I love Epiphanies and synchronicity, it’s been my reality the last year. Everything just happens when it should and some things that didn’t make sense all of a sudden make sense. As I was responding to a comment, the Epiphany happened and I thought best to write it down before it left my current brain reality/memory as I do have problems with memory.
As with everything I am interested in, I get into it really deep and in an extreme way. During my long journey I studied dreams from a scientific and psychological perspective though even to this day science is not in unity as to what dreams are and how they occur, but for me it was fascinating because my dreams or what I now call different time space realities were mixed where I never saw myself only knew I was in that scene experiencing and often there were what people would consider really scary or traumatic events such as being chased by a monster or falling into a pit of snakes. I experienced these types of realities ( I no longer call them dreams), and I was never afraid or in fear, I was always in awe as in experiencing something for the first time like being blind all your life and after having a new technology inserted into your brain you can now see the world so imagine those first few seconds of seeing for the first time.
It took me many years to put the pieces together, what I would find really interesting was that I would wake up from an experience (dream) go to the bathroom and consciously think “hurry up so you can get back to that dream”, and I would!
At first I would remember fragments of them, or during the day I would have an epiphany on more details about that experience and slowly I started to fit the pieces together, that I actually was a fragmented soul, a soul who had fragmented itself to have several experiences. I don’t know or remember where I read this, most likely Kryon as he’s really good as describing this stuff but an old soul or experienced soul can do this, it wants to experience many experiences at once because it can, because outside of this 3D density there is no linear time, it’s simply you the SOUL creating your experiences.
Imagine yourself as an artist with a huge canvass in front of you, with your palette of colors and tools whether you want to use crayons, water colors, oil colors and different brushes you create whatever it is that you want, but you don’t have just one canvass in front of you, you have as many as you can handle in other words, you could be painting several paintings at once, or one today and the next tomorrow, it’s all your creation, you get to create how and when you want. When you’re done with your reality or painting you will either discard it, put it on your wall or sell it, but that reality is recorded on that canvass (akashic).
As humans living in this prison, our memories are/were erased, not knowing that we are timeless souls that just create, we get fragments of these realities in our sleep time or dream time or whatever you want to call it. In fact, I think scientists know what dreams are and are not telling us like everything else because there is no place in the brain they can pinpoint to and claim that is where we create dreams. They are not part of our brain, they are the intermittent connections we have with our higher self and source so we get fragments of our current realities and as 3D humans with our memories wiped we don’t understand them or remember them as I often don’t. The exception is when I say that we don’t fear anything is that we can choose to experience something that is scary, but in that time/space reality we know it’s chosen, we know it’s a creation that will last as long as we choose it to be.
I started to record them, even though they were bits and pieces, but the puzzle start to fit together, I realized I wasn’t painting just one canvass, and because there is no such thing as fear in the time/space reality of LOVE, we have experiences that normally would scare the crap out of us here because we have been programmed to do so. In that time/space reality the Soul exists in, it is just experiencing and enjoying the experience.
It is my understanding that a lot of animals/insects and aquatic life were created to scare us, hurt us, kill us to program the fear in us, originally we didn’t live with creatures that were harmful to us. What is the purpose of a mosquito? Why would creator create a mosquito to suck our blood and this insect has no value in nature at all. When we were first designed, the animals were part of our reality, living together with nature, everything was created for the greater good. As the aliens and dark entities started messing with our DNA, remember, they were master geneticists, they created creatures of all forms that had no value in nature other than to scare us, haunt us, suck our blood, create fear in our consciousness and this what we are today, afraid of animals because some of them are harmful to us. You know, what does a snail do in nature that is good for us? It eats your vegetables and leaves behind an acid that is harmful to your digestive system, so it has no value to us yet scientists/biologists will have you believe that every creature/living organism was created and that it has purpose. It does NOT!
I have so far counted 4 or 5 different realities that I am experiencing as a soul, my first memory was just flying around the planet, in this body with this tube we use in swimming pools around me, I was a young girl when I started this first experience that I can remember and I used to look forward to going to sleep to dream it because at the time I thought/believed it was a dream.
I believe if you change your conscious understanding of your dreams to see/view them as fragments of your soul having different experiences that eventually in time you will begin to put the puzzle together, it’s another piece of the puzzle that is important for us to understand who we are. There is also a drawback to this knowing and that is right now, as I am sitting here writing this post, I wish I was in another reality, I feel trapped here, I feel helpless at times knowing that I am trapped on this planet in this 3D density and that I am only a small fragment of what I should be even though I know this is not true, that I exist in different realities, but here in this density I can’t feel or experience the other ones at the same time.
I know the veil is thinning, I feel the energies are increasing because I can actually now choose before falling asleep where I want to go, it doesn’t always work because of the traps and blocks set up for those of us that are finally seeing this. Until the veil is completely removed and we are able to be in constant connection to source and our higher selves, we will get intermittent moments of our other realities but I see it as our antennas growing and catching more stations like a Television before cable technology entered our lives. Even today, we can turn the dial on the radio and tune into a different station, we are the antenna trying to tune into our different realities of existence but there are forces blocking our access and once in a while we can get through, and this is the part that is now changing as we can access different stations for longer periods of time.
It is so incredible to know this, to feel this, but even though I know this, the feelings last too short because this life in this 3D density forces me to exist in it by being part of the food chain, we are in existence mode, this bodysuit requires food, water and oxygen to survive and the system is set up that instead of trying to tune into those stations, we have to make a living to get money to stay alive. Very few of us have the privilege of experiencing both, meaning, having the basic needs to survive and the time to explore different radio stations. Right now, I need to go and get some wood for the stove otherwise I’m going to freeze my butt off tonight, but for now I leave you with these thoughts and remind you that you are an incredible soul trapped in this 3D reality but that it was not designed for us to be trapped into it, though that is now soon ending.
Don’t wait for the RV or the GCR or gurus to tell you what to expect. Don’t believe the crap about portals and ley lines, mother Gaia has everything under control. While you are here, work on yourself, the cleansing and purifying of all that human negative emotions, just know that as a creator of this reality that went wrong, not by our choosing, it is all coming to an end. Instead of wanting more and needing more, be happy with what you have because once we shift into higher densities, everything that is inorganic that is not made from mother will just disappear, your reality will become the one that you created but could never manifest in this prison planet.
Remember who you are.