Yes, You are an Impostor if you Claim to get messages from Prime Creator

Here is the proof that Prime Creator chose Alexandra to be the “only” person he channels through and anyone else is an impersonator. Did you hear that? I wonder how long this video will last. Do people actually believe that a Prime Creator will choose ONE person in this reality to channel to? You decide for yourself.

There is nothing new in this message that most awakened people don’t know or feel. I’m never dispute the information given to people, I dispute the “chosen” ones because we were all created equally therefore, we either all get the same messages or nobody does. What makes this person special? Did you notice that 2.5 minutes was spent on advertising and marketing? Judge for yourself.

I’m sure Alexandra is a good person and like everyone else has to make a living, but hey, I get messages too and my Creator doesn’t ask me to be his messenger.

Let’s see how long this video will  last before it’s removed.

2 More Years of This Crap

Added a day later: The video was removed from YT below. I wonder why? Why doesn’t Alexandra allow for comments? Why remove it? Feeling a bit stupid? I left it there to show you it’s not available after posting 24 hrs. later. 

It’s getting very challenging for me to come up with something to write about. The video below is the reason why. These guys just don’t stop with their make believe crap. Watch it later. It’s not that I don’t want to write something, I have so many things that I’m involved in these days and a lot of thoughts going through, but they are personal. Most of my time is spent working in my clinic, taking care of household, growing food and medicinal plants, preparing for hard times. I’m feeling this urgency to prepare and get my life simplified.

If I woke up tomorrow morning without water and electricity, can I make coffee? Yes. I have a French Press and gas stove. Can I flush the toilet? Yes. I have 500 L of water in attic for that but living in the country, I can go outside and do it wherever I want. I have started making written notes on recipes and such because if the power goes out, so do electronics. Do you have your phone numbers and addresses written somewhere?

It’s been pretty crazy with extreme weather all over the planet, but  you only hear about the hurricanes in the US. We here in Croatia have had months of flash flooding, rivers overflowing, so much loss in agriculture that our dairy products and vegetables are getting really expensive. Our climate is totally changing but most scary is unpredictable. For the first time since I have been gardening here in Croatia, I have never comes across fungus. It’s normally in countries and regions where it’s cold and lots of rain. Well, we are now cold and getting too much rain. How about getting enough rain in one day that we normally get in a year?  This is why my ancestors had cisterns/wells because they had to collect 1 or 2 rainfalls per year. That was it!

Since we’re on an island, our water and power comes from the mainland by underwater pipes and cables. Should there be an earthquake, it could easily disrupt everything and could take months to get back.

There is not going to be a Pole Shift. One of my readers emailed me this question. I doubt there is going to be a nuclear war either but let me tell you something. Everyone except the US thinks it’s no longer a world power. Our media is making fun of Trump and everything that is going on in the country. The hypocrisy of being a democratic country is now really showing up in your face.

I believe and I have written about this that the Earth is expanding. There are many videos showing the earth literally cracking open for miles and sucking in everything above it. Lakes and rivers are literally being sucked into the Earth, so it’s not just climate change, but the planet is changing herself. She’s ready to give birth and she is now in the stage of shaking off all the parasites on her.

The US will not attack Korea. This is just a dog barking because it’s all it can do. It knows it’s lost power and so for it’s own audience, it must pretend it’s still powerful. We on the other side of the world have known this and have seen the demise of this once beautiful country. Like all empires, this one has to crumble as well but it’s for the best. This extreme weather will go on for a few years.

I have debunked most of the folks that claim to have intel and higher sources, that the cabal will be arrested, financial crashes, dollar revalutions, The Red and White Dragons along Benjamin Fulford claiming to spread all this money around, to the prophesy  believers and those who claim to get messages from God. I was going to write up a post about Alexandra Meadors. The video below is about what I simply didn’t have the stomach to listen to again. I wrote about her way back in 2014 but she’s really gone off the deep end now. Can you believe it? Prime Creator didn’t choose you or me to talk to and chose her? She has to read her conversation with Prime Creator and uses proper English? What? She can’t remember her conversation with GOD????? She made sure her services and goods were mentioned at the start of the video yet she claims to be working to save humanity and work in my behalf? Are you kidding me? Did she talk to Jesus while she was listening to Prime Creator? Didn’t Jesus say he died for all of us? Does that mean Alexandra is prepared to die for us? And then she calls him PC?

I wrote the same thing about Kathryn E. May. How could GOD choose her to be his spokesperson and not me? That these ladies were given the job to spread the word while 2 billion people on this planet don’t have electricity? How do they get the message? What criteria did Prime Creator use to choose these ladies? Did God have a special place where he could collect resumes? What qualifies to talk to Prime Creator? Well, he’s here 24 hours with me, I just go inside and connect. Don’t see why Alexandra has to make an appointment and wait so long to talk to him. Sheesh, that must be frustrating, I guess they can’t seem to get their schedules unified.

So, old soul, you keep doing what feels right. You can’t save the world and neither can I. For many years I believed that I could save the world from madness but I learned over time that in order to save the world, I had to save myself first if I’m to be of any benefit to others. My job really starts when shit hits the fan. I have collected prescription drugs from anyone that will give them away. Did you know that prescription drugs, most of them anyway never expire? Did you know that Aspirin can last 25 years?

Many people will be without water, food, medicine and many will be sick so I’m saving myself first and the prescription drugs are really trading items. They are high value items. I make Colloidal Silver, DMSO creams and solutions, Cannabis Oil and Tinctures, all these things will be medicine just like it was before. I may not have coffee, but I can trade 1 drug for 10 parts of coffee…these are things that are necessary. Also, I get a sense of security knowing that should it hit the fan, I’m pretty situated. We may not have a huge food supply, but I have Moringa trees that provide incredible nutrition. Living on a small island makes it difficult for invaders as well. If power goes down, no ferries will sail. At least that is how I think it would be.

In a way it’s nice to be an unimportant EU member. Nobody wants to immigrate here and we don’t have the problems that other parts of Europe are having with the refugees.

The end of this reality is near and many will freak out and not know what to do. I’m ready for the leap but the event that leads to the leap can be very scary and traumatic especially if you follow religious beliefs. Those that panic stay here in 3D Earth to continue their evolution while the awakened old souls shift over to new Earth.

This is what I know. No soul from lower dimensions can incarnate into the New Earth, only higher vibrational beings can. Those in lower realms including 3D have to work on their karmic baggage so they don’t infect the New Earth.

Our experiment failed badly. The Earth was designated to be the Living Library and things went wrong, you already know this. We were trapped in this reality and most of us (not me) have been tricked into re-incarnating here for thousands of years. This reality is now coming to an end. It will get difficult, many souls are leaving because they can’t handle it, they simply couldn’t remember who they were and why they came here.

Destruction and death bring humanity closer together and this is why things must get bad so that we forget about politics, gender, skin color and all that shit that we claim to make us human.

Nobody is coming to save us; been saying this for years, there is nothing to save, this is an illusion matrix, a game we all agreed to. It’s like god making man in his own image and then punishing him for lying even though he gave him free will.

There is no angry god wanting to punish us. We are gods. We simply got trapped in this experiment and forgot who we are. It will happen in a flash, however you choose to leave the body will just flip you over to the New Earth if you have been living in love and from the heart. There is no free ride and NO, not everyone goes over.

There is nothing to fear. Fear is your ego, afraid of losing control of you, fear is imagined. The Ego will do whatever it must to survive. Remember that the ego is part of the mind/body suit. It’s not part of you the spirit/soul. It was implanted into the body suit to keep you from being love, keep you in fear and keep you from experiencing a Soulful Life rather than a human/body life. You are not your body, you are beautiful, eternal, immortal. You are the Light.

I may not be writing much because there are so many things to be done but promise to stop by when I get the urge to say something. If you’re reading this blog, you’re in my soul group. See you on the other side.

Don’t be fooled by space ships or aliens arriving. They are not the good ones. We don’t need saving, we need our memories restored back and once the veil is down, you will get your memories back.

You are loved beyond measure, no Creator would allow us to suffer, we’re here voluntarily, we came to get the job done and we will find our way home.

Do not fear. Celebrate that this reality is near. Celebrate that our end is near and we will be free of this prison planet. Celebrate your existence and that you were special enough to be here at this time. I can feel it. Another 2 years at the most!

Tomorrow Came!

Yes, tomorrow arrived, it’s September 23rd and 7:30 p.m. in Croatia. I’m sure happy that nothing happened because I spent all day today harvesting my cannabis and trimming. Had something happened, I would have been really pissed off!

Many months ago I wrote this: Nobody can predict the future because it doesn’t exist. We create the future or we have set it in stone before we incarnated. Anyone that is predicting what may happen in the next 10 minutes is only speculating. The future depends on mass consciousness, the timeline is determined by us. Yes, THEY may shift the timelines because it’s a construct but just remember that no human can predict what awaits us a minute from now or 100 years from now.

Let me say something about the bible. Most of you that have been with me for the last few years know that I do believe in a higher force/creator/Source. The Bible was written thousands of years ago, gathered information where 800 years passed before an event was recorded. Can you imagine this? I just told you that I saw the Sun turns green for 10 minutes. 10 people further down the line may have already changed it to seeing the sun turn purple and then green. 100 people down the line may have heard: She saw the Green Sun turn purple but don’t remember how the Sun turned green. Now add 800 years to this story. You can only imagine how far from the truth the story ends up being.

The story of Moses was recorded 800 years after the fact. I’m sure there are more, but I’m positive about Moses. These stories and myths changed over time and much of the events in the bible were for those times, not today.

ADDED: My American Soul Sister mentioned David Meade in her comment to this post so I looked him up because I never heard of him. I don’t listen or follow prophets for the reasons outlined in this post. So, here is an example of a false prophet or deep state employee. There can be no other reason for such bullshit predictions other than money or working for the dark side. I do not believe that men like Steve Quayle, Tom Horn, LA. Marzulli, Gil Broussard are stupid, especially since they have supposedly studied the bible to be considered experts that they actually haven’t seen the writing about Aliens and that predictions are all based on someone’s whim or poor interpretation. Haven’t they figured out by now that if even ONE event doesn’t happen, there is a good chance none others will? Isn’t this just common fucking sense? What planet do I live on?

Here is an example: Let’s just assume that we do have proof/evidence that Nibiru comes around every 3500 years or so. Nothing stays the same. Nothing stays the same. The constellations changed or shifted, the air and gases around our planet have changed. The environment around all of our planets in this solar system have changed. So, given the FACT that everything changes, how can we just assume that this Nibiru will affect the Earth the same way it did 3500 years ago, assuming it’s true about Nibiru or Planet X.

Buddha said the only certainty in this reality is that everything changes. Therefore, we can’t expect any event that happens every 20,000 or 2500 or 3500 years to affect or react the same way. There is more than plenty of scientific evidence to back up what I just said.

If this reality ends, it will be done by us Old Soul. We determine the next events, we determine when this reality will end. Every single person that considers themselves a guru, researcher, scientist or expert in their given field did not get it correct. This includes the bible thumpers like Tom Horn, Steven Quayle, Gil Boussard, Peter Kling and many more. Do not trust anyone that claims to know the future even if they have the formulas, the numbers, the equations, the proof in the bible. It’s all designed to keep us believing something that is not our truth. It’s designed to keep us in fear. Not even Creator knows what tomorrow will bring because Creator doesn’t create it, we do.

I’m not saying there are not crazy things going on, I’m not saying that an agenda exists to control us. I’m only saying that because the future doesn’t exist, nobody can predict it. Sure, we can all guess and predict, but to specify a date like Sept.23rd or all the thousands of predictions on Blood Moons, the Return of Christ, Ascension, biblical prophesies or whatever, makes that person a CON, a Fake, a Wanna be Guru.

I don’t know what tomorrow will bring. It’s not up to me. But I can feel energy and I have out of body experiences. I don’t share a lot of them with you because it’s not for you to digest. Those messages come to me, they are for my benefit and it would be utter sillyness to tell you that I know of some future event because the future doesn’t exist. It is always the moment. This is why I try to live in the moment and not obsess over tomorrow because if I obsess over tomorrow, I will miss moments that can never be duplicated.

My Cannabis Harvest was very successful. In between I managed to harvest a few males and I have to tell you that this bullshit about pulling out males because they have no value is wrong, very wrong. Maybe it’s not cool to smoke female buds because of the seeds, but I made Cannabis Oil with Male leaves and male pollen sacks and I got very high, so high I had to cut back my dose. For medicine, there is no difference between males and females and next year I will plant seeds and just let nature do it’s thing but I wanted to separate the males from females this year so I can experience the size of buds as I have never grown this plant the right way. It’s just out of curiosity and having that experience, but I didn’t waste the males, I made oil and creams with them.

Sure glad tomorrow never came, I have yet to get new cannabis medicine and test it out! Keep shining the light old soul. If I ever feel the end is near, be sure I will let you know!


Love you

What if Tomorrow Never Comes?

I have been following the next scare event or God’s wrath or Nibiru that is supposed to happen tomorrow, Sept.23rd. If I’m wrong, I guess you won’t be able to let me know because we will all be dead and celebrating our ascension to another dimension but if I were you, I wouldn’t count on anything like that, not this time.

The war is going on, war against humanity and god has nothing to do with it. Despite the thousands of bible thumpers trying to find truth in the bible and quoting verses that are written by who knows who; god is not coming, Jesus is not returning and we will be here tomorrow.

What concerns me is the man made hurricanes, the drying out of beaches in South America, the increased earthquake activity and land moving. All of these events are caused by technology to keep the fear of ‘god’ in us and it’s not whether it’s being done intentionally, rather why and what their motive/agenda is.

Yes, there are hundreds of different speculations as to why this horrific war is being waged against us but you can be sure of one thing: It will only get worse before it gets better and we are now in a full fledged war. They are  openly attacking us from all sides of the spectrum trying to keep us in extreme fear because if we can transcend the fear, we will win. All is energy/frequency. Everything is energy/frequency. They are using these frequencies against us because THEY are in fear of losing the war. Love is what they want to destroy but they don’t understand that nothing can destroy love, it can only be delayed or subdued. Love is our innate frequency from which we were created, no frequency is as high as love and the frequency of love cannot be destroyed. Fear will neutralize love but it can’t destroy it.

In other words, whatever they try and do to us, love will prevail. Love as an energy not this love your neighbor crap. Love as our innate inheritance can never be annihilated. So whatever they try to do, nothing can destroy us, only force us to leave our bodies and come back if that is what we want to do.

If tomorrow doesn’t exist, so be it, at least you won’t be able to dispute my thoughts, but I don’t feel it coming. I feel more extreme and dangerous weather, I feel the earth moving and shaking, I feel the oceans draining because the earth is expanding, but I don’t feel a sudden end to this reality.

So far I have not been wrong about my feelings and intuitions which may be comforting to you, but remember old soul: You and I were chosen to be here, we are ancient souls, travelers of all energies and frequencies, children of Love and there is nothing that can change that truth. Keep shining your light and if I’m wrong, well, hey, see you on the other side!


Much love,


It’s Time to Shine Your Light

We have chosen to be here in this lifetime as the ones to show the way, as the ones evolving into history making transformation from carbon to crystalline based beings. Many of us, but not most have moved through the doubts and the vacillation and we’re past the awakening and now into the mastery part. This doesn’t mean our lives have become perfect, they can never be in this reality; but it does mean that we’re now taking responsibility for our lives and the realities that we create.
Our personal lives have been profoundly impacted, many of us chose the harshest experiences. This impacted our health, finances and relationships. Simply put, we’re not the same person anymore.
Maybe we don’t know what is coming next or what steps to take but we do know that we are here in a very much different role than the rest of humanity. A majority of people have never even thought about what their purpose is here, let alone tried to figure out why they are here and what their purpose is.
We are now the new normal. We are here to show that humans can be in balance with their dark and their light. That we can integrate all of the parts of ourselves that were lost and fragmented for so very long. We’re looking for the cut off cord that connects us to Source. We’re here to be examples of humans who have allowed their Eternal Self to be an intimate part of their daily lives, who are not running around trying to improve their human selves anymore. The human body is merely the vehicle we use in this reality; we learned that we’re Souls living in a body and the human body is under attack because we were led to believe that we were humans with a Soul.
We’re a small and devoted group of souls who are here to simply radiate and shine our light. Read the title of this blog and let me remind you  that you ARE the light.
Whether we choose to express this radiance through art, writing, dancing, teaching or just sunbathing in whatever way feels good; that’s entirely personal. I have often said Old Soul that whatever you are doing is what you should be doing if it’s from the heart. In other words, if you’re in a job you don’t like or relationship for the wrong reasons, then you’re not doing what you should be doing because you’re not setting the right examples.
And if we choose to simply enjoy life on a more deeply sensual level and savor our day to day’s, not really do anything specific, it’s having the same effect as if we are creating a school or writing a book.
That’s because we are here to shine our light and that happens no matter what we do or don’t do; as long as we are in our joy. That can be challenging because it’s easy to get distracted from our joy, from feeling our Soul’s joy.  You could say that our main job here is to do our best to stay aligned with our Self. To recognize the distractions. The master can get distracted especially since we are purposely being distracted to keep us from shining our light or seeking truth for those awakening.
Relationships, financial issues and health can easily distract us or throw us off our center. Our outer reality seems to be lagging behind our consciousness, but we can no longer afford to allow these things to extract precious energy from us.
Personally, I find myself going through another stage of loneliness. It’s not about being alone, it’s about being the only one that is awake and as I look back, I don’t see anyone trying to catch up. I went through a stage like this in the early 90’s when I discovered that my NDE was not Satan’s joke but that what I experienced was real and that threw out most of what I believed in about god. As I progressed, my friends and family were left behind because I was moving forward while they were still buried in the past. Eventually, as you master each stage, you will attract those with the same energy levels and so this basically is what happens during your entire lifetime. If you’ve had the same friend for 20 years and are still close, only 2 things are possible. 1. Your friend has journeyed with you and you are both at the same level. 2. You actually have not changed much physically, only mentally because it shows you’re still holding on to the past.
We’re mastering how to stay in our center by not denying our emotions but by allowing all of them room. Emotions that tell us we’re not good enough or deserving enough or capable enough to be leaders of the new consciousness.
We’re not allowing emotions such as loneliness or boredom to be our truth either. Yes, they are real and it can get lonely at times being a pioneer of change. The boredom is part of that process or stagnation as I like to call it. All of these emotions come from the mind, which has been hijacked by those that control us and actually give us information so that we can create their reality.
Our mind is the biggest challenge on our path to enlightenment. The mind/ego isn’t so willing to let go of it’s control. Remember that the mind/ego belongs to the body and not the Soul. Now when I think about it, the designers of this body suit had full knowledge of our Essence and that we incarnate into these bodies. I believe they actually structured the brain to serve as the EGO so that the Ego mind would take over and focus on it’s physical essence so that we are distracted from seeking our spiritual essence.
So, we’re all radiating and shining our light. That’s enough. That’s why you’re here. Whatever you decide to do with that radiance, know that it also benefits mother Gaia because we love her so deeply and we wanted to be here to bring in the new energy so that this planet could set a new course for itself.
In order to radiate and shine your brilliance, we had to go through a great deal. We had to experience the trauma’s, the physical pain and emotional pain that would be the catalyst to not wish it upon anyone else. I compare this to my clients who come to see me for joint, muscle and spinal problems. I sympathize with them because I was born with Congenital Scoliosis and have lived with chronic pain all my life. Because of my experiences and understanding of pain, I give so much of myself to help them heal. So, in essence we had to live through all that we are trying to stop now. How can anyone understand what it’s like to be molested unless it’s happened to them? These are the experiences we all came into this time around and I have yet to meet any soul family member that didn’t have these hard experiences.
When you let go of all things that bind you to a human level, you become truly free. I honor your choosing to be here at this time, for all that you had to go through to get here and for all that you will be. Don’t forget Old Soul that just by being here you are shining your light and that’s all you need to be doing.
You can’t shine your light if you’re feeling fear or any negative emotions. In other words, without the batter in the flashlight it doesn’t work. Clean/pure energy is required to shine the light. How do you know this? I can only go by my own experiences. It doesn’t matter where I go now, whether it’s in the street or restaurants; I notice people looking at me, I notice people that normally aren’t so polite or nice become polite and nice…I notice that they all feel something coming from me but don’t understand what it is because they’re still asleep. Those that smile at me know. This is how I know that my light is shining. That’s all I need to be doing!

Freedom is the natural state of being

Freedom is the natural state of being by Jon Rappoport September 9, 2017 Freedom is. It’s the natural state of being. Before limitation and slavery, there was freedom. It had no party, no law, no mandate. It just was. Freedom was and is the simplicity in the tangle, the force that has no equal. Without […]

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