The New 2018 Reality, What a Wild Ride it Will Be

First of all I want to wish everyone an exciting new 2018 reality. They are doing a great job are they not? What is white is actually black, what is harassment is actually rudeness. It must be really scary for men these days. They can’t approach a woman, can’t pay a compliment, can’t do anything. How do you get the attention of a woman if you’re not able to touch, whistle, pay a compliment and or touch her butt?
Hey boys, you can touch my butt any time. You can whistle when I walk by, you can touch your shoulder with mine when you walk by, no worries, I still enjoy those fine cavalier moves.
As for women, why don’t you just sew up your vagina since everything is offensive to you. What planet did you come from?
Let’s not talk about politics and the once revered Fox News that I watched for many years LIES about Iranians being poor, that LIES about N. Koreans being poor and hungry.
I would like to ask any news organization if they have ever taken the time to travel to Iran and see for themselves. Even IRAN has all it’s power/electrical infrastructure underground. The US; the great Amerika still has electric and telephone poles above ground. When I watch the US news, it’s like I’m looking at Bangkok or Thailand with all the streets lined up with above ground utility poles and THE MEDIA has the nerve to accuse Iranians and N. Koreans of being poor and lacking in something?
Let’s not talk about the fact that the geopolitical stage is changing and that countries are finally finding the fucking balls to remove themselves from US policies. It became evident when a majority of countries voted that the US had NO right to make itself the international legal council and decide where it can place it’s Embassy in Jerusalem. Nicki Haley pointed fingers and said she was taking names. Well, that list is long Nicki so go for it.
Even Croatia a third world country within the EU has all it’s utility infrastructure underground. Even little Croatia has the fastest fibre optics for Internet. Don’t talk to me about poverty US media.
It’s about hypocrisy and double standards. When Iranians protest, it’s because they want to get rid of their dictatorship. When Americans protest which they do everyday on just about everything; it’s called Democracy.
Yes, it’s the End Times, the Terminal Madness that I often write about. Didn’t I tell you things would get crazier and worse before they get better? Now that the ” disclosure” is happening, that people are finally figuring out what is going on, when the crooks in Washington are literally getting caught with their pants and panties down, they become like cornered wild animals, lashing and gnashing knowing their end is near anyways.
We’re not done yet; this is the foreplay of Terminal Madness. You should celebrate the fact that ” disclosure” is happening. Disclosure was never about disclosing UFO and aliens. Disclosure is People disclosing information they received. Did you ever believe that our governments would tell us about UFOs and Aliens? Did you really believe that?
There is no ” end of world”. Now that the Nibiru story is dead, the new story is that it’s going to hit Jupiter and destroy us. Right. With all the blood moons, super moons, the announcements in 2017 alone with hundreds of predictions and dates that something is going to happen, never did. As I wrote about many times, these so called truth seekers and gurus are all paid shills, paid to sell a story hoping the majority will believe it and live in fear.
Fear is what they need. They live on fear. There is nothing dearer to them than you being scared shitless. Sure looks like they have succeeded because it’s no longer cool to gently touch a woman anymore. Men, you might as well become homosexuals because you’re not going to find a real woman. A real woman loves compliments, loves Macho men, loves a bit of roughness because it’s the testosterone  proving he’s a real man. Real women love to cook and watch their man enjoy that meal she prepared with love. Real women feel great when being whistled at. Real women don’t wait 40 years to report sexual abuse. Real women have pride and dignity and don’t need to suck dick in order to succeed.
A real woman will let you be a real man.
But this is the world we all created. Whether we knew this fact or not, it’s the reality we have created. Yes, I have written about this many times, but remember, this is an illusion; you’re not really here….you’re projecting your thoughts into the body you’re occupying. Kryon was right. If you talk to your cellular structure, it will listen and do what you tell it. I have been talking to mine for a year now and my hair is no longer salt and pepper, it’s slowly growing brown again. My face is that of a 40 year old woman, while 10 years ago, I looked 20 years older than I am now.
Here is what I look like today at 60. No make up, no hair colors, natural. IMAG0200
So, everything you thought was real, everything you believed in is bullshit and everything you see/hear on TV is opposite of what they report.
Left is right, right is left. Love is now hate and hate is now destroy Trump. I’m sure glad that I don’t live in the US or Canada. Moving to Croatia in 2004 was the best decision I ever made. Sure, it’s not perfect here, but a man can still gently touch a woman while talking to her trying to win her and she will still shyly turn her head.
You are being turned into robots and slowly into AI because you’re buying into all the bullshit. Why are you afraid to speak your truth?
I have been busy doing nothing lately. My partner is doing well, I’m having some health challenges that I can’t figure out what is causing this high blood pressure, but soon will get help in the house so that I can take 2 days off a week and get out of the house. This year is my year. This year is for me. I sacrificed years of caring for my partner and I want it all back this year. The only way to do that was to hire help to replace me for 2 days and I can’t wait because there are so many things to do yet.
I want to thank those of you that have been emailing me and asking me if I’m alright. I’m struggling with whether to keep this blog. Sure, I don’t have to close it down but honestly, I couldn’t think of anything to write about or should I say: There is so much happening I didn’t know where to start. It’s different being an observer. As an observer, you’re not attached to anything you see or hear.
This is really the ultimate goal for all of us, to remove ourselves from the emotional reality and let go of everything, become the observer without judgement. You won’t survive any other way. Your emotions of anger and frustration or extreme stress and struggles will eventually manifest into illness. I have finally learned that my emotions don’t serve me one bit. The only emotion/feeling that I hold on to is Love but funny thing about love, we don’t find it, we don’t seek it, we don’t choose it, it just happens.
Love is the only emotion that we can’t control. Think about it. How do you stop loving someone?
I didn’t wake up one day and think: ” I’m going to meet a man today and I’m going to love him”. I met my partner one night and a few days later we were feeling love. It just happens. Every other emotion we can control. We really can.
A few days ago a very obese lady came to see me. She had come through a referral and heard I made Cannabis Medicine and Creams. Because she was overweight, she had problems with her knees, her BP and sleeping issues. She insisted that she needed a tea or medicine. I insisted that she was plain fat and that she needed to lose weight. She was angry at me. I could have sold her some medicine, I could have sold her very expensive medicine, but it would not have done her any favors. She was angry at me because all her doctors told her the same thing. Lose weight and the problems will go away. When she finally asked me how to do that, I told her this: ” While sitting here I heard you say:” I’m fat, worthless, I’m lazy, I hate myself and I need help”. Here are your answers: ” You’re not fat, you’re not worthless, you’re not lazy, no need to hate yourself and only you can help yourself”.
She needed to change the way she thinks about her body and accept herself for what she is. No medicine or cream can fix that issue. People are obese either because they do have a legitimate health problem or they are addicted to food. For either of them there is help but we need to get our mind in the right place.
Don’t let the emotions control you. Seek love. Love is all you need. Love is always there for you. Love never makes you cry. Love isn’t the cause of hunger. Love is what we were made from. The light that we are is love. Until we can clear all those emotions that don’t serve us, nothing changes. I have been writing about this for years and I stand by those words.
Nothing changes until you change. People don’t change until they don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. Until then they struggle and hope and wish that things will get better. It’s normal to feel afraid at the thought of change, but until we change the way we think, nothing else changes. You are the one that will make the difference, it all starts with you.
How do you know you love yourself? Look into the mirror. Stare at yourself. Can you just stare at yourself and smile? Anything else isn’t loving yourself. I remember when I started that exercise years ago. I would stare and then focus on the eyebrows, the thin lips, the large pores in my skin….but each time I did this, I noticed less and paid more attention to my eyes. In time, I was able to stare at myself, and say: Wow, what a beauty you are….I love you. I love my body, I love my varicose legs, I love my sagging boobs, I love my salt and pepper hair, I love me.
I’m not doing any research or seeking out the fake gurus anymore. They eventually drown themselves in their own propaganda, no need for me to do it for them. I don’t need to research, I just feel that person and so far, nobody has commented or said that I was wrong about anyone; the truth is that truth cannot be allowed to come out. All those so called whistleblowers or deep state actors  either made a deal with the devil or are paid to speak. They do not allow truth to come out, remember that. You cannot speak truth and stay alive, and you can try and convince me of that forever, but been in this business for over 30 years and I have seen them come and go.
There is no truth outside from you. Truth is yours. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, truth is in the heart of Soul. My truth cannot be your truth. Their truth is only their truth, not mine or yours. I don’t care what the dictionary defines truth as. Can you honestly tell me you know the truth about anything other than what you have experienced yourself? No.
Whether you want to or not, like it or not, you’re a chess piece on the chessboard of this reality. It’s all a game, it’s a drama, movie or theatrical production. Heck, even if Earth was flat then we have nothing to worry about. If the Earth is flat there is no pole shift, if the earth is flat, there is no event hitting this planet because technically we’re not a planet then, we are just a piece of real estate being suspended in this reality.
Do you know what is real? Do you know what the truth is? Do you know whether you’re on a flat or round earth? No. We don’t know anything, we’re just guessing at things. Truth is yours and if you want to share it with me great, I can then better know you. The same goes for my truth. I write it here for you to share, but it’s not your truth, it’s mine.
We still have a ways to go, celebrate the fact that we are moving on that timeline. Oh by the way, timelines have been changed. Don’t ask me how I know, I just know. What does that mean? It means that the Mini Ice Age is here and those of you living in the Northern Hemisphere better start thinking about that. They are not going to tell you anything and by the time you figure it out, you won’t be able to sell your home or move. Do some research into that, it’s not like a half/half thing. It’s a wavy system, I saw it in one of my out of body experiences a few weeks ago. I was on a ship in space and looking at a console screen and I could see waves of white around the planet. Someone said: ” This is a short one, 10 years enough time for these idiots to finally wake up cause nothing else is working”.
You see, we have observers, we are observers. I often wake up tired because I made so many out of body trips during the night, but I haven’t figured out how to remember them yet. It’s possible that I’m travelling in a highly charged frequency zone and by the time I return to the body, memories are gone. All I know for sure is that this is not the only reality I exist in. The Soul (spirit) can leave the body when sleeping and observe it’s other experiences. Just ask for it when you go to sleep.
Out loud tell yourself that ” tonight I want to have other experiences and remember them when I wake up”. Doesn’t happen right away, but remember this: You do not DREAM. You are actually having another soul experience. I wrote about this before. A mature Soul or Old Soul can fragment into different experiences. One Soul doesn’t always occupy just ONE body. A fragment of our Soul is always on the other side of the veil just in case we get lost, but the older the Soul, the more experience it has and is able to have multiple realities. I  know this because I can experience this when I choose to.
Lately, I have been waking up tired, I don’t remember what it is that made me tired, but I know that I was in battle because I wake up feeling like I just won something.
Hey, it’s ok to believe you’re only human too but even as a human you are very powerful if you know how to use your ” extra features” that the body comes with. It’s like driving a fancy car but never using the GPS; you prefer to guess and drive around or using a feature that takes too long to figure out how to use. That’s our attitude towards exploring those ” extra features” we have. Some just give up because they’re not getting results as fast as they would like.
Last night, an 70 year old woman came to see  me because of back pain. I like to piss off my patients because it’s the only way to get them to think. ” You have occupied this body for 70 years and you don’t know how it works? You mean to tell me that for 70 years you never took interest in how your body works? You feel better going to a stranger to tell you how you are feeling”? This gets them everytime because we’re not taught to think that way. If you don’t know how your body works, you better start learning because the medical system is soon to collapse. How are you going to know and be able to read your body in order to fix the problem?
Trust me, you don’t have the right to live in that body if you don’t know anything about it. That body you occupy was designed by you before you incarnated. You designed and chose the body you are occupying, therefore, aren’t you the list bit interested in what you designed and why?
Curiosity killed the cat, that’s why they say they have 9 lives. I am so curious about everything and I can’t imagine using something that I don’t know how it works. Just fascinates me but then life is fascinating for me. It’s like a discovery and I need to know everything about it because I don’t know how long it will last.
You are your own wonder. You designed and created this body; you are so powerful. When are you going to figure that out?

Joy IS When Your Heart Sings

It’s been a while since I have posted something meaningful, but as the word gets out that I have Cannabis Medicine, many people are calling. It’s been very busy for me and my partner had some complications and that takes a lot of my time and energy.

Most of these people that call have no money to pay for the Medicine, but so far I have managed to GIVE each patient a month’s worth of medicine by carefully dosing it into empty gel capsules.

The purpose of this post is to identify with a few types of people that are receivers of good will. One family in Poland bargained with me about the price, so I sent them a monthly dosage to try out. It’s difficult to trust over the internet, I get that. But even after they received this medicine, and after a month of emails back and forth, they managed to talk me down into 1/2 the price. I did it out of love, they had to borrow money, I get that, but I also sent them along with the medicine (concentrate) a few jars of various creams for free. I felt bad for them, I know it’s tough when someone is ill and you don’t have money to get the best. A few days upon receiving it, they started to complain that the concentrate wasn’t hard enough as I described, questioning my integrity. When I wrote back and let them know that I more than made up for this loss they felt happened by giving them at least a few hundred dollars worth of Cannabis Creams and Salves, they said that didn’t count because they didn’t ask for anything.

I have to admit, it hurt my feelings; after all I’m human too;  because my intentions were honorable. Who in their right fucking mind would send by snail mail a package of illegal medicine and risk getting caught? Who in their right mind would GIVE so much more in value and then try to rip them off? Yeah, there are people like that.

Locally, here on the island, our butcher was sick and I offered to help because he doesn’t understand a tumor statistically leads to cancer, and pancreatic cancer is a death senetence, so I offered to give him some as well because he didn’t have money either. No problem, I spent hours filling up the capsules, dosing them for morning and evening and brought them to him. A few days ago I ran into his wife and she said: “Oh, the surgery went fine, he’s feeling good and doesn’t take it anymore”. Alright, but did she offer to give the rest back knowing what it cost? Nope. So, I called my friend and congratulated him on his speedy recovery and asked him to return the medicine because there are other people who are in the same situation as he is and they could really use it. No worries, he gladly returned it. This was a 2-month dose.

A few weeks ago, I went to visit my cousin whose husband is suffering from heart disease and Diabetes. I bought 30 caps for him. He said he didn’t need it, in other words, it wasn’t in his interest to get better. He wanted his wife to dote on him and bring breakfast in bed, why would he want to get better?

I said to my partner: “You know what? People are so ungrateful when you GIVE them something of value and don’t appreciate it. I bet had they paid for it, they would surely use every drop of it”-and I vowed to never give any of this medicine to anyone again. If they can’t pay for it, too bad.

Well, that didn’t last long. A lady in our country Capital Zagreb contacted me to ask me about the medicine. Her father had intestinal cancer and it had migrated over to his liver. She’s a medical nurse and did her research. When I gave her the price, she said she would do her best to put the money together. That was 3 weeks ago, so I knew she didn’t or wasn’t able to get her finances together, so I called her and offered to give her father some medicine for free. I had returned back the Medicine from my friend and I thought, why not? I made arrangements to send them to her in the mail. At first, she refused, proud and puffed up saying she could not accept such a gift. Really? If someone is offering to help you, can’t you open up your heart and accept the kindness offered to you? I managed to convince her she needed to open her heart and accept kindness because it’s a two-way street. If you don’t give, you don’t receive. If you can’t receive, you can’t give. It’s the natural law at work or Karma, whatever you want to call it.

I broke my promise that I would not do this, but I can’t function otherwise. My heart sings when I can do something good. I’m not in need of money, I have abundance in my life, though it does cost money to produce the Cannabis Concentrate and I do have to at least recover my expenses, but as you know yourselves, you need an entire field of Lavender to make a small amount and so I too would like to be compensated for my efforts and for taking the risk.

People have become so ungrateful, in extreme cases like this Polish family, who get everything 1/2 the price and get FREE jars of creams and salves and they find fault in what they received? It’s not my fault they live in poverty consciousness. It’s not my fault they chose to live in poverty. It’s not my fault their mother has brain cancer either. How do you deal with things like this? What has become of our human race that we can overlook the generosity and yet find fault with the gift they receive?

As a Psychologist, I would chalk this up to low self-esteem; but I believe it’s something deeper than that because I too many years ago gave so much and yet had such a difficult time accepting kindness. I didn’t feel worthy of that kindness but while I was rejecting it, I wasn’t getting anything good happen in my life and over the years, I changed, matured and became a Buddhist, good things started to happen. The more gratitude I felt and gave to Creator, the more abundance came into my life.

Some may say that I am fortunate to have such abundance. It’s not fortune. I worked hard at that, we have to change the way we view our reality. If we don’t feel worthy of kindness, it doesn’t come our way anymore. We attract what we feel so during those years of rejecting kindness, I had nothing but assholes enter into my life.

For those that celebrate the holidays, whatever your religion or beliefs; if you haven’t heard or felt your heart sing, then you haven’t opened your heart enough to receive kindness. It’s much easier to give then it is to receive. The heart doesn’t want or ask, it just feels love so love is felt in giving, at least it has been for me. If you feel guilty when someone does something good to you, then your heart is not singing. Love doesn’t know the difference, it just knows that it needs to sing to be happy.

No matter how much I promise myself that I will never give away anything anymore, my heart always prevails. If you live in the heart, you will hear it’s music all the time. Believe me, I know this. Today, I didn’t hear my heart sing, so I packaged up that medicine and mailed it off. It’s no big deal because I get so much more in return. You are the light, this light projects from the heart and if your heart isn’t singing and if you don’t hear the music, you need to go inside and ask yourselves why. Love. It’s all about love. I wish you all greatness over the holidays and that you find your ways and that you procure new paths. The old paths have worn out and overgrown with weeds. It’s time to find a new path and push hard to the finish line. We’re almost there, this madness will last another few years, but we are more than halfway through.

Love you all!

We Have to Get it Right

Part I of II -“I vetted you out” -claims David Wilpop in this repeated vomit story between himself and Drake Bailey. This Drake guy is a loser, he’s got a long history of hooking up with people and then they have disagreements and he finds another group. Another typical warning that came and went, yet David has all these contacts and intel folks but NEVER gets anything right. I only listened to the first 10 minutes because when I hear David constantly cutting into people to boost his ego, it just makes me sick.

So, November 25th is tomorrow. Sure, they know everything!

Part II of II

I have to assume if you are following this blog and read my posts that you are not religious, don’t belong to any religious organization and that you don’t believe in a LORD/GOD. If you follow a religious dogma and believe Jesus is returning, I suggest you stop reading because I will offend you. I’m known for my honest and open communication and fear not to say what is on my mind; so you have a choice. You can leave, get a life or leave a comment with your thoughts.

This post was long overdue. I wanted to write about what is going on in our reality. Each time I get ready to compose something, an event happens in the US. I don’t like to pick on the US or Americans, but like it or not, everything that is dark and sinister comes from that part of the world, it’s the Center for false prophets, channelers of higher spiritual beings, UFO research and a large Christian population. The US is no longer the beacon of democracy nor human rights, but so many people still believe it is.

It’s not terrorism Americans should worry about rather its own citizens. The mass shootings in the last few months alone reflect a very disturbed population, mental health issues, drug addictions and who knows what is falling from the sky.

Guns don’t kill people. People kill people. We can easily blame guns for the horrible shootings happening on a daily basis but the truth is the US has the strictest gun laws in the world and yet it has a serious problem and this is what should be looked at, the cause of shootings.

Switzerland has the leanest gun laws. Just about every Swiss adult has a gun, yet in 2016, there were 2 murders by guns. Swiss people can walk around with their guns and have the right to defend themselves with it if they need to protect themselves. It’s probably why this country is wealthy, a strong economy, a good democratic government. It knows that should they try anything, they have the entire Swiss population ready to shoot them all down.

As I wrote many times before, Croatia also has very lenient gun laws. I can buy a hunting gun and don’t need to be a hunter. I have 2 BB guns for shooting wild cats and rabbits without a need for a permit. I don’t shoot anyone, I use them to scare them away, but my point is that even Croatians have guns and when someone is murdered, it becomes big news because of things like that are not common in our country.  Why is that countries that have very lenient gun laws have the least murders? Because it’s not guns that kill people, it’s people that kill people. We have to ask ourselves what is wrong with these people for them to shoot another human being.

It’s the Texas Sutherland shooting that really affected me because god was nowhere to be found. My own people are majority Catholics and I have questioned many people I know that go to church on a regular basis. I ask them what their god has done for them? How come he never shows himself? How come he never answers their prayers? How come he allows them to get sick, suffer hardships? Is it maybe because he’s really old now and can’t get off his throne?

I dare not tell them the gods in the bible are aliens, they already think I’m strange as it is. In King James Bible, Genesis V.26:” And god said, let US make man in our image after our likeness…..27. So God created man in his own image, in the image of god created he him; male and female created he them.”

Isn’t it obvious that there was more than one god? ” Let US make man in our image”. If you read further through Ch. 2 of Genesis, it’s also obvious that these gods didn’t want Adam and Eve to eat from the Tree of Knowledge. Ch.3.V.22: ” And the Lord God said, Behold man is become as one of US, to know good and evil…..”

Don’t people, preachers or whoever reads the bible notice that god was talking to another god? So, question is, why did the gods put the tree in the garden and forbid them to eat from it? I can only think of one reason and that was to test their loyalty. Remember, these gods designed humans to suit their purpose. They (gods) sent Adam and Eve out of the garden and man was never to be trusted again.

I’m amazed without words listening to ” god fearing”  Christians say they must PRAY, they must continue to do good to expel evil. This is what the preacher at the Sutherland church said the day of the shooting. Don’t they question why their god allows this to happen to them in the first place? When a reporter asked the Parish Priest where their god was, he fumbled and mumbled explaining their reward was in heaven.

For centuries, god fearing people have been worshipping these gods feeding them with their energy, paying to help build churches, and never questioning why they get nothing back?

What kind of feeling is that to feel helpless, depend on god for mercy and believe their life is a destiny their god chooses? I have so many questions for god believers of the bible and simply can’t understand how they don’t question their beliefs and existence of this god.

Genesis is very clear, not just in King James version but even in Mormon bible. ” Let US make man in our image”. What part of this do they not understand and choose to ignore?

The media claims the Texas shooter was an Atheist and that he wrote in social media that people who believe in god are stupid. I agree with him, but I surely would not go out and kill anyone for that. Also, I don’t believe the mainstream media, I believe this was a psych.op. So you may ask why? I have my thoughts on this one. The cabal doesn’t do shit like this for nothing. I think it’s because Trump brought God/Christ back to America. He infused his leadership with religion and subtly infusing the spirit of god into a population that has been slowly over the years been denied to say Merry Xmas or Happy Easter.

Ironically and sadistically, they program a loser to shoot people in a church to strengthen Christianity. I know this sounds ludicrous but it’s the same as programming losers to commit mass murders for the purpose of creating stricter gun laws.

Nobody can convince me that a supposedly mentally ill person can think rationally by putting on a bulletproof vest, organizing his weapons and bullets, pick out a location, drive to the church, get out of the car and within minutes shoot up a church. Mental illness is used very loosely, it’s like chronic pain. Where exactly is the pain? What mental illness did this man suffer from?

Something doesn’t add up and it will more than likely change stories over time just like the Las Vegas shooting.

But this blind faith is what amazes me. I had the same questions when I believed in the Catholic god. Why do people hurt me, god? I’m a good person, I haven’t done any harm to any other human being, so why do you punish me? What kind of loving god are you? When I asked my Catholic priest why, he quickly answered: ” God works in mysterious ways, we must suffer just like Jesus if we want a place in heaven”.

But for years I questioned this god because nothing made sense to me. Why bother being good when nothing good happened to me and it wasn’t until 1981 giving birth to my son and experiencing an NDE that I understood a bit more. It took another 10 years of studying and researching, seeking the truth that I was finally able to understand that religion is man-made and its agenda was to keep us from eating from the tree of knowledge.

We must never find out that god is Annunaki, that he created man to serve his agenda and so by using all means, methods, lies, and deceptions, they (the gods) didn’t want us to know who we really were. Maybe these gods were not the Annunaki, we have no definitive proof to tie them to the story in the bible, but it does mention the Nephilim (those that came from heaven to earth) and yet it’s not studied in churches. What happened to the Nephilim? Where are their descendants? After all, these giants mated with the women of earth.

I understand it’s very difficult to accept that the bible might be pure mythology, that it was designed to deceive us and keep us in fear. On the other hand, when I offer them to read the Gnostic gospels, they have no interest in doing so. Denial.

Religion is just one small segment of the deception to keep us dumbed down, but it’s also important because people give up their free will and power to this god. There are no bibles in the Catholic churches here. Why? Croatians are very intelligent people. 2/3 of our citizens have University Education. We are taught in Grade 3 all countries, capital cities ,basically, by the time we complete elementary school, we know more than high school graduates in Canada and the US. So, I think we would figure out the bible very quickly especially where it states: A preacher/elder must marry to serve as an example to his flock. Well, where did Celibacy come from? It came from the Canon Law but what their agenda was on this, I can’t say.

This religious revival in America is an attempt to keep people following god because more and more people are waking up and starting to question just like I did in my early years. They needed to create an Atheist to go on a shooting rampage to hit at the heart of religious people. It’s very simple when you take an objective look at it. A mentally ill man or someone who is angry and vengeful most likely isn’t going to drive to another county and target a church. He will go to the nearest church and take his avenge out at god. Why didn’t this guy shoot up his local church? Because, people that know him may have a different opinion about him. He assaulted his wife and stepchild? Hell, every 5th female in the world is assaulted by her partner, nothing new there. That doesn’t make them killers. Killers kill because of anger, frustration, hopelessness and because they have no value in life. Mentally ill people don’t drive to other locations and just shoot up a church unless there was someone in that church they hated and wanted to get rid of.

As a psychologist who left that useless system years ago, we can never know the whys because sometimes even the killer doesn’t understand why, may not be honest with us, may not be able to express, may not be able to recognize the difference between good and bad and right and wrong. I have treated many killers who had mental disorders and were left unchecked, so to say this man was mentally ill because he assaulted his ex-wife, that’s proof he’s been set up.

The terrorist in NYC was shot in the leg to keep him alive so that they could get more information. The ones that are shot dead are done so to keep them from telling the real story or remembering what was done to them. If the cops caught up with him, they didn’t need to kill him if he was sitting the car.

It’s all out war in America from terrorism, political bias and hatred, drug abuse, unhealthy diets and high rates of diabetes, heart disease. Let me not even count this madness of women coming forward after 30 years to say they were inapropriately touched. Give me a fucking break. 30 years ago it was not deemed inapropriate and I myself liked things like that. I liked when men whistled at me when I walked by. I liked when sitting in a bar, a good looking guy rubbed against my arm. But these women, without any consideration of the consequences, speak out now after 30 years or more and ruin the reputation of men that may have corrected their ways, cleaned up their acts, had successful careers.

As I predicted years ago, it gets worse before it gets better because people are not concerned about anything so long as they have something to eat and a roof over their heads. The people know something is wrong, but as one foreign diplomat said in a recent interview with Oxsana Boyko on Russia Today: ” America is crumbling under it’s own hypocrisy and like all overbloated empires it must collapse first and build a better nation based on lessons learned”.

As long as religion reverbiates through this current administration, the situation will continue because Atheism isn’t evil, it’s a choice between believing or not.

I’m sorry for all the good and innocent people killed but instead of blaming guns or gun laws or politicians, they should be blaming their own corrupt governments for being complicit in these events.

These women waited all these years when these men were competing for something. Isn’t it a bit odd that they waited until it was newsworthy? Shame on them for bringing the past into the present. It was OK to gently grab a woman by her tits 30 years ago. It was ok to brush up against her, it was the culture that it was. I’m not saying it was right, I’m just saying that we can’t punish someone for something that happened 30 years ago. Why didn’t they call the police? Why didn’t they tell someone? Some of these men may have changed their ways, may have never done anything like that, but we need to separate a crime from unethical behavior and not treat them the same way. It’s disgusting and as a woman, I am ashamed. If something happened to you 10 or 20 years ago, and you did nothing about it then, you don’t deserve any better because obviously, you had something to lose had you reported it. Most of these situations were careers that they didn’t want to lose so now after 30 or 40 years when their careers ended they come forward. It’s disgusting.

So, my partner is doing ok, we’re going to a specialist hospital in the capital of Zagreb on Monday to have him re-assessed but he’s passed the expiration date. Statistically they live 3 years after being diagnosed early. He was diagnosed in late stages and he is still here 4 years later.

Love you all.

Self Inflicted Victimhood

I’m sure everyone reading this post has heard or read about Weinstein Hollywood Mogul and his downfall. I’m not a feminist. I don’t believe feminism was designed for the greater good. I believe it was designed to break families apart and if we look at its beginnings and where we are today, there is nothing good to say about the movement. In fact, I have read some stories about the founding feminists who are now 40 years later regretful as they live alone, no children and not much to live for other than the cause that failed.

I believe that all humans should have the same rights, same access to health, same pay for the same work, but I don’t agree that a 5’4″ woman should be allowed to be a firefighter if she can’t carry her own load. Truth is, we are not equal.

The Mortal Man was designed to procreate. It was never intended for him to be with one woman. It is our culture and religious beliefs that have made the rules, but innately, man is not a one woman man, that’s  not his biological nature. It is said and I have read this in many places that women carry the burden of life by pregnancies, hormones and giving birth. I think that men have it harder because each moment of their lives are in a struggle to remain within man’s rules/god’s rules while his nature is to procreate. He’s in a constant struggle within himself to remain loyal while his body/nature wants to have sex with every woman he’s attracted to. I know it sounds horrible, but it’s who we are. Get over it.

We are not equal in our roles, our physical appearances or the way our brains function. Man’s innate role is to provide for the family because he’s stronger and braver. He is the protector, he is the strength for women to draw upon. Women are innately designed to take care of family, to be the nurturer, to give life and raise the children.

Man and woman cannot love only one person. Love isn’t chosen, it’s energy that connects two people. A man will often have a fling and tell his partner that he didn’t know what happened, that he loves his partner, that it didn’t mean anything. He was more than likely being honest, but our culture and religion demonizes man’s wanderings as if it’s a crime or sin. If you have read the bible or at least parts of it, men didn’t have just one wife. In fact, they had many wives and everyone lived together and got along. There were no priests or government agencies that required you to get a marriage license (permission). There were no rules. The only requirement was that a man could have as many wives as he wanted providing he could take care of them. Did you get that? TAKE CARE OF THEM.

Now, this doesn’t mean that I don’t believe women can be like men, I’m just saying that naturally, we are not equals in any way, shape or form. My daughter sometimes says that I’m old-fashioned. No, I’m not. This is not a trend we’re talking about. I don’t recall Creator making new body suits and changing our innate character and roles. You can’t take a natural form and twist its role or ability. You can’t take a man and force him to be loyal to one woman when he’s not biologically designed to be that way.

When I first met my partner 12 years ago, he was shocked when I told him that I would understand if he had a fling with another woman. Understanding the way men work, I could not FORBID him to go against his own nature. So, we try not to create conditions for them to do that. If a man is happy at home and his needs are met, there is less likely a chance they will wander, but I only wanted him to know this because I expected from him to be honest with me.

Weinstein. After saying what I said, let me start by saying this: There are no victims. Unless he’s forcefully raped a woman, there are no victims. These women chose their career over their own virtues therefore, they have nothing to complain about. I’m shocked at the experts and Mass Media pointing the finger at him as the bad guy. Sure, there are laws now that forbid that kind of behavior, but this would not have happened to these women had they walked out or refused. And if only a few woman did this, perhaps it may have changed the paradigm. So don’t come to me after 30 years and cry wolf just because YOU made a choice to allow this man to do things to you. YOU chose your career over your virtues and therefore, you have no right to complain. If he did rape you, report him to the police, but if you’ve managed to live with this all these years, I’m sure you found a way to deal with your own humiliation.

I’m sick and tired of women blaming men for everything that happens to them. Weinstein and other powerful men not only have power/money but are biologically designed to procreate. It is our choice whether to accept their behaviour or not. I’m sick and tired of every wrong being blamed on men and for every woman victim there is also a male victim. Males have now become victims to feminism and it’s no wonder they have gone AWOL (they became gay). No, not every male is gay because of this but I can bet you anything it has some role to play.

Everthing has been twisted and far removed us from our natural states, our innate truth. Adam and Eve didn’t get married, they didn’t promise anything to each other and in fact, I challenge anyone to find any evidence of a man and woman having to get permission to marry. It’s only when Christianity came into effect that changed the rules and turned men against women. Women have been downgraded, that’s true but that’s because feminine energy is powerful and it had to be subdued. In our reality, men and women should have equal rights, equal pay, equal respect but we are not equals in design and this is why we have so much divorce, so many broken relationships, destruction of the family unit, children that have different fathers. This is not normal or natural.

So, whenever you have an issue or need to find answers in this male/female relationship, look at the nature of it. Nature is true and correct. Men and men, women and women is not natural. It could be because of a hormonal imbalance, but you don’t need to have surgery to prove a point, just be who you are. If you’re a woman and feel you’re more of man, so be it, but you don’t need to go through that artificial process of becoming an artificial man, just be and feel who you are. Nature makes mistakes too, but it’s not natural to be with same sex people and I don’t give a damn whether you agree with that or not. Look at us. Did feminism, accepting homosexuality make us a better race? I think not. Has getting a marriage license and filing for divorce because a partner cheated on you change anything? No.

There was a book I read many years ago titled: “The Mortal Man”. Very interesting if you can find it because after you have read it, everything will make more sense.

Weinstein used his power and money to get what he wanted, but the women always had a choice. They could have said no, walked away or called the police. That’s my story and I’m sticking to it!

Hold On Tight and Shine Your Light

Our external addictions are merely a reflection of our internal state of emptiness. We are conditioned and programmed to seek outside of ourselves to satisfy the lack of. If you have mental issues, you’re told to seek help from an expert that will more than likely listen to you for years and or prescribe drugs. If you lack self-worth, no problem; get an extreme makeover or change the way you look. Get some new clothes, whatever, it will make you feel better.

Most of the humanity that is plugged into the grid of electricity and technology is addicted.  I admit I am addicted to seeking the truth. I’m addicted to uncovering and debunking the lies sold to us. I’m also addicted to helping others more than myself, although I justify that by believing I’m doing the right thing. I never carry my cell phone with me around the house or garden for that matter unless I’m expecting an important call. I NEVER take my cell phone to bed with me unless I’m waiting for a call from the hospital. The only reason I have a cell phone is that of safety should something happen to me or someone in my family. I don’t even know how to use my cell phone for anything other than making/receiving calls and using the calculator. I’m good with technology, just simply not using the phone for anything other than contact.

The addictions have become socially acceptable especially for the last two generations where their parents are already dreaming about what phone to buy them as soon as they are born.  I become very sad when I see school-age children walking home staring into their phones. Don’t these parents realize their child has a great chance of being fried or getting brain tumors? I guess not. Been there, done that. I have actually spoken to these parents and to them it’s more important what others think about their child then that child getting brain cancer. Because children don’t have any self esteem, they have to be like everyone else, they don’t feel strong in their essence.

I’m insulted when I’m sitting with a friend and having coffee to watch them constantly glance at their phone or I will hear a beep and they will grab that phone and respond. For starters, it’s rude to be in the company of friends and be constantly interrupted because they can’t leave their phone alone.

What is this social media or texting addiction really all about? Some may argue that it’s just a way of life. When you get your first phone in grade 1, it can be considered as a way of life, but I still see it as an addiction, not to that cell phone but to being part of herd mentality. We no longer think for ourselves. It’s much easier to find information and choose what we want to believe so we don’t have to think and make our own decisions.

We have become robotic in so many ways, almost looking like clones of each other because the herd mentality requires us to be like everyone else and if you’re different, then you’re an outcast. Teaching children individualism has fragmented us, separated us and this “respect” towards all doesn’t work anymore. You’re either with me or against me is the newest motto I see happening in the West.

So, our external addictions are a reflection of what is missing inside.

My daughter and son started to understand the value of money the moment they were big enough to hold a broom. We had a list of chores on the fridge and it  was adjusted to suit their abilities and size. A 2-year-old can’t yet hold a broom very good let alone sweep the floors. They could throw out the trash and get 50 cents or every day in that month for $5.00. Both worked out each day what they would do and bartered with each other, covering each other and were never forced to do anything. It wasn’t about the chores or even helping me keep the house clean. It was about teaching them values and that hard work created value for their time. It was about understanding how parents had to work hard and then use that money to take care of the household.

This following story has touched everyone who heard it.

It was around 1986, my son Milan was in all day kindergarten at the time. We were living in Seattle as I completed my PhD and I chose to move to the US to run away from my past. That summer my mother picked up the kids to take them back to Vancouver and spend a few weeks with her as she had her vacation.

The next day I received a call from her and she sounded upset so I automatically felt this tightness in my chest thinking that something had happened to the kids. She told me she took my daughter and son then 7 and 5 respectively to Toys R Us and she told them to go and pick out something that they really wanted.
Gina knew what she wanted right away and headed for the Cabbage Patch doll section. Milan was nowhere to be seen so my mother went looking for him. (Yes, in those days we didn’t fear our children being abducted). Milan was standing in front of the Transformers and just staring at them. My mother asked him if he had found what he wanted. The Transformer he wanted was $26.00.

Milan: Yes baba (grandma), but it’s more than $20.00 and I don’t have enough to cover it.
Baba: Milan, you are with me now so the rules don’t apply, you can pick out anything you like.
Milan: Oh no baba, mama would get mad. Our toy allowance is $20.00 a month and if we don’t have enough, we have to pay the difference.” My mother had a difficult time convincing him he could have what he wanted and he insisted on talking to me to tell me what happened. I laughed and agreed with my mother that when they were with grandma, she made her own rules.

Let me be clear that the kids earned their money to use for anything they wanted but I only allowed them to spend $20.00 of that for toys and the rest for other things. For instance, my daughter wanted Nike tennis shoes that were more than I had for spending. The tennis shoes she wanted were a bit more and she knew if she wanted them, she had to make up the difference. This lesson was about “using your money wisely and prioritizing”.  The kids were perfectly happy shopping at a 2nd hand store for clothes and didn’t get hung up on Brand Names. This is because they worked and understood the value of money and that money doesn’t grow on trees. As a single mom and with a limited budget, that’s how things were in those days.

They are now 37 and 39 years old. Neither have debts for things you can get 2nd hand like a car loan or Credit Cards to buy things that don’t add value. They live simple lives and always thank me for teaching them how to get what they want out of life because all their friends are burdened with debt and live in fear of losing their jobs.

In other words, they didn’t create external addictions because they learned early in life that money doesn’t buy you happiness. Their self-worth and self-esteem was high because of their accomplishments early in life. They felt great after doing their chores and being paid for their efforts. Gina started working with her grandma when she was 13 years old, cleaning offices on weekends and by the time she was 16, she was already working as a cashier in a large market chain.

Without a solid foundation of teaching your kids these values, they grow up empty, worthless and dependent on someone. Parents give away too much and teach wrong values without giving it one thought: “If I die tomorrow, can my kids move on and did I teach them everything they need to be independent?”

This issue is very prevalent here in Croatia. When I ask parents why they do this, their answers/excuses are almost always the same: “Well, you know, we were poor, the war made the economy bad and I don’t want my kids to suffer like we did”. I’m sorry to say but people in third world countries don’t indulge their children. Even in those countries where there are wars or poverty, they encourage their kids to leave home and get married. The economy has nothing to do with it neither do wars. It’s in these conditions that we gain wisdom and strength to be able to stand on our own two feet. I don’t mind so much with small children, I’m talking about adult children that live at home all their lives if there is room for them. I  know of parents that live in poverty conditions because they gave everything to their kids. They co-sign for loans and end up making payments. They eat less meat so their spoiled adult children can dress well. This is NOT right.

Although life was challenging raising two small children while working and getting my degrees, my kids never went to bed hungry and never made wish lists because they knew they could get whatever they wanted by working and saving for it. Sadly, money is our GOD and religion and we can’t survive without it.

Our addictions are unfulfilled internal needs be that alcohol, drugs, sex, coloring hair, painting your nails, having the latest technology or anything material for that matter. If you feel good about yourself, you don’t need to poison your brain with toxic hair colors. If you don’t care what others think about you, you will use your cell phone until it dies or like me, when the sim card is already archaic and have to upgrade to a smaller one or when the cat chewed up my charger cord.

We appreciate things more when we learn early how our parents must work so hard. Once the kids were in 3rd and 4th grade, I would sit down with them and we would create our monthly budget together. We made a list of things we needed for that month and compared it to my earnings. First, we marked off utilities and food, then priorities and if there was anything left over, we used that for extra clothing or going out for dinner.

By then, both kids were earning their “chores” money and use that for anything they wanted, it was theirs to do whatever they wished because they worked for it.

This isn’t about money, I wanted them to understand how life works, give them that sense of accomplishment and pride. They used their money wisely and often shopped around to get the best deals. They borrowed from each other, paid back their loans, bartered and exchanged chores, etc. This was the best life lesson they ever had.

When you are complete inside, when your heart is filled with pride, accomplishment, responsibility for your actions and appreciation for who you are and what you are capable of, there is no need to seek and become addicted to external sources.

I’m pleased to say that my kids still drive used cars, shop at 2nd hand stores, save money and enjoy life because they’re not burdened with huge debts and can turn away from a gadget if they don’t have the cash for it.

We are addicted because something is lacking and because our belief systems don’t match reality or our parents gave too much and didn’t teach us self-responsibility or earning points. With that said, it’s not surprising that a majority of people have at least one addiction and that is wanting to fit in, be like everyone else and feel good with material things. Sadly, and they know this; this good feeling doesn’t last very long and so they go out again and find something else they think might make them feel good or feel accepted.

If you can’t go a day without participating in social media, you need to ask yourself why because the virtual world is not real and polls show that 75% of people online are not always honest about what they say or write. It’s an escape into an illusory world where everyone knows they can bullshit all they want and pretend to be someone they are not. We need to stop connecting to virtual friends and start getting our more, contact with real people just like we did before we had this technology.

I see kids walking to school with these damn phones in their hands, little kids around 7 or 8 years old absorbing damaging frequencies that are accumulative just like radiation.

We have completely given our authority and power to an unknown force that doesn’t want humans to access the truth, the truth about who we are and why we are here. In order to keep us from the truth, they cause circumstances so that we seek help externally and become addicted to anything that will prevent us from going inside to access the truth.

We have become empty shells, deformed bodysuits and a brain that is controlled by a thing called EGO. I have written many times that we are not the brain, the brain is the body computer that operates all body functions and it is not designed to enlighten us or guide us to where the truth is inside. The brain is merely a recorder of all events, sights, sounds, tastes and a storage facility. All other functions are related to regulating the body and to keep it working the way it should.

We are zombies, living zombies, brainless, mindless and under total control of those that don’t want us to escape inside and connect with Soul, our essence of who and what we are. We’re addicted to fiction, illusions, myths, fantasies and bit into the propaganda of bigger is better, money is power and God is an old bearded man that may or may not hear your prayers. Even when something does happen, they still give credit to that god for it happening.

Welcome to the End Time Madness as more people escape the external illusion and addictions to seek truth because innately they know that is not the reality we came to experience.

My addiction is seeking truth and I have no intention of seeking rehab or giving up, but it’s the only addiction worth living for. Everything else is the Illusion they created to keep you focused outside yourselves so that you don’t figure out just how powerful you are.

Most of you know this, but do you believe this? You were so powerful old soul; and whether you believe it or not, your life here has made a difference. It is now very confusing, so much human loss of life, so many natural disasters, wars, and then to claim that  they are close to annihilating ISIS but they had to kill an entire village to kill one terrorist. It’s like chemotherapy, shoot it up your veins and while it’s destroying everything in its path, it just might kill a few cancer cells.

As I have written about many times, these are the end times, the end times for THEM and they are throwing everything they can think of at us hoping they will win. Not so. We will win because this play we are acting in is just a repeat of Atlantis, we have been there and we know this time around we will not let this happen again. Hold on tight and shine your light.


You Have Forgotten Your Life’s Purpose

Note from Ines: This is what I have been writing for years. It is very difficult to accept this reality because of the Terminal Madness going on and humans are acting out hatred, vitriol, judgment and acting as if they are better than others. I write about Terminal Madness often and I also write about our journey here. Even I have my moments when I doubt my own belief system, especially now when we are being attacked from all sides because those that Control are losing their grip on us and the only way to stop us is to play with our minds. Enjoy!

All humans on Earth at this time of enormous change are here to help with the awakening, yes ALL humans.  There is not just a special group of Light workers and Light holders who are horribly overworked as they assist in the awakening process.  No, ALL of humanity is involved, and no one is special, because ALL are special simply because they are ALL the beloved and absolutely perfect children of God, even though their attitudes and behaviors while in human form may well seem totally at odds with Love, with Mother/Father/God.

As we have so often pointed out, the vast majority of humans have forgotten their life purpose, the purpose with which they incarnated.  Nevertheless, like those of you reading this and similar messages, they too are here to assist in the awakening process.  EVERYONE is involved, because EVERYONE is ONE!

One of the main reasons that you need to release all judgment of others is because you cannot possibly know their circumstances, their chosen life paths, and therefore you are in no position to pass judgment.  Only God and the soul involved has that knowledge, the soul has forgotten it, and God never judges!

What you ALL incarnated to do was to love one another, and even those of you who hold that intent most of the time are still unable to completely let go of that judgmental aspect when some one’s words, behaviors, or activities horrifies you because they are so obviously in complete misalignment with Love.  But that is the human condition.  You have ALL denied Love and engaged in bitterness and hatred.  As Jesus said so long ago – or, in truth, but a moment ago – “let he who is without sin cast the first stone.”

As humans you mostly are unworthy, except that unworthiness is an utterly unrealaspect of the illusion.  All are the beloved children of God, and therefore to be unworthy is impossible!  Unfortunately some consider themselves to be sinless when they live in seeming righteousness, and use that belief in their own sinlessness to justify their righteous judgment of those who they see as unworthy.

Within the game you are playing there is much behavior that truly is despicable, BUT you are all just actors in a drama that you invented, and when the play ends you will revert to your true selves, beings of infinite Love, just like your heavenly Father.

Focus on this divine truth: “I am a being of infinite Love, like unto my heavenly Father.”  With that thought in mind allow yourselves to know it.  Then reset your intent to be only loving whatever arises.  Whenever doubt or fear arises, no matter what appears to cause it, immediately reset that intent, and, of course, make sure to reset it at least once daily, preferably when you go within to your holy inner sanctuary where the flame of divine Love, the Love that is YOU, burns constantly.

When you do you receive enormous help from those in the spiritual realms – your guides, mentors, and loved ones – those with whom you made agreements, before you incarnated, to mutually support each other.  You have, as it were, one foot in the illusion playing the game, while the rest of You resides eternally in God’s Presence, therefore You are never alone!  When in doubt, in need, or in fear, call immediately on us for support, we are always there for you.

As there is only One, and as each of you is an aspect of that One, and as that One is Mother/Father/God, Source, Love, then you are always and eternally connected to the infinite Power that is All That Is.  That Power is yours, open your hearts to It, accept It, and then create with It in your own lives as humans the Truth, the Good, and the Beauty that you all are as you hold your Light on high for all to see.  You do that by consciously choosing to be loving in every moment no matter what arises.  In doing that you are You, the beloved child of God, instead of an actor in the ongoing drama that is the illusion.

By doing this you complete the task you set yourselves before incarnating: To be a brilliant Light shining on Earth to assist all to awaken into the Truth that they are indeed One with God.


The Ongoing War against Humanity

I am saddened by the loss of life in Las Vegas and yet not surprised. The entire US is taking a brutal form of attack for karma is coming back to bite it. When I refer to the US, I refer to the people running the country, as an entity by itself. It too is a living being.

The hurricanes have done so much damage and I have read many conspiracies about them being designed. I didn’t feel that at all. I felt an angry Mother shaking off and tired of being poked and prodded. I think I wrote about this in the last month that Mother is shaking off because she’s had enough of being poked, prodded and her blood set on fire. It is the law of nature that is always in effect, and these hurricanes were forceful energies clearing the negative energies that accumulated in that region.

Same with Las Vegas. I haven’t done any researching or reading into the conspiracies as to why this person did this or if he was programmed because in the end, it doesn’t matter. Many were wounded and many lost their lives. Gambling is not a good energy, stealing oil from mother earth is not good energy. But let me assure you this: This was necessary and for those poor souls that had no idea what happened, they were probably young souls not yet equipped to handle this timeline.

Personally, I started to feel different after the Eclipse; my scoliosis really changed pain levels and a feeling of lethargy came over me. I’m still struggling to get out of this pain cycle despite the fact I’m taking Cannabis Oil. On the other hand, I am noticing my very bad veins and varicose veins fade out and there is much less swelling so whether it’s the Cannabis Medicine or the body finally clearing itself of blockages, something is changing.

The hurricanes and now this mass killing is not about revenge, it’s about karma. Did you know that 57 million people died in 2015? I wonder what the biggest cause of death was? The experts claim it was heart disease, I dare to say it was terrorism and I”m talking about the Cabal destroying the Middle East. That is terrorism. When you drop bombs on innocent people or try to kill one terrorist by bombing an entire village, that’s terrorism.

What about people in the Middle East? Do they not experience terror everyday? Do they not wake up each day thanking their god they are alive? Syrians have lived for years with snipers, bombs and bombers raining over them? How come they are not mentioned? When Americans die it’s a terrible thing, but when millions of children are left maimed and without parents, I don’t see the Media talking about them, let alone insisting that we stop doing this.

The karma is now in full effect. There was a period of “Wait and see”, but obviously nothing changed, the Cabal insisted on bombing anything that stood in it’s way so now we have to pay the price. It’s not about revenge. It’s the Law of Nature, Natural Laws. Cause and effect. You cause harm, it comes back. You kill, it will kill back.

Maybe some Americans that have lived through the mass killing in Vegas might consider what it must be like for innocent women and children to run from snipers or watch their entire family die in front of their eyes. Death for the unawakened is a horrific loss. Death for the awakened is a transition to a new energy and timeline.

I have written about this much lately; that we will suffer very much, that things will get worse. Nothing will change until most of us finally realize we have been fooled and lied to. If you have a home to come to and you have a meal on the table, you’re not going to do much to make it a better world. When you lose your home and sadly even your family and have nothing left, only then are you motivated to do something.

The hurricanes united people, brought them together. In this unity there was no skin color, no religion, no political affiliation, it was helping humanity. In order for us to wake up, there has to be more hurricanes, more natural disasters, perhaps even more senseless wars before the masses realize something is really wrong.

Karma is not about revenge. Karma is the creation of your cause and effect. From a mass conscious perspective, karma works different in large populations. In a sense, it might seem that innocent people are suffering because of someone else’s karma. But if you take Texas for instance, where they say that everything is big. All that oil being sucked out of the ground, all the gas guzzling vehicles polluting our planet, these are are negative causes and therefore, manifest negative effects.

I believe that Mother earth is attacking where she is most vulnerable right now. She has so many holes in her that she’s starting to break up and in order to stop it, she had to shake and bake and bring forth some energies to stop this mass drilling.

Here is something I consider very funny. No sooner have the deaths started to pile up in Las Vegas, the pundits and politicians start screaming “more gun control”. Are you serious? Do people actually believe this? The US is the only country in the world that has such high murder rates and prison population while most countries have leaner gun laws and they don’t experience so many murders.

Croatia is a country of approx. 4 million people. We have gun laws but almost every Croatian owns a gun. We rarely hear of murders and when we do, it’s a shock. Switzerland is actually the most armed country in the world per capita and yet you don’t hear about their murder rates. They don’t have one!

They want to take away your guns so you can’t protect yourselves from them. There are many ways to kill. Take for example the so called terrorists on 911. They used paper cutters to hijack a plane and kill over 3000 people? Yeah right. So, taking away your guns isn’t going to stop the gun violence. Americans *gov* simply need to take care of their own people and stop meddling in world affairs. Americans need to stop being the policeman in the world and start implementing the very democracy they are shoving down countries that have lived in peace for thousands of years. They don’t need democracy, they had peace and peace whether it’s an autocratic, dictatorship or whatever, means that people have everything they need and don’t care what type of government they have. This is not about democracy anyways, it’s all big lie.

I feel sad for the people that have lost their lives in the hurricanes and this massacre, but out of the ashes comes many better things. Through tragedy man becomes stronger and better; through loss of life humans forget their political views and just help each other. The American *gov*  I know has become a big bully and the bullying is over.

We know that the empire is crumbling, it’s been obvious to many and then watching this Russiagate comedy, the football players stand or kneel, as if there are not more important things to deal with like the poverty rates in the US, broken infrastructure and oh my goodness, American cities still use old fashioned electricity poles. Even we here in Croatia buried them with new fiber optic cables. I can’t believe that they still have these poles standing up like they do in Taiwan, in third world countries.

So, instead of fighting for the right to carry arms, fight for the right to travel unrestricted, to build your house freely without permits, to make medicine from plants that were given to us. Fight for things like stop meddling in other countries. The IMF has destroyed 27 countries by imposing strict rules in order to lend money.

Americans pay so much in taxes and most of that money goes into wars. Don’t they ever ask their government where their money is actually going? I don’t pay taxes because I don’t work in the system but we pay 25% sales tax. Yes, I’m serious, we pay that much!

We are all facing difficult and challenging times, but those of us that are awake also know this war has to happen. The war against humanity, the David against Goliath and we will win. It will get ugly folks but the sooner you wake up, the sooner it will stop. The war being waged against us is their final act of desperation because we are waking up and starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together.

Look at what is going on in Spain. The Catalonians wanted their independence, 90% voted FOR independence yet were sabotaged by brutal police, they were thrown out of poling stations, old men and woman dragged down the stairs, all in the attempt to stop them from voting.  They are waging an ugly war against us, but in the end, we will win because we already know this, it’s what we came here to do.

The man that killed those people in Las Vegas, in my opinion was programmed to do this. Oh yeah, what about those that killed while using Prozac? Did they take Prozac off the market? Didn’t think so. I’m sure they will find something in his blood and claim that he was on some kind of drugs and lost it.

So, old Soul; we are in the middle of the biggest war waged against us and remember this: We have already determined the outcome, our mass energies going into the final awakening stages will bring forth demonstrations, revolutions and lets just hope they don’t take away your guns before that happens.

I’m with you, I’m always with you and I know you’re confused and uncertain about what is to come, just know that whether we beat this here or on the other side of the veil, victory is the only outcome.