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Drowning in absurdity


By Crystal Clark, May 19, 2015

This essay seeks to expose globalist Reality Revisionism and the Four Directives in conjunction with the future genocidal consequences of their furtherance based on current trends.

“Reality revisions are agenda-driven and thereby fictitious narratives carefully scripted to revise an entire global reality in order to meet or fulfill that agenda. These are major, major paradigm shifts of generational proportions that summarily pre and re-define the future victor and victimhood status of billions. These shifts aren’t meant to change the perception and therefore direction of reality for a day, week, or months, but permanently.” — The Roles of Social Engineering and Perception Management in Reality Revisionism

Knowing that folks need access to vital information while simultaneously being pressed for time (myself included), I initially intended to post the short version on Facebook, and…

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I think many people will be offended by Mark’s definition of Satanism. According to him, a person that thinks solely about himself, that is only interested in his own well being, and will do whatever it takes regardless of who gets hurt or in the way is a Satanist. Well, good thing I’m not one but I will leave you reader to decide and discern if this sits with you vibrationally.

After listening to this video, I have seriously started to consider stop eating meat. I am not a big meat eater, in fact if I was alone I would not be eating it all but my partner loves meat and I am too lazy to prepare 2 different meals. There is no reason for me to eat meat, I have a garden full of organic vegetables and therefore, have decided to wean myself off completely.

Mark has many good points about eating meat, it is not defined in the bible, we do not have dominion over them, we are not encouraged to eat meat and we should not be killing animals. We also need to define that much better. How do I avoid killing harmful insects and rats that serve no purpose in nature and some of them actually cause harm to humans. Mosquitoes for instance serve nothing at all, they don’t pollinate, don’t recycle products of nature and feed off blood, lately they even pass on diseases to us.
There are insects such as worms and different insects that break down materials in nature to humus and compost. Bees pollinate and produce honey, wax and other products so we do have species of insects and mammals that do not give us any benefits at all.
The current state of animals such as being separate from humans, being treated differently has not always been that way. I believe that they too are no longer in the original design and purpose. They were together with us, we had no reason to fear attacks. We all cohabited together, each species knowing it’s place within the divine design of things.
Today, we carry weapons when going into wilderness to protect ourselves from wolves,  bears, tigers and other carnivore species. There are many venomous snakes and spiders, venomous fish species etc. How and when things changed I don’t know but I am sure it was not originally set up for us to fear animals. I read somewhere that Anu and Enki played around in the laboratories creating different forms of life and purposely designed living organisms that would create fear and trauma in us.

Our original design was about higher dimensional living and communicating telepathically with the animal kingdom. Language was invented much later because we lost our telepathic abilities to communicate with each other including the animals.
It makes sense why writing started only centuries ago and before that it started with symbols and pictures.

As we devolved into lower dimensional beings, language had to be developed so that we could talk to each other, it would then be logical that when we could no longer communicate telepathically with animals; both sides lost trust in each other and eventually a physical separation occurred, a line was drawn between us and them. Or, it’s possible that our creators/genetic manipulators imposed some kind of separation so that we would fear the animals.
Mark Passio has come a long way in a short time. In other words; he’s only recently in the last few years received attention for his work. Although I do support most of his arguments, theories and ideology; a word he uses quite often, I do find him rough around the edges in his approach. Maybe it’s what we need for those of us that are awake, it’s great to see someone use that approach, but for those that are just waking up; it can scare the crap out of them.
Satanism as defined by Mark is fine by me but I don’t think it’s meaning today and actual practice of it are different.
According to this site:; Satanism means something I always believed it to be. If you look it up in Wikipedia it has a similar definition. Mark gives a lot to think about and I particularly stopped to consider this statement he says in this video: “We like things just the way they are otherwise we would change it”. He relates this to many people that cannot accept their responsibility in creating this mess so it must mean that we like things the way they are. If we don’t like things according to Mark, then then we would change it, but I don’t agree with him that we’re not making an effort to change what we don’t like, therefore we must like them that way.

If we had this information about our real past and origin 50 years ago assuming we were ready like we are today, we would not be here writing and reading about it, but it’s only the last 20 years the truth movement has come together and made an impact on our society. It’s not that simple to change something if we don’t like it, it takes a unified effort.

Here is an example: I don’t like the fact that Croatia now has a law that requires mandatory vaccinations. This is not just for children but if the Health Ministry declares a certain vaccine mandatory, everyone is required to receive it. I don’t like this, it’s fascist, actually worse than fascist, it’s legalized genocide through vaccines but I can’t change that alone.

For Mark to say that we must like it that way because we’re not doing anything to change that, is a bit extreme. This is how I understood him, he’s not talking about things in our lives, he’s talking about our current global condition. I will refuse the vaccine if it’s mandated and do my utmost to avoid it, but I alone can’t change the law.

If you are not happy about something that you CAN change, then change it, but to say that you must like something because you’re not changing it makes this sound like we have control over everything and we don’t. There are many situations or conditions in our lives where we simply can’t fix, change, replace or overthrow.

I don’t like the fact that my partner takes a lot of prescription drugs that are not curing his illness. In fact, he is getting worse each day. How do I change that? 1. Throw all the pills in the trash? 2. Yell and scream for him to stop? 3. Threaten to leave him if he doesn’t stop? 4. Leave him?

The above are all options/choices but not ones that I want to exercise because I’m not the one that is the problem, he is not my problem, he is doing this to himself. I don’t like it, I don’t like the fact millions of people choose to do the same, but I can’t change that. This issue is a personal choice, these people for whatever reason chose this. Actually, it’s not my job to change this problem.

So, Mark needs to break down “I like this because I’m not doing anything to change this”- statement. It’s vague, general and impossible to implement in many cases.

Our current planetary condition requires us all to work together and as I wrote many months ago about separation, it’s not possible. Hell most people are not even aware of the fact that humanity has been purposely separated, divided and fractured through religion, education, race, false history etc. To get to that point of changing our paradigm, we first have to know everything was designed to get us here.

Most people still believe protests will change something.

Protesting against police brutality is a valid exercise but it’s not productive because the Controllers knew it would happen so they militarized law enforcement. We cannot protest peacefully, it doesn’t work anymore. What crowds need to do is United march to the police stations and show force in numbers.

The only thing that will stop anything we do not like or no longer want to tolerate is to come together in numbers and let them know that we know that we are the majority.
Sadly, Mark’s ideology sounds great but I would love to hear him present us with solutions on how to unify together and then in the millions DEMAND change, DEMAND resignations, demand our rights be returned to us. They know we are powerless in the thousands, a protest in NYC can easily amass a few million people and together in numbers demand what they want, give the controllers time to do it and threaten with sanctions if not done.

How do we do this? Does anyone have solutions? I agree with Marks’ ideology about not eating meat, not killing animals. As written earlier, I am going to make that commitment to stop completely but I cannot NOT kill living beings if they are harming me or causing damage. I’m not accepting a ONE law for all animals. I can’t let insects or birds or rats to eat my vegetables so I have to get rid of them. If I let all living organisms live, I will not have food to harvest.

This goes back to my discussion about living organisms being placed on this planet that is not for our benefit or have any value on this planet. I don’t know how we can draw the line to where we can say “do not kill any living organisms unless it’s in our self defense”.

Surely Mark is not going to allow a bear to attack him while taking a hike into the wilderness? I seriously doubt that he would just stand there and not defend himself unless he can communicate with animals.

Marks’ ideals, concepts and ideology is immersed in logic but how do we implement the changes is something that nobody has come forward with. I’m questioning Mark’s motives. Anyone can come up with a great idea or concept, but it has no value if we can’t realize it or put it into action. We all have creative ideas, but the reality is that we are fractured and divided globally. If just 10% of us can come together, we have outnumbered our controllers and the only way to stop us at that point is to bomb the hell out of us, EMP us or some other mass weapons of destruction, but if they did that, then I can assure you 90% of the rest would stand up to them.

Who wants to throw the first stone? Is that our only solution and do you think that we will ever get to that 10%?

These questions are put out in response to this video, but I don’t see the change happening that way because I think it’s too late, no matter how many of us and how fast we unify, they have the weapons and what better excuse to use them when they already planned to rid 2/3 of the population?

I believe that humanity cannot change it’s current condition through peaceful protests or any other method and that we must trust our planetary mother and divine intervention; ask them for help. If anyone has an idea how we can manage to gather 10% of the world’s population into awareness of what is going on and creating an action plan, put it out there because I have not come across or read any solutions pointing into that direction.

I respect Mark’s work, I love his passion and his ideology, a phrase he uses very often in his work, but what he’s got is just great ideas, great concepts and great logic. I don’t see any great solutions and that begs the question to Mark: “Great work, but how do we make change happen?”.


I never question why certain subjects remain in my thoughts for prolonged periods. I do understand that as  it needing my attention and until it’s resolved, it stays in my consciousness and constantly reminds me there is reason to think or contemplate. I’ve done a lot of contemplating lately on this movement Yellow Rose From Texas (YRFT) has started.

First, let me say this: I respect everyone in her “movement”. I respect Rose above all IF she is being truthful, open and truly believes that she is doing a service to her fellow humans. It’s one thing to believe and another to know the entities contacting you are not of the light. There are many instances where people are contacted claiming to be something they are not, in that case, I don’t call it deception because it’s not easy to discern an entity claiming to be someone we admired or learned from in past lives.

I do not wish to criticize or disrespect Rose and her followers, I simply ask questions. I have to, because something doesn’t sit right with me, this topic is in my thoughts very much lately and I want to share what those thoughts have been.

My dreams have revealed yellow reptilians disguised as Light Beings (God, Eve, Source, Creator etc.) on this side of the veil (quarantine) that YRFT identifies as ONE and EVE. Now, this is my vision and my interpretation of what I experienced and saw in my lucid dream state, it in no way means it’s in this same reality and timeline, I don’t know this.

You see, when we leave our bodies during sleep, the Soul manifests itself wherever and whenever it chooses to, there are so many dimensional levels in millions of realities and timelines, we just assume we went into another current reality.

That said, the yellow beings disguised to YRFT may or may not be in this current reality. Tann Hauser can verify my dreams because I wrote to him months ago when I first had this dream and what I had experienced. I simply don’t know and don’t remember what timeline, the Soul is still stuck in this density when it re-enters the body and its difficult for me to remember upon awakening regardless of how enlightened I am. Fact is, we return to this density and physical body passing through countless frequencies, and if you are like me and have many experiences at the same time during sleep time, it’s impossible to wake up in the morning to remember. Often I have caught myself sitting on the toilet in the middle of the night saying to myself that I need to hurry up and get back to my dream. Instead, I should be grabbing a note pad and writing whatever I can remember, but in that state I don’t think about writing it down, I think about how quickly I can pee and get back to it.

Set aside what I just wrote. Let’s assume YRFT is correct, she’s got the right timeline, reality, universe and she’s absolutely sure that the entities she “hears” are of the light, I beg the question: “Where is my free will?

She will argue that we are imprisoned, that we reside on a server, in essence what we perceive to be our physical reality is simply a computer program, software so to speak; and because of this ONE and EVE can intervene and save humanity.
I don’t know all the details of this movement, simply because I do not want it to taint my consciousness, if this is an infesting virus, it doesn’t take long to be infested by the Archons so I keep distance and read as little as possible.

If this is the case, why did ONE/EVE allow this to happen and why allow us to suffer for so long?

You see, I have issues with this theory, and it is a theory right now that YRFT is pushing on the movement. Is Source not the one that creates? What level of Godness is ONE? does God/Creator/One/EVE need to fight the enemies if they can create? If they create, can they not un-create? If god loves us so much, why allow this server to be constructed and entrap humanity in the first place? Are you saying Rose that everything beyond ONE and EVE is bigger than them?

What does soon mean? To Source, soon can mean millions of years. How does ONE interpret time when time is not measured anywhere outside this false construct/matrix/planet? Time is another false construct used to keep us working as machines and robots. What exactly does “soon” mean? YRFT has used “soon” 11 times so far, and soon can go on indefinitely because it has no actual date or time. It’s safe to use Soon for Eons and nobody will budge because the soon verb continues infinitely.

The next issue is my free will. If someone or God or ONE or EVE is going to intervene on my behalf, do I not have the choice of free will? I’m not a human being, I’m a Soul occupying this physical body, I do not remember agreeing to incarnate into a server, the Soul leaves the body and becomes energy somewhere outside this veil which means there is no server, no software and no Soul would enter an evil false paradigm unless it had a choice in the outcome.

Not everyone passes through the karmic trap. I didn’t pass through it, I went directly to Source. There are a few of us that have had NDE’s and have not been entrapped, therefore, you can’t tell me my home where I was created as a Soul is software. I don’t think so.

To tell me that I am software program residing on a server means that I am Soul-less or stupid. If I am a Soul, I don’t need a Savior or a god saving me from something I agreed to already.

And lastly, as a human being, living on this planet and this reality, I do not wish to leave. Do I not have a choice? What kind of creator/god is it that deems itself righteous to interfere with my creation of my reality?
I love my life here on this planet, I love my ability to co-create whatever I want. I love being connected to my mother planet, don’t you feel it? Rose is selling an escape. She is basically telling you that whatever you have created in your current reality means nothing because you are nothing, you’re just software on a server in a false construct and no worries, you will soon be saved.

If your life is so miserable that you bought this fairy tale, should you not be asking yourself how you got yourself in the misery you are in now? I didn’t create your misery. Do you think it’s fair that those of us who have spent EONS incarnating on this planet and have worked hard to figure it out; who have created abundance and joy in our lives have done it all for nothing, while you still whine about your immaturity and are in need of assistance; get to reap the same benefits as those of us that really worked hard to create our awesome reality?

So while you sit back and wait; while I continue to work hard on freeing myself from the negative influence of Archons, you mean to tell me that we both get sucked out of here? You really believe that? Is that fair? What the fuck did we spend Eons incarnating on this planet for then?

I’m asking legitimate questions. Why would or how could ONE and EVE be so helpless and powerless when this construct was created? Why?
EVE as Earth, as a goddess is so helpless yet in the same breath Rose claims there is a false Earth, this one that we are living on now?

For those folks that can’t wait to get out of here: Are you still working, are you still paying bills, are you still living a normal life? If you truly believe you are leaving then why are you complaining and why are you still going to work? You either believe it or not. Perhaps, if there is a chance that all this is bullshit, you will still have your jobs?

I love the story, I love the idea that “soon” all this shit will be gone. Not for me, I lack nothing, my life is perfect, but for others. Sounds great, but you can’t erase my memories again, why? Is it not pertinent to remember this master deception so that we don’t fall for it again and or tell our children about it, or is it because we’re just soul-less and this timeline must be erased? Everything that exists is recorded in the Akash, how do you prevent this from happening?

Look, if you want to leave go for it, it’s your choice but I have my feet firmly on Gaia, my Mother Earth is called Gaia. She has unconditional love for humanity, she has provided humanity for all it’s needs. I’m holding her hand, she doesn’t want me to leave and I will not abandon her. If this is a server with software, why produce anything in nature if machines can produce it then?

I cannot accept the theory that I have no choice in this matter. Now, having said that, if I am wrong, if Rose truly is spot on about what is to happen, I will accept it, but I’m not going willingly and I’m not wrong about this.

You see, when you have created a beautiful world, when you have all your needs met, when you live in abundance, when you detach from the suffering of others knowing they chose that lesson as part of the experience then you don’t have the desire to leave.

We are moving forward, Gaia is correcting and she will shift poles, but humans will remain on this planet, we will leave our bodies and become energy beings. I would like to know if any of Rose’s followers have a good life. If so, I want to ask them why they want to leave and what guarantee do they have it will be better elsewhere?

I am an Old Soul and resent anyone interfering in my creation of my reality. It simply doesn’t make sense that you who is miserable and victimized by saviors; and me who has created what I wanted now get to share the same outcome. It goes against ALL Laws of Nature, and ALL Universal Laws.

I don’t know about you, but I’m not waiting for a savior, I am going to continue to create, to make this planet a better place and to contribute in service to others as best as I can. I believe and Feel that what Rose and her followers are getting are very intelligent archontic technology creating a reality that would create a new following as the Archons are quickly running out of energy food.

That is my Soul purpose and if you want to leave, you probably will and I wish you Bon Voyage and if by chance we meet up on the other side, well, so I was wrong! I hope  I AM wrong because it sure sounds nice, but nothing motivates me to leave. You see, the reality I created is in resonance with me, it’s balanced, I have no need for anything better other than a new body and that will come when Gaia makes the leap.

Mass death of seabirds in Western U.S. is ‘unprecedented’ – unexplained changes within ocean to blame

YOU could be one of those if you don’t start screaming “radiation”. It’s been here for a long time, it is here to stay and by the time most people figure it out, it will be too late.

The Extinction Protocol

Dead Sea Birds
May 2015OCEAN HEALTH In the storm debris littering a Washington State shoreline, Bonnie Wood saw something grisly: the mangled bodies of dozens of scraggly young seabirds. In the storm debris littering a Washington State shoreline, Bonnie Wood saw something grisly: the mangled bodies of dozens of scraggly young seabirds. Walking half a mile along the beach at Twin Harbors State Park on Wednesday, Wood spotted more than 130 carcasses of juvenile Cassin’s auklets—the blue-footed, palm-size victims of what is becoming one of the largest mass die-offs of seabirds ever recorded. “It was so distressing,” recalled Wood, a volunteer who patrols Pacific Northwest beaches looking for dead or stranded birds. “They were just everywhere. Every ten yards we’d find another ten bodies of these sweet little things.”
Cassin’s auklets are tiny diving seabirds that look like puffballs. They feed on animal plankton and build their nests by burrowing…

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The ocean off the coast of California is “turning into a desert” – marine ecosystem crash is unprecedented

This is what happens when we turn our heads, when we say nothing. How long will we remain silent?

The Extinction Protocol

Dead Seals
A cart of deceased malnourished and dehydrated sea lions that had been stranded along the northern California coast, await their turn for necropsy. Photograph: Peter Dasilva/EPA
May 2015OCEAN HEALTHThe waters of the Pacific off the coast of California are a clear, shimmering blue today, so transparent it’s possible to see the sandy bottom below. Viewing the ocean from the state’s famous craggy headlands, it’s impossible to know that the ocean’s unusual clarity is hiding a cruel beauty: clear water is a sign that the ocean is turning into a desert, and the chain reaction that causes that bitter clarity is perhaps most obvious on the beaches of the Golden State, where thousands of emaciated sea lion pups are stranded. Sea lions are a ubiquitous part of the Californian landscape – they’re up and down beaches, piers and wharfs, with an overall population estimated at around 300,000…

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If it’s difficult, is it the wrong path?


Sophia's Children

Rocks slides block the road after heavy rains [Idaho Reporter] Rocks slides block the road after heavy rains [Idaho Reporter]

“A vocation is only possible under conditions that also block it or make it impossible.”

John Caputo in What Would Jesus Deconstruct

That perspective flies straight in the face of the more contemporary notion that if you’re experiencing obstacles on your path, in the way of whatever vision or calling you’re living into, then it’s the wrong path. “It isn’t meant to be.”

The idea behind this thinking is that if it’s really the right path, calling, or vision for you it will be easy, open up effortlessly with no obstacles whatsoever.

This “if it’s right it should be easy” view may be a bit of glazy-eyed New Age froo-froo.

It also seems part and parcel of a more recent cultural notion that we’re all entitled to an always-easy, unobstructed way that opens to us when we stomp our foot and say…

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Our reality and existence can be compared to a nameless cake recipe.

Let’s play along and you will see just how it sounds so logical. Before I go into the recipe, duality exists for various reasons, but one significant factor is that we incarnated onto this planet with no memories of who we are, where we came from or any of our previous lives as Souls. Whether we chose that or not is irrelevant, fact remains we were born into this world and the first breath we took was an automatic survival function; most everything after that had to be learned.

In order to recognize light we had to know what darkness was, in order to understand or recognize anger we had to know the opposite. We were given some clues about us but basically we are here trying to figure out who we are, where we came from, why we are here etc.

It’s like this: I have a recipe for Strawberry cobbler, I being Source. I present you with the ingredients: sugar, flour, baking power, butter, strawberries, salt and vanilla extract and tell you this recipe makes one type of dessert and you have to figure it out.

Flour can be white, brown, sifted or not, it can be stale or whatever, but all you get is flour. You need to figure out the same for the rest of the ingredients.

100 years ago we knew or believed that God existed as an aging old man with a bear sitting on clouds, 50 years later we figured out in order to get close to god, we had to find the missing link, knowing god existed wasn’t enough, we wanted to know who this god was so we started exploring and today we have pretty well found the ingredients: We are souls, certain aliens came here and messed with our DNA, we are not the original body suit, our history and existence goes back millions of years and not 5000 years. We now see ourselves as Souls occupying a body rather than a body with a Soul.
We collected all the ingredients for the recipe but we can’t get the right recipe. Some are baking strawberry cupcakes, strawberry muffins, strawberry loaf and so on, but has anyone figured out yet it’s a Cobbler?

Is Yellow Rose For Texas making the recipe, or Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon, is Michael Tsarion or Gerald Clark correct about their recipe? Does anyone have the right answer and how do we know?

You see, my flour may not be sifted, your salt may be Himalayan instead of table salt and since we can’t even identify with our higher selves because we have no recollection of it, we could be creating a false reality based on what we believe to be true, what others tell us is fact or based on our experiences.

How do I know I am connected to my higher self? If I don’t remember what it’s like, how can I be sure I am connected to me? How can I be sure that I’m not connecting with an entity pretending to be my higher self? I know it’s benevolent, it’s loving, patient and has all the knowledge but how do I feel it if I don’t remember anything about it?

Long ago, before they started to play with our DNA, we had 12 active DNA strands, we were all one meaning mind, body, soul and higher self. As our DNA was tampered with over time, we lost our gifts and the body could no longer contain our high frequency higher self and a separation occurred.

Over time, the connection between soul and higher self disconnected for longer periods, and today with all the abuse done to us such as EMF, EMP, chemtrails, fluoride, DU weapons, radiation, implants and mind control, most of us can’t recognize higher self.

So, in front of us on the table are the ingredients for the Strawberry Cobbler with differences and those are ingredient varieties. Source didn’t specify what type of flour, whether it was white or brown sugar needed. The recipe asks for flour but we might use unsifted or old flour or wholewheat flour or rice flour. All of these ingredients determine YOUR Cobbler, your reality and I believe the trick is getting out of here is that we all bake the Cobbler, once we figure out the recipe, we will finally be able to open the door or graduate.

We are awakened in the millions, we all have the ingredients in front of us, we still need to figure out what the recipe is for. I have a pie dish, muffin pan, casserole and cookie sheet and now must figure out which one to use.

Source gave us a Simple Strawberry Cobbler recipe, it sounds simple doesn’t it, but Source said: “Flour”, it didn’t tell us what kind of flour, as a matter of fact, it didn’t tell us about any ingredient because we would have rushed to make the recipe and not take the time to use different flour varieties or sugar varieties. We simply would have created the Cobbler and not focus on the experience of getting there or trying different variations of the recipe.

The ingredients given can make many dishes/desserts, but Source wanted us to create a perfect Strawberry Cobbler and that meant experimenting with different brands and textures, flavors and aromas, that would give us a few million years to play and figure out.

It wasn’t the final product that we came to create, it was the experience of getting there and knowing how to create it. You see, I made my first strawberry cobbler last night because we got tired of eating fresh strawberries with whipped cream every night. As I was indulging in the caramelized crispy topping melting in my mouth, my partner says: “It’s too sweet for me”.

I used the ingredients called for in the recipe. How do I know he is right? I don’t. I never made this before, our taste buds are different, our realities are different, so I came to the conclusion that we will never make that perfect Cobbler, it doesn’t exist and Source never expected us to figure it out. Source needed to express itself. It had the recipe, it had the ingredients, but being in energy form it could not create something from matter, so it gave us the adventure of finding the ingredients and figuring out what the ingredients were intended for.

My Cobbler will never taste the same no matter how many times I use the recipe because 1 grain of salt more or less, 1 strawberry over ripened and 1 degree hotter oven makes the difference.

Source knows this too, and after we have made our first Cobbler, we learned that it will never be duplicated again, that each Cobbler will look and taste different and once we figure that out, we are ready for our next adventure.

Personally, the recipe was too easy and I’m ready for a more challenging recipe, it’s almost time to put on your graduation gowns, there are 1.7 million results for the best Strawberry Cobbler on google. Go figure.