The Light

I am the light, the Soul is a light, it’s radiance is consciousness and it seeks to find itself.

Our purpose here is to remember who we are. If you’re fortunate enough as I am and are able to find fragments of yourself in different realities, you will have a better understanding of how time is a construct here.

1945 for example is not in the past, it’s another dimensional reality so the time machine doesn’t move us back in a linear fashion to 1945, it simply changes our frequency so that we can experience that year, time line so to speak. If it’s the past, gone and over with, how can we then return to it? It has to already exist for us to leave this timeline and enter into the 1945 timeline.

Same with the future. If it’s a future which in our reality doesn’t exist, then how can we time travel? We don’t travel in time, we travel into another timeline that exists simultaneously with this one and all other realities.

We don’t go back in time, we simply go into that timeline. Time travel has been done, there are many people that have come forward to talk about the Secret Space Program and other black budget programs, not only in the US but other governments. When you enter that device to travel backwards or forwards in time, you’re not moving physically on any linear direction, your body is simply changed into the frequency and dimension of that time period.

Dreams are another example of all happening simultaneously. You, the Soul can have multiple lives in different realities and dimensions. We don’t consciously know of them because of this low density and lower frequency, because our body suits have been genetically altered, because technologies are being used to quarantine us from other dimensions and realities. It may also be because you have been indoctrinated into believing you’re a body and once you finish here, you go to heaven or hell.

Let’s just assume that I’m correct in my assessment. The question that has been debated for thousands of years, including those that believe in god is: Why am I here? Did I choose to be here? Does Karma exist and is reincarnation part of our evolutionary existence as a Soul to experience all that is?

For many years I believed in Karma and reincarnation but as time went by, I started to question that theory as I became more aware of my other existences. If we were given free will then why would our Creator place upon us a reward and punishment system?

In other words, if I chose to reincarnate and experience what it’s like to abuse someone, why would I be punished for that choice? I’m not talking about the human aspect of it. Abuse is not allowed in our society, it’s punishable by law for hurting another human being. At least we ordinary citizens are not allowed to do that, but our governments can do anything they want with impunity. Why should I be punished or create bad karma by choosing that experience and have to keep reincarnating until I get it right? But, I have nothing to get right, I had the free will to choose any experience I wanted to.

Whether Karma and reincarnation is part of the Archon trap, I guess it doesn’t matter really. If you believe in Karma and reincarnation, chances are you will end up in that trap after you leave this body because you believe it. You will experience whatever you believe will happen after you die.

Why am I here? For starters, I’m here because I chose to be here. If I chose to be here and I have free will then I’m obviously here to have an experience. That experience isn’t dependent on whether I accomplish what I came to do or not, meaning there are no consequences to my choices as a Soul. There are only old Souls here now, but there was a time when young Souls were able to incarnate here, though not often because truth is, Earth is the Ultimate Challenge, some call it a Hellhole and young souls simply can’t survive and complete their experiences.

Mainly and mostly, ancient souls arrive here, some that have never had an Earthly experience but these souls like me have existed in higher dimensions. These are well advanced and have access to earth information and knowledge, some even can communicate with humans from higher realms. These souls are highly advanced entities and have had millions of experiences as guardians, galaxy creators, angels, guides so they know everything about Earth but wanted to have a human experience.

We don’t move forward in a linear or hierarchical fashion. We don’t go from first to second grade. We simply choose whatever it is that we want to experience.

In other words, to be able to experience Earth, you have to be very advanced otherwise you would not do well here. I call it a Hell on Earth where only the strong, rich and evil survive.

So, we chose to be here and the last game we all set up was to agree on an experiment of sorts that we would have our memories blocked (not erased). You can’t erase the Akashic records and all that exists is stored in the Akashic. We would die as Souls without memories. Our Souls existence is about it’s memory and knowledge/awareness of who it is.

We came here to see if we can remember who we are and find our way home. This is the first group. The second group that I’m in came here to help the planet when she put out a distress call.
Those that are dying suddenly, being killed are the experiencers, they simply had enough, they couldn’t deal with this madhouse. Those that died naturally and lived a normal old age came to help. We complete the human life cycle, leave, regroup, re-energize and come back until our mission is accomplished.

Does that make sense? We all came here by our own free will. The experiencers had to provide the various scenarios of chaos, war and hunger, economic hardship, duality and just the human drama. They are actors that must create actions. Once they are done with their roles, they leave.

Those of us that are in this virtual reality, the researchers, alternative media, truthseekers, light workers, we are raising awareness thus raising frequencies. Our job is to help humanity raise it’s vibration which in turn helps Gaia.

The new Earth is waiting for us. Why do we need a new Earth? Because not everyone will choose to transition to higher dimensional beings, some will stay here and continue with their evolution/experience. This reality is toxic, damaged and poisoned for thousands of years to come and it’s condition is not conducive for higher dimensional beings. If we all leave the planet, where do the 3D humans go when this is the only 3D reality created? That’s why it was set up that way. Free will allows us to choose to stay or move on. Some will stay with the Old Earth to help restore the energies and balance for Peace.

I don’t know where I’m going after I’m done here. I only know since I was a child that I wanted to be airlifted from here. I never felt like I belonged here. I have struggled with injustice on this planet. Injustice being why some are poor and some rich when it’s not necessary, there is and always has been abundance. Injustice when we hurt and kill each other while some get away with it and some serve a lifetime in prison. I could never relate to why people choose to be stupid when they have that choice of being intelligent. Why they give away their power to authority figures like doctors, preachers, politicians and law enforcement. I could never understand why painting your body with toxic makeup and coloring hair that is dead, nails that are dead to make you feel better.
I am going home I believe to be the Pleaideas  is my home as I have been told many times in this lifetime, but wherever it is, it has to be better than this place because I have been yearning since I was a young child.

The end of this reality will happen with a positive outcome, but like I always write, some things have to happen.

If you’re still pondering and not sure who you are and why you are here, some food for thought:

Our life began in Infinity. At that moment ” Light” was conceived in the Infinite mind. That light was the Light of Consciousness. The purpose of the heart is to know YOURSELF to BE yourself and yet one with Source. 

You are here because only LIGHT can awaken those asleep. How you do that is your choice and decision. You, like me are here to shine your Light and show the way home. 


11 thoughts on “The Light

    • I’m sorry, I don’t understand what you’re trying to say? What does parenthood have anything to do with god?
      Even parents that teach their kids about god or religion don’t always end up being religious. We can influence our kids, but that influence stays as long as they allow it to stay.


      • You should study attachment theories and psychology of religiosity. Your mother was your first “God” or Source.

        Psychoanalyst Winnicott theory emphasizes how a mother’s responsiveness to the baby’s needs determines the quality of a separate individual. According to him the quality and nuances of adult subjectivity and the subtleties of mother-infant interactions provided a powerful perspective for viewing both the development of the self and the analytic process.

        In the beginning, the infant believes that his or her needs and wishes emerges from the integrated drift of consciousness or subjective omnipotence. If the baby is hungry then he makes it happen by crying and the mother’s breast would appear, thinking that he created the breast or the object of his desire. The mother overall “brings the world” to the baby and her responsiveness is what gives him the “moment of illusion”. The mother is in charge giving the baby a holding environment which is a physical or psychological space.

        The mother doesn’t have to attend the infant’s needs all the time. In matter of fact, after the mother regains her sense of self after temporary suspension of subjectivity, the infants notice the “failure” of the mother to “bring the world to him”. It’s somehow painful and disappointing for the baby to experience. Technically the baby depended on the mother but for the first time he realizes the *feelings* associated with dependency. The baby also realizes that others have their own desires and wishes and must depend on those people fulfill them. Self-awareness is born.

        Psychoanalyst Heinz Kohut stated that the narcissistic experience begins with the infant’s blissful state, which is inevitably upset or disturbed by the expectable failure of its mother’s ministrations after the mother naturally retains her self-awareness again; leaving the child alone for long period of times.

        The infant finally understands the difference between subjective omnipotence and objective reality but most couldn’t cope with the reality.

        The infant then tries to restore the disruptions by creating two systems of “narcissistic perfection”. The infant first creates a world where everything is pleasant and good within the self and everything outside is bad and dangerous. Kohut states how this is the beginning of the development of the “narcissistic self”. The child creates another system where he attempts to restore the pleasant and good feelings by projecting it onto someone else, creating a “perfect” object (i.e. priests, gurus, etc.).

        Plea-ideans represent your “perfect” self- objects.

        Most people usually search or found their “perfect” object in religious or spiritual institutions like churches, temples, mosques or ashrams; to cope with their psychological “disturbance” from being separated physically and or emotionally from the mother. Some also use objects to continuously express their “moments of illusions” by using objects like rosaries, angel cards by Doreen Virtue (lol!), crosses, crystals, pictures of a deity, statues, bibles, dolls, etc. to feed their unmet narcissistic needs.

        Religion (and by the way the definition of religion varies and everyone is “religious”) is a cultural object and people use it to deal with things they cannot control in their lives. According to the Introduction from the book Going into Pieces Without Falling Apart, the problem is that we have not learned how to give up control of ourselves.

        Gurus, spiritual teachings, angels, star-beings, Buddha, Jesus, etc. are cultural objects that can “help” the “religious” deal with everyday issues by creating “moments of illusion”. They are basically pacifying through life with these objects,.

        During “moments of illusion” the person believes that prayer, worship, etc. connects with God/Source…or the mother. They gain faith/hope/etc. but not a healthy dose of objective reality.

        Most religious people are afraid of the unknown or feelings of emptiness and believe it can be healed through religion. My question is that can you handle emptiness? Through the object of meditation (based on Theravada Buddhism), the person can connect with feelings of emptiness, imperfections and regrets without self-judgement.

        But in other religions like Christianity and yes, New Age the person can’t get pass the failure of the mother or God. They say that “God is in control” but life situations happen because that is the power of cause and effect so the desire to control should be released through acceptance.

        Also, you state that reality is toxic but are you being objective enough? Radically self-honest? Most of those neo-“Gnostic” teachings that explains about Archons and the dangers of reincarnation (which I by the way don’t believe in…I only believe in rebirth) are very messed up, it throws people off but for some it gives them more “meaning” as human beings striving to “do better” (basically by isolating themselves from the world) but viewing reality of toxic or Earth as a “error” influenced by the fall of Sophia is definitely not going to help society nor the individual. People are very attached to ideas that don’t make up enough objective reality.


        • In reply to your article overall,

          The concept of the “Soul” is very unusual. Having that idea of us being a soul (created by Greek philosophy) is like telling ourselves that we NEED to be dependent on a concept of a heaven, Light, star-system, etc to be “happy”. I feel like if I state that I am a “soul” I am surrendering to the idea that I am always separated from the Whole.


          • Yes the concept of Soul is unusual because I can’t find words to define it. I had an NDE giving birth to my son in 1981. I was clinically dead for 13 minutes. During that ‘time’ I became I …although I wasn’t in my body, I was aware of who I was and where I was at. I can’t define that time/space reality, only my “knowing” that I was at the center of where Souls are created, that I AM Soul and that like Source/Creator, I can be anywhere at anytime. So, yes, the concept is not a concept but an experience I simply can’t define in words. Also, I leave my body during sleep but can’t remember details, only an overall memory of who I was and what the basic concept/experience was. So, my concept of SOUL is based on my personal experiences. Therefore, this is my truth.


            • Let me add to that. Soul for me means an etheric being; Soul as in entity, Soul is a name for the entity or etheric being. Soul has no body, it’s simply energy/light. I used the word Soul because people can relate to that.


            • Intresting! I had to do a whole power point project on NDE’s for school and it as fun. But I always been fascinated by them since I was 16! And by the way I respect your concept as a subjective one and because it’s subjective doesn’t make it any less valuable! The human language is so limited and sometimes i tend to not depend on the definition so much like the word soul. Actually, I tend to call my “soul” a psyche.


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