How often do you have an epiphany? How often do you see sit down in a quiet corner and just talk to your higher self? I write about this a lot because my epiphany today was just about that conversation I am having all the time.

There is madness out there, I call it terminal madness, terminal as in ending, but not ending of the world rather ending of our madness. We have gone mad because we are tired of searching and seeking something better. You see, it’s not about goals. This is the programming. We are taught that we must all have goals. Goals as in being born, getting educated, finding a job, starting a family (that’s old fashioned now), saving for retirement and then leaving a bit for the funeral. These are the goals they have programmed us into. Goals keep us busy, with ever harder reaching goals now because most people today need 2 or 3 jobs per family just to survive. The goals of achievement keep us in a state of robotics where we “have” to do this or that and by the time we are spent, exhausted, old and rickety (poisoned by drugs), we lay on our deathbed and if we are still lucky enough to have consciousness, we re-visit our lives and ask ourselves what the fuck did we actually accomplish in this lifetime?

Well, we may have accomplished those goals, but what did we achieve really? Goals don’t give us purpose. Goals just give us something to strive for, but more importantly, we never ask ourselves what our PURPOSE is here.

You ask any Christian what their purpose is here and I doubt they are going to tell you that we are here to find themselves.  They will tell their purpose is to be good humans perhaps, to help each other and worship their god. Nice gesture, decent thoughts but so what after you have done all of that? On your deathbed, you might say: “Well, I had a good life. I worshiped god, I helped people, I brought up two children and now have 8 grandchildren, I even managed to save a bit for the grandkids to go to school”. Really?

You think that person is going to die with dignity? How does one die with dignity if you have only accomplished your goals and saved for the kids? Many on their deathbeds question what their purpose was in life, and many also get it only then when they are about to leave their bodies.

Your goals take you nowhere, other than satisfy your ego for accomplishment, to receive recognition from those that expect something from you, but it’s a dead end. The glory of accomplishing your goals leave you questioning who actually benefited from it? Surely your grandkids did but can you leave this body feeling like you truly understood why you were here?

Instead of asking ourselves what we need to do while we are, we need to focus on finding out why we came here. Our purpose in this reality is to discover who we are. This is why we keep coming back every lifetime, until we get it right, we’re not graduating. We left source like an adventurous child, most likely we spent eons surfing and playing within different universes, perhaps we did it all and as a final lesson or experience, decided to come to Earth and experience a 3D reality. Many of us that have come here have experienced a body for the first time. We are ancient souls, traversing the infinite reality of all that is and decided to make a pit stop to Earth and see what this dense reality was all about. To feel pain and suffering, to feel joy and happiness, to feel a stab wound or to feel what it’s like to stab someone else…this all part of our reality here.

This is why there is no such thing as good or bad. We created both good and bad for the experience, but there is no such thing as good or bad except on this planet because of the experience we created here. How does one understand love without understanding hatred or fear? How does a child born into hunger understand what a full stomach is unless it’s been fed? A child born in hunger will always be happy and will never question why it’s hungry because it doesn’t know the difference.

Humans don’t have a problem with not knowing, we have a problem with memories, our memory akash has been blocked from us, so we don’t remember existing before this life, therefore, we can’t imagine what it is like. We see white or black, we feel right or wrong, we simply can’t comprehend the immensity of what we don’t see and can’t see with our 3D eyes. The programming, the culling of humans, the lies about our history, the deception was all created to keep us from finding out who we are.

This is not about slavery. We are not slaves. They see us as slaves because it was what we were originally designed when the Annunaki or whatever alien race came here, but they didn’t create us as SLAVES, they created us in a such a way that we would think we were slaves, when in reality, we must never find out who we truly are. To find out who we truly are would mean losing their power over us, not as slaves but as powerful humans living in the dark and not seeing beyond their 3D eyes.

We are powerful, it is what we came to experience. We came to humble our Soul into feeling helplessness, poverty, hunger, and all the things that makes man suffer because we could only hear about it or know about it. We wanted to experience all that is, all that is created by Source.

So when the bible states that we were created in his own image, I would like to say that this was taken out of context and that is actually means that Source created us in it’s own image, therefore, we are parts of Source. We are ALL that is. Due to millions of years programming and deception, this 3D reality is literally encoded into our DNA, just like trauma can be passed on to our descendents, so can our belief systems.

The power is in within us, yet I ask why are people afraid to find out? Could it be that if they found out, they might have to do something about it? We have all the experts in our truth community talking about what IS going on, WHY it’s going on, and WHO IS doing it, but I rarely come across anyone coming up with some solutions on how to stop this madness.

It’s about hitting them where it hurts the most. I have written about this many times, it’s about starving the war machine. It’s about throwing out  your bank card and using the teller instead. It’s about boycotting all junk food restaurants and foods, it’s about saying no to prescription drugs. These are just a few things that we can do.

Problem is, whenever I suggest this, people come back with: “I can’t close my bank account because my paycheck is deposited in it”. Fine, don’t close it, but don’t use the bank card. Fine, you’re lazy and don’t want to wait in line at the bank. Fine, you need your morning Starbucks. But stop your fucking whining then.

If you’re not willing to do anything about it, then stop the whining and blame game. There are way to end this madness.

First you must come to the realization and ACCEPT it as your truth that you are an eternal being, a being of light, a being of infinite power and by simply using your thoughts, you can create the reality that you want. Secondly, you must remove yourself from the matrix by minimizing the core material things we think we can’t do without. Whatever that is, be it 3 Tv’s in the house, getting the latest iPhone technology, stopping at Starbucks every morning to get a Latter, whatever, but it must start somewhere. That’s it. That’s it. That’s it. How difficult can this be?

But no, you would rather feel sorry for yourself, blame the CABAL for all your problems, feel important that you now KNOW who is doing this to us, waste hours of online time trying to figure out who shot the latest Russian flight down in Egypt. Why? Again you’re looking for the scapegoat and it doesn’t change your reality. Who cares who shot down the plane? It’s not going to change our current condition. We should be asking when we are going to stop shooting down planes. Stop flying for a year, don’t take a vacation out of your country. Stop waiting in line to get the first gadget. Stop whining.

This year has been probably the most overloaded information year that I can remember. The 4 blood moons brought out the vampires and experts of what is going to happen and what could happen. Everyday you see someone putting out fear mongering information, the quakes, the climate changes. This is all to keep us questioning and guessing who done it. We don’t need to know this anymore. We are well aware of what is being done to us, we are so beyond that folks.

We need to accept the fact that we are powerful beings. This entails taking responsibility for this power, using it for the greater good, starving the war machine, boycotting Israel, there are so many things we can do to stop the money flow.

You are so powerful, why can’t you just accept this? Instead of looking around for answers and saviors, look inside, look in the mirror, look around you, look at what you have created so far. Is this the life you really want? Is this the life you want for your kids or grandkids? You know that it will only get worse…it has to because they know we are not doing anything about it yet. We’re still talking about it, writing about it, pointing fingers at who done it and I keep repeating myself that no alien race or cosmic family is about to come down and say hello, let alone help us.

Remember, we are 99% of the population and we can’t get rid of the  1%???? Why would any one come down here or land here when we have not yet done the work? Nobody is coming to save us until we at least make the effort. I am not going to help my child if he’s sitting on the couch all day long doing nothing. I will help him if he’s out everyday looking for work. This is who we are. The children of the infinite, we don’t need outside help, we created this reality we are in, therefore, we have to find our way home. You can’t be powerful and stupid. You are powerful and infinitely intelligent, therefore, either accept it or stop your whining.

This is the time when we need to start our momentum. The help that we are getting is the energies flowing in, but it’s also to help mother Earth, she too needs a boost of energy, we have usurped her, poked at her, exploded her, drilled her, this amounts to using a dull razor where you have to keep shaving longer and cause red welts because of it’s dullness. She to is tired, she too is whispering to her children to wake up once and for all. It’s one thing to wake up in bed, it’s another to get out of bed. So, put your feet out on the side of the bed, take a deep breath, realize how powerful you are and get up for gods sake.

I am told we need 11% of the population to raise our frequencies enough, by raising we, we radiate to others or emanate, we shine the light and it will start a momentum. That’s all folks. Yet the 99% of us can’t topple the 1% because we keep doing the same thing and expecting different results. That’s called madness.

Demonstrating and protesting does nothing. In fact, they want us to do that because they can handle that, but not spending our money is their demise and until you stop spending money where you don’t need to be, I doubt that things will move forwards as quickly as we want them to. We are getting assistance but not direct assistance and the only reason we are is because our cosmic family doesn’t want the destruction to expand outside the planet and affect our solar system and beyond. We are barbarians, therefore they are controlling the destruction so that we don’t destroy the rest of the universes…everything is connected.

Let’s start by thinking about what we can do today to starve the war machine.



    • Anything is possibble. I posted her post a few days ago, ha,ha. This must mean something, too much synchronicity lately. Have I told you lately how awesome you are? Well you are. We are in the biggest and last battle of this existence, we must sticktogether.

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    • Listen to her recent show with Stewart Swerdlow, awesome stuff and Michelle is evolving I feel her incredible energy of inner peace and love.


    • Oh boy, no she didn’t do that. I re -read the post and realized that I had added that, so I made the change to the post. That would be horrible if she came across this post and seeing the yellow reptilians hahaha


  1. I have been having this repeating texture dream lately…
    A female like being says over and over…
    “You must make them understand that you are all divine beings that are here to change the course of things.”
    Like you do here. Keep up the great work Sis.


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