What to say on a day where anything goes but nothing matters? What do I mean by anything goes? I have created my reality to work that way. I don’t plan anything, I simply go with whatever higher self wants to do. With no obligations towards anyone, I can choose what I want to do each and everyday.
Why does nothing matter? Because if you’re not in your higher state of “I am all that is”; it doesn’t matter what you do outside that realm it won’t work for you. If you are living in the Matrix, wearing the mask, fearing getting infected by a non existing threat, then nothing you do will change your condition.
I often used to tell my daughter when she was “obese” to not give advise to others on how to lose weight. A fat person doesn’t have the credibility to give advise on diets and such. I try to live by these principles. I try to be the Example of what I teach or share with people. Living the life that I currently live, free of obligation, without any debts or financial obligations, I can lead the life I want. This didn’t happen overnight. I worked hard for many years before even arriving/returning to Croatia to make it happen. My reason for moving to Croatia is still unknown to me, but it was this feeling of urgency at the time in 2004 to pack up and move here. I have a better idea why I am here now, but for a long time I didn’t know. All I knew was that my guides urged me to move here. I longed since childhood to return to my birthplace, I never felt complete, but like many of us who immigrate like my parents did, you have a family and by the time you raise your children and they leave the nest, most people can’t leave because grandchildren come along.
I had prepared my children from the time they could understand that one day I would return. So, my point is that I worked towards this reality I wanted to live. Living on a small island with a 1200 population, leaves you with TIME, to grow food, to spiritually grow, to get to know thy true self, to escape the consumerism and fast paced city life. Everything here happens in slow motion. I have grown more in the last 17 years then all the years together before that.
Giving up consumerism isn’t difficult. But if you live in a reality where technology is required to work and communicate, it can be challenging. Not for me. We need not look at this transition as having to give something up. We get much more than we let go of. One doesn’t wake up one day and decide to change their life. Like I said, this is an ongoing project and process. I am now where I want to be, but it took 30 years to get there.
So, now that I am where I want to be, what’s next? Sharing my wisdom and experiences with others. Connecting deeper with nature. Even though I live in the country, I still long to move around the island and explore everything. I have taken up metal detecting, backpacking and camping in the wild. Actually, I am practicing and getting in shape to leave the island for the first time in backpacking and wilderness camping. My last stop/goal before it gets too hot is the Bosnian Pyramids in Visoko. I was there 2 years ago with a friend but we only had one day to look at everything. This time I am backpacking and can camp out close to the grounds, spend a few days taking advantage of the intense frequencies and healing energies of the Pyramid itself; maybe even volunteering. A wise man told me to just take it easy and relax because once this Terminal Madness comes to an end, that is when my work truly begins.
So, this is the time for us who are aware and ready to take that rest, fill up our energy centres, cleanse any remaining toxins from this Matrix; place ourselves in the healing frequencies of LOVE and like the Emergency Centres, be on Alert and readiness for the influx of humans that will be devastated, shocked, in disbelief, traumatized by the disclosures coming out each day. Each country will be different based on it’s culture, individual beliefs, it’s dominating religions and how many healers/light warriors will be there to help them.
Croatia will be one of those countries that will be probably on the top of the most difficult experiences for many reasons:
- A former communist country that has lived through 3 wars. Two world wars and 1 war of independence. It is constantly reminded of these wars through numerous government holidays, through statues and memorials throughout it’s cities. The population is constantly dragged into the past of death and massacres, these people have never healed, they are living as victims, traumatized by this constant barrage of forced reminders and memories of what they have gone through and their generations.
- This country prospered only when it was part of Yugoslavia as a Communist Country because even Communism has been demonized. Community is what communism was about. Everyone had what they needed. Sure, there were those who registered as Communists therefore, had more privileges but during those times people had lifelong jobs. They never got fired and they were assisted in buying homes at no interest. So, there were good things about Communism and in fact, most Croatians that lived during those times will tell you today that it was better then and they wished it was that way now. Croatia has never been able to build a functionable and financially stable society because the government itself cannot figure these things out. It’s a common threat that Politicians don’t give a shit about their people, so financial instability and high cost of living is what Croatians face on a daily basis. This information is based on people in my surroundings telling me. I lived here between 1967 and 1971 but I don’t remember much of the political structures.
- Religious beliefs. Don’t get me wrong. I respect all religions and faiths of this world if that is what makes you happy. But that’s my entire point. What has the Catholic Church done for it’s people other than stolen it’s land that was given to this institution so that Churches could be erected. I speak directly for my people here on the island. Peasants gave up their land to the Church and built the churches. Today, that land is owned by the Vatican. The Catholic Church doesn’t take the true word of God from the Bible for it’s teachings. It selectively takes a few events and creates it’s own laws, rules and dogma. As a Catholic, you are taught that you are born a sinner, that Jesus died for your sins, that you should feel guilty for that, that you must suffer and sacrifice as well. They teach you that you have no power, that only God has the power to gift you with a child, money or a good life. When a child dies, their explanation is that God needed an angel and since suffering is part of your life, well, suffer because god wanted your child. Nowhere do they mention the “fact” that Jesus taught empowerment, reincarnation and that he considered himself to be equal to man, therefore, all are gods children. So, this suffering and disempowerment has made those that consider themselves Catholics bitter, sad, confused because they don’t understand the logic behind the complex and often contradictory teachings of their Elders. Jesus was a student of Gnostics, the ancient texts that were found in Nag Hammadi Egypt show in detail the life of Jesus.
God is LOVE, period. God does not judge, condemn and wish for us to suffer. So, once the disclosures start, particularly from the Vatican and who truly is behind the Vatican and it’s Religion, this will only compound the pain, suffering and trauma that these people have endured for centuries under the rule of Catholic Religion. I don’t dispute GOD, I dispute the way the Religious leaders define GOD’s role in our lives. To punish, disempower, to shame, to blame, to approve suffering through feeling guilty that Jesus died for our sins is the greatest sin of all, it is worse than taking a life because lies have destroyed families and lives. When this comes out in the open, I can’t even imagine the chaos and trauma people will be experiencing especially now after this false plandemic that has also destroyed so many lives.
It is time to complete my cleansing and physical cleansing of this body in preparation for what is to come. It is not a matter of IF, it is a matter of how soon. Imagine, all of you reading this are so powerful for choosing to be here at this time. This has never happened before. We are in the middle of war between Good and Evil. Although we have won, I have seen it, remember how many times I repeatedly wrote that people won’t stand up until they have lost everything and have nothing left to lose. Sadly, for those that are not awake yet, material wealth is still their primary concern. I think we are at 15% Unity Consciousness; but our actions now will determine how fast we will take over and Transcend to higher dimensional realities. It’s a choice. You can remain in this 3D reality for as long as you want, it will continue to exist until everyone has woken up.
Fear is the flavor of the month. Not only am I now seeing different illnesses but these people are so traumatized by this plandemic, their fears only compound their ailments and they are terrified to get vaccinated but terrified to NOT get vaccinated. It takes me much more time now to work with them because of the emotional instability.
Terminal Madness is my Trademark Clause. I also predicted how long it would last and what it would take to even get this far. I see and feel things that most people are not able to because like I said, if you’re living in the Matrix, there is not much time to reflect on spiritual growth, let alone be able to grow your own food and be self sufficient. We are being attacked from the skies, the water, the food, the mind control and fear programming, the medical and pharmaceutical industries, the constant programming that we must go to war because we have enemies. It’s difficult to escape this living in cities. If you can at least get away for the weekends to the lakes or mountains and connect with nature then at least you are gaining that way.
I’m also aware that we are all waiting for America to act first. It’s the centre of all Evil. Not Americans, but those that control the global Matrix and Illusions of reality. Whatever happens there, will expand to the rest of the world and that’s why I am keeping a very close eye on what is going on there.
Dear Old Soul, we are very close to being freed. I am free already and I have Ascended to 5th; I have seen the future of this planet and the Second Earth; but once I leave this physical body, I won’t be reincarnating here. I just came to help out and will be returning to my 9th dimension. Stay focused, manifest what you want and see yourself in everything because you are all that is. If you hurt someone, you are hurting yourself. If you judge someone, you are judging yourself because you and I are ALL that is. Anything different is playing into their Matrix, this is what they want. They want us to see each other as competition, as a skin colour, as a religious belief, as a political opinionated individual because they know us better than we know ourselves. They know that if we UNITE, they are fucked.
They know their end is coming and everything they have done in the last 2 years has failed. It will get worse before it gets better because they will not go down without causing as much damage as they can and this is why I am glad to have made the choice to listen to my intuition and live here. No matter what happens out there, I am safe here and I can survive anything. This Plandemic didn’t have any effect on me at all. I don’t live in the Matrix, I have no need to, I am totally self sufficient and I have no problem cooking on a fire should the power go out.
Also, Mother earth is in the throw of giving birth to a new Earth. There are many active volcanoes and many earthquakes around the planet. A region in Croatia has been rocked by earthquakes for the last year and hundreds of holes are forming so on top of fighting the Evil, we are dealing with natural disasters. Much has yet to come but we are almost at the top of the mountain and soon will be able to look down in amazement and wonder why it took us so long to get our shit together.
May love and peace be with you Old Soul.
You Are The Light That You Always Have Been 