I was impatient that day, I was determined to find something.

A few months ago I got interested in Metal Detecting. I have been doing this for a year now on the island. It’s rough terrain and I decided that the mainland would be a better place to find any historical relics and “treasures”. In order to that, I would have to spend a night somewhere because the trip from the island by ferry and then taking a bus to these locations would take 4 hrs alone and that leaves me with very little time to do any detecting.

So, I decided I would camp out. No problem. Got online on YT to see what is needed for backpacking and what gear is good. I watched many YT videos on Bushcrafting because I love the wilderness and even as child loved to play in the forest behind our house and creating a home space. Without going into great detail, I now have 3 backpacks, folding chair, tent, mattress pad, hammock and a lot of shit I don’t need but I did what I wanted. Sales just showed up so basically everything I found online was over 50% off and more. This is called manifesting through impatience. I want it, and I want it now. In other words, if I can make it happen, I will make it happen.

I go the forest at least twice a week and camp out at night. It’s not wise to buy equipment and then take your first backpacking trip without knowing how to set things up. I learned that cutting costs on a tent wasn’t smart because it’s heavy and a lightweight tent costs a bit more but hey, that’s okay, I can use it here on the island, after all, I have the entire island to myself. I’m set to go and now impatient about warm weather arriving.

Impatience is actually a virtue. Unlike many who claim that it’s not and that we must be patient, that’s just another mind control program so that you don’t do what you want to do. Of course there are exceptions to the rule. If I need money to do something and the person hasn’t paid me for my work, then I can’t do what I planned. Or, I need a fishing permit to go fishing tomorrow, but I have to wait a week to get it, that’s when I get impatient and angry, having to depend on someone to manifest my reality.

I have totally disconnected from reality. The last year I have spent more time in nature and the wilderness than at home or sleeping. I have reduced my pain meds drastically, and it’s healing. I can just sit in my folding chair and observe nature around me or think of creative ways to have a fire without the “authorities” seeing the smoke as we are not allowed to have any fires after 5 p.m. That doesn’t stop me from starting a fire and I know many ways now to have one and not be seen. For starters I find a location on the island that can’t be seen from any village, forests are good places to do this and then dig a hole and make a Dakota fire or cover with a huge stone slab. You get my drift.

I’m impatient because this terminal madness is lasting a lot longer than I want. I don’t determine the length it is going to last but this is where I can’t afford to be impatient, it’s not up to me to move to the next timeline. It is coming fast though, we can’t undo or change what we don’t like until we have experienced it firsthand. The madness upon us has to complete itself because the only way humanity will reach a conscious effort to change is to experience what we don’t like. I often write about this over the years. If we have a shelter over our heads and can feed ourselves, we will just wait, hope and pray that things/conditions will improve. But, if we wake up and realise that there is no means of getting food and we’re about to be evicted, I doubt you’re going to sit there and hope/pray that things get better. You will jump into action.

We haven’t reached that level of mass consciousness yet but trust me, it can happen in a blink; that’s how close we are. You see, most Americans, Canadians, Australians or New World countries never experienced socialism or communism. Nobody has experienced war or an attack on their country in over 70 years so that the last 3 generations including mine don’t have a concept of what it’s like being bombed, taking your leather belt and boiling it in water to make a soup. It’s beyond our comprehension. My parents were teens during the 2nd war, I remember all their stories about German Soldiers occupying my island, taking their last chicken or goat and leaving them hungry and destitute. This war will reveal the ugliness of what happens, this is a war of good and evil and as we awaken to the reality, THEY are hitting faster and harder, more destructive and openly because THEY still think they have a chance of winning.

Why do we have to go through this? Because the rest of the world has experienced this in one form or another, the New World is the center of the EVIL and those living in those new worlds have to experience what they have allowed their governments to do to other countries. This is how you build compassion. If you have never gone to bed hungry, how can you understand someone who is hungry?

I’m impatient, true. But, I use that impatience to my advantage. I get things done when I have control over the situation. If you’re impatient like me, do what it is you want to do, don’t allow any obstacles to prevent you from achieving what you want. Forget the material things and money; soon that will no longer be something we need to work for and purchase. Soon, we will have all the abundance and necessary needs covered under a condition. That you serve humanity. That you become if you’re not already a Service to others person. It won’t work any other way. The new reality is based upon UNITY and consciousness; we are in this together. Your expensive home and car will become worthless but you won’t have debts. In order to receive more, you have to be willing to help and share with others. Abundance is not a one way highway. You get back what you put out.

I’m enjoying my time out of 3rd density. Truly, I no longer relate to what is going on today, like Jesus said: ” I am not of this world”. But I have to live in it and so I get my groceries, pay the bills and head off on my electric scooter to wherever I feel like for the day. Abundance is all around me but impatience is my virtue because I already know what is true and how it will look like because I created that for me. You are powerful old soul, when are you going to take action?