Can you hear the silence? Of course not. We don’t hear silence, but we can feel it and we also can pay attention to it after so much has been prophesied, predicted, discussed and theorized that the Blood Moon/s would bring something to humanity though some say it’s good, other’s it’s not.

So far, nothing has happened, at least nothing visible or any special event tied to the Pope as many guessed. It’s an eery silence and I would love to say “I told you so”, but I”m evolved enough to know that what I am experiencing isn’t what you are. I didn’t feel anything special the last 2 days except for a lot more spinal pain and the need to sleep a lot (over 10 hours).

Is it tied to changes going on? I don’t know although part of me wants to believe that because even though I was sceptical that something big would happen, I wanted this madness to end once and for all.

In ancient time, the fall harvest moon was called a Blood Moon because after the fall harvest, people knew that would then have to rely on killing animals for their survival, thus the term “blood moon”, the blood of animals.

Many bloggers, journalists, researchers and so called experts in our community of truth seekers dedicated to seeking and exposing truth started early in the year to prepare us for this September blood moon, but we need to take another factor into consideration and that is that we may not even be in the right time slot, in other words, time could be altered and we would never know this.

The full moon in my part of the world Croatia put on a spectacular show. Why do I say spectacular? Because there were no clouds, no chemtrails, it was an extraordinary vision seeing the white, bright moon trailing across the sky. Living in a country without the neon city lights, all I needed to do was walk into my solarium and watch the moon go by.

I must be really worn out from the most recent hospitalization of my partner, because I slept from 11:30 to 1:00 pm today. I wanted to sleep more, but my back was so sore from laying down so long, I had to get up. This is perhaps the side effects of energies coming in, because my back has no reason to behave that way, I didn’t do anything to cause it pain, so I immediately went downstairs and used my Theramax for 1/2 hour and got very little relief. This tells me it’s something external because I always feel better after the treatment.

It could also be a “healing crisis” as I am using frequency therapy with my Diamond Shield Zapper to detoxify the body and raise the Hz levels, so whatever it is, I have welcomed it and allowed it to do what is needed. DNA upgrading can be painful, any change in frequency will cause discomforts, we all know this, but even the quantum physic experts don’t really have a means of measuring these energies hitting earth, if they are at all. I mean, how do we know they are meant for us?

I’m not a sceptic, but I’ve also become someone I don’t really like and that is doubting and questioning everything. Let’s face it, the deception is so deep it goes back thousands of years and after leaving the state of ignorance we are greeted with so much information that it’s simply not possible to know or discern what is correct or not.

I don’t place much faith in the bible because it was written as a compendium of stories that people of different values and beliefs put together and wrote. The Genesis story is actually about Enki and Enlil or some alien gods genetically creating a new body suit and some claim their first visit to Earth happened approx. 300,000 years ago.

How much faith can we put into the Blood Moon stories?

Just as many events were changed, information made up, codes inserted, is it possible the Blood Moon was inserted to suit ‘their’ agenda and not humanity’s? We don’t know this, so much of our history has been hidden from us that we simply can’t be certain these prophesies were intended for us.

I don’t like not trusting or doubting. There was a time when I looked for goodness in each person first and until they gave me a reason not to trust, I believed them. But, after many years of getting fooled and hurt, my skin hardened and didn’t hold my heart out on a platter for everyone to see into.

Although I know that we call came here for a specific purpose, I know that we will bring in the New Earth, I don’t trust the signs and prophesies because they were designed like everything else to put all our energy into them to manifest ‘their’ reality, not ours.

The deception is so deep, we don’t know what is real and what is not. Some people actually believe that Earth and the entire solar system is gear machinery moving the planets on poles, it’s a computer program on a server. Some people actually believe this and use the SOHO and NASA images as proof.

My question to them that they have not answered to date is: “If we are a computer program being run by gears and poles on a server, then why would NASA images actually show you this? In other words, if everything is a false construct then the NASA images back up the false construct. These folks believe their parents Eve and One are trying to pull humans out of this server but you know, enemy forces are making it difficult for these gods.

Let me see. Eve and One are gods yet they need to fight enemy forces? Can’t they just manifest it?

On the other hand, maybe there is truth, maybe we are existing in a computer server and will be saved soon. How do we know what is truth?

I wrote about “resonating” and “discernment” many months ago. These two words are always used when presenting information to you.

My point is that very few people have that ability to discern or resonate for that matter because we’re not connected to Source and we have to work really hard to access our Higher Selves. Furthermore, if we are in a false construct, then even the information we resonate with could be false as well?

During Atlantis our bodies were able to hold our high self, soul and spirit in the body as we were then in a higher frequency reality. Since then we have lost those abilities and very few of us can resonate. Having said that, it’s difficult to know what is real and what is not. We’re talking about at least 300,000 years of genetic manipulation of mankind and deception.
This blood moon theory, could in effect be a plan for us to focus on the event to create ‘their’ reality. Although September is not officially over yet, I don’t think that anything significant (planetary/humanity upgrade) will happen.

If the moon is a false construct or artificially built and brought into this solar system, then this whole blood moon theory falls into the water, does it not? This is how I see things and how my logical mind works.

They have technology that can create cosmic holograms and who is to say ‘they’ didn’t use that to actually cover the real truth of what is happening?
I did notice that our skies are filled with more chemtrails than I have ever witnessed before and they are doing this in  front of the sun as it moves West.

I personally have spent 30 years of my life seeking the truth about who I am and the real history of humanity that even after 30 years I can’t say for sure what the truth is.

Is there any person out there that truly knows what our true reality is? Perhaps there is, but which one of the thousands of researchers and truth seekers have it right?

The George Kavassilas, Cameron Day, Andrew Bartzis, Monty Keen, Galactic messages, channeled messages, Michael Tsarion and Tellinger, Rupert Sheldrake, Maxwell Jordan and many others have a good following. Anyone that follows a higher knowledge individual can be considered a cultist.

Let me explain this because I know that you may get offended. A cultist chooses one or more cult leaders/teachers and exclusively listens and believes in their teachings. In a way they are closed minded because they don’t want to hear anything else. This is what I mean by Cultist or cult follower. I can read and listen to many people to learn but if I just choose one or more people that I only follow, I consider that a cultist following a cult leader.

The teacher may not feel they are the Cult leader or do not want to seem that way, but whether they like it or not, they can create that atmosphere. It’s usually desperate people seeking a way out of their desperation and feel they belong to a group and are welcomed and embraced into the group. So this is my definition of a Cult and Cultist, basically following one person, accepting their teachings and closing off any further research as they feel they have found their truth.

In the early 90’s when I first started my journey, I followed Ramtha. For a year or so Ramtha was all I wanted to read and listen to. In those days we didn’t have that information online as the internet was just in it’s maturity and online information was really educational and institutional for higher learning. So, I bought VHS tapes to watch the sessions. You went to the bookstore and carefully chose books and today we don’t need to read a book. The internet provides us with summaries of information that we can then decide to go further into the teachings and buy the books.

I believe they altered our time lines and we think this is September 2015 thus are not able to manifest the reality we want. Here in Croatia our season is 2 months off. April rains now start in June, cucumbers ripen in August instead of June. Everything has moved 2 months forward. Some say it’s climate change and I believed that for  a few years, but I’m starting to think it’s time manipulation and we’re in the wrong time frame.

Anything is possible and madness is defined as doing the same thing over and over again yet expecting different results.

Have we reached that state of madness?

You tell me.



  1. You are speaking my language. Wow, but I absolutely refuse to be conned in any way any more. THIS IS MY JOURNEY, MY LIFE AND MY CREATION. No matter what they do to try a deter or prevent me from my evolution THEY CANNOT AND WILL NOT INTERCEPT my connection to the SOURCE OF ALL LIFE . f…. them. I AM GOING HOME. I AM GOING HOME. See you there………


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