The Misunderstood Matrix of Karma, Reincarnation, and Soul Contracts


By Deus Nexus | David Nova

In the last few years, a new esoteric paradigm has emerged on the internet, and on several spiritual blogs, that represent a diametrically different view of previously accepted spiritual systems and beliefs. This sea change may have started from the insights of a few select bloggers, but these new ideas quickly spread across the internet like a wildfire. These ideas resonated with many awakened people, particularly when all the hope and hype of the Mayan calendar date (December 21, 2012) passed without incident and turned into spiritual disillusionment.  A case might be made supporting the link between the Mayan calendar disillusionment and these spiritual concepts that emerged shortly afterwards which attempted to explain why conditions on Earth are still perceived to be predominantly negative.

A House Divided

There has been a big split right down the middle of the spiritually awakened community, to the extent that the term “New Age spirituality” and previously accepted ideologies are now perceived as just another constructed religion from the dark forces to manipulate the masses, whether partially or wholly true.

Here is an imperfect description of this division: On one side of the split we have the awakened who believe that we are now living on an emerging 4th Density Earth, who still believe in clearing karma and learning soul lessons. On the other side we have the awakened who believe we’re still being held hostage by dark (and false light) forces and now believe that reincarnation and soul contracts are the tools of our enslavement. Naturally, there is some gray area in the middle.

What If I were to say that both beliefs are perfectly valid and true?

Personally, I fall into this gray area. I hold no personal judgement for either side, because I see and relate to both sides simultaneously, as strange as that may seem. I can hold two contradictory views and see the truth in both sides. This may be an aspect of my attempt to move beyond dualities. I also feel that only when we begin to view the Universe in a holistic way, as one enormous integrated Being, do we begin to come closest to the Truth of these things.

This split seemed to accelerate after the Mayan date, December 21, 2012, when a lot of folks who were rather superficially invested in spiritual awakening became disillusioned. Others who were invested in a paradigm of miraculous transformation or divine intervention felt quite understandably betrayed. Some writers ceased channeling. Others changed their direction, 180 degrees.

What then emerged from the other side of this so-called 2012 portal was an understanding of what has been termed the “False Light.” That is to say, many of the Light Forces and channeled entities who were previously worshiped for giving us the undisputed Truth have now been called into question and relabeled deceivers, or “False Light.”

I do believe there is some legitimate truth to this new understanding, however I would also warn against throwing out “the baby with the bath water” as the expression goes. Don’t mistakenly or accidentally throw out the Real Light with what is perceived as the False Light. “Some Discernment Is Required,” should be a label that you attach to every one of your beliefs, especially the ones that you find are particularly emotional.

The Dark Matrix Within the Cosmic Mind

A recent post by Anna Merkaba describes the prison of a Dark Artificial Matrix built within the construct of the Cosmic Matrix. Much like a Russian Nesting Doll, our world is made up of a series of inter-nested realities.

There is a matrix that the earth is on, which really is a system of encodings. What has happened is that another matrix was created within a matrix  by the “dark side”, human ego, reptilians, archons, etc, etc, all those who wanted to take advantage of the amnesia that humans are under in order to harness the energy from this planet.  Source

The original film “The Matrix” was instrumental in representing this holographic reality, as both a positive and a negative concept.  The Dark Matrix is one that is artificially created by parasites to enslave souls and farm their energy.  The Neutral or Cosmic Matrix is the foundation of the manifested physical Universe, it is the playground by which spirit can enter the material realms and exist as individualized, self-actualized entities. It’s creation and intent is neither evil nor good. It simply is. It’s one giant Holodeck for consciousness and spirit.  Some refer to it as a classroom.  All of it exists within the mind of God/Source.

The Dark Artificial Matrix was built within it and upon the same basic principles of the Cosmic Matrix, taking it hostage, twisting it to a dark agenda, basically creating a very dark basement inside of a bright and beautiful house. Our world is basically trapped in the basement of God’s house.

I resonate with this model, as it reflects a concept of the Universe that I’ve come to understand very well.  I’ve described this particular cosmology in great detail in my metaphysical series, “Season of the Serpent.”  In it, the warring realms of Duality, the angelic order of Yang’Ash and the demonic chaos of Yin’Dru, are part of the Dark Matrix that exists to control Earth and the Astral Plane.  However, there is a greater reality of Light beyond this dark artificial illusion. There are subtle levels of the Cosmic Matrix that allow greater freedom and consciousness, yet still allow individualization.  Without this larger Cosmic Matrix, there would be no creation and no expression of physical life… period.

However, I tend to think some people are over-generalizing, confusing, and misunderstanding the differences between these two very distinct systems. They are lumping them together into one mish-mash of misunderstanding.

The ultimate difference is that behind the Dark Matrix there is a parasitic force pretending to be God; behind the Cosmic Matrix there is only you forgetting that you are an aspect of God. Both systems use similar rules of engagement, these rules are just used for very different purposes. One pulls you down and puts you to sleep. The other helps to wake and raise you up to your true self.

By focusing upon the negative matrix, we’re focusing upon resistance and ignoring potential assistance.

It should also be noted that there is a huge difference between (1) saying you’re awake – knowing you’re an aspect of God, and (2) feeling it within every molecule of your entire Being – stretching beyond time and space. The first awakening can happen overnight. The second could take many different lifetimes to complete. It is the temporal human ego that does not comprehend this – the human ego, much like a child, much like the Illuminati, wants to be God now in this flawed, limited mortal body and mind, within this Dark Matrix. But it never will, because the world “as it is” (fallen, 3rd Density) was never designed for that expression. The frequency of our world and our DNA will need to change first.

This Confusion Over Karma, Soul Contracts, etc.

Let’s examine some of these spiritual concepts and beliefs that have been turned upside down recently.  They fall into the category of what I would call “Pre-Birth Terms and Conditions.”



Soul Lessons

Soul Contracts

I’m not going to break down each one of these topics; there are plenty of  articles that explain these subjects in greater detail. Rather, I’m going to paint a general overview of the topic.

The common variable these four conditions have in common is the spiritual amnesia we are born with. Because we are born inside the Dark Matrix we are burdened from way more spiritual amnesia than we rightly should be.  We should be aware of our connection to spirit, but we’ve been robbed of that connection. Yet even under the natural laws of the Cosmic or Natural Matrix we would be born into our human bodies with some form of amnesia because we simply couldn’t handle the full memory of our multidimensional selves in this existence.  The experience would probably be like taking LSD all day, every day. We wouldn’t be able to function in this material world or appreciate the limitations of the experience. Just like when you play a video game, there are rules in place to make the experience more fulfilling – like uncertainty – you don’t know what’s going to happen.  However, the Dark Matrix took over the game and rewrote the rules to enslave our incarnations, to trap us in the game.

So this new paradigm would have us believe that all of these Pre-Birth Terms and Conditions were put in place by the parasites of the Dark Matrix. There is some of truth to this, but there is also a whole lot of fear-based distortion behind this belief as well.

Now, I’m not particularly fond of the concepts of Karma or Reincarnation. It doesn’t sit well with my ego.  The idea of signing a Soul Contract has always sounded a little silly to me.  And of course, attempting to learn a Soul Lesson is always a bitch.  But we need to ask ourselves if our objections to these concepts are perhaps emotional or ego based. Are we simply being children who refuse to clean up our own room?  Or are these beliefs really designed to keep us tied down on the energy farm? What if both situations were equally true?  It’s a strange contradictory Universe we’re living in, isn’t it.

The more you expand your understanding, the more you begin to realize that both the Light (Service-to-Others) side and the Dark (Service-to-Self) side are playing the same game, with the same rules, on the same field, but for entirely different outcomes. This is not the same as the false duality paradigm of Good vs. Evil and Order vs. Chaos which is manipulated by the Dark (Service-to-Self) side.

Our beliefs tend to keep us enslaved, whether here on Earth or on some lower plane of the after-life still controlled by some Demiurge.  We need to move beyond the belief systems and religions that keep us limited in our understanding of the Universe and our true selves, whether that be Christianity or some New Age mumbo-jumbo.  Only when we question our long-held beliefs do we experience spiritual growth.  And that’s why we are here in this incarnation, to grow beyond our limiting beliefs.

Did you know that the word religion means to bind or limit an adversary? It comes from the Latin word and verb “religare”, which means “to bind”, “to hold back”, and “to bind fast”. In magic, it is a “class of spells intended to thwart and hold back the progress of an opposing force or practitioner.”  Source

On the other hand, just because We are aspects of God doesn’t mean that we get to do whatever we damn well want any time we damn well want.  It doesn’t mean that we get to make poor decisions without consequence.  It doesn’t mean that we are free from the responsibility of our actions and creations.  It doesn’t mean that we get to hurt other aspects of God and not have to make amends for being a jerk.  This is what small children expect. This is not what responsible adults or fully conscious aspects of God expect. Thus we have burdened ourselves with the laws of Karma and Soul Contracts.

It may help to no longer think of these Pre-Birth Terms and Conditions as religious belief systems. Instead, focus on the concept of energy exchange. The negative energy that has been put into a closed system has to be balanced somehow.  You are God.  You are responsible for all of your negative energy, just as you are responsible for the mess that you make, in this lifetime and all of your previous lifetimes.  You have to clean it up  You have to balance it.  Jesus (or some extraterrestrial race) isn’t going to clean it up for you.  Jesus didn’t come down to Earth to get you out of the mess you created.  He came down to teach you to forgive yourself for making it. The only person who is going to let you off the hook is you, your inner-Christ, your real authentic self, the God within you.

Believing these contracts to be a Devil’s trap only strengthens the grip of the trap.  You’re evading   responsibility for your own creation, bottling up the negative energy of unconscious pain and shame, giving it to the darkness when it simply needs to be released to the Light.

So when I read some blogger’s dark essay obsessing about the Archons trapping souls with binding Soul Contracts and Soul Lessons, convincing them to reincarnate and work off Karma, I have to say, “So what.”  Obsessing about these things isn’t going to change it.  Exposing it is only telling half the story – a fearful story. I would remind them that, “We’ve already got an ace card in our pocket.”  Maybe it’s just too Christian for some people to accept these days, but it really is this simple.  Just forgive yourself.  Forgive others who have wronged you.  That’s how you clear Karma.  That’s how you get off the wheel of Reincarnation.  That’s how you avoid more Soul Contracts and painful Soul Lessons.  That’s how you move beyond duality. These dark entities don’t want you to forgive anything.  They want you trapped in repetitive cycles of shame and ego so they can feed off your negativity. You can’t be both fearful and forgiving – these are of opposite polarity, very different vibrations. Stop obsessing about all the darkness and just forgive. It’s not easy, but it is simple.

OK, end of sermon.

The Continued War Against Darkness

I can already hear the protests: “it’s all well and good to forgive, but more love and light wont stop the Illuminati or the Archons from taking over the planet.” Actually, I beg to differ.  Cleaning up and creating a more positive vibration will help drive the demons away. They will have nothing to feed upon.  They will at least leave you alone.  What, you thought you were immune from these parasites?  And it will also lessen the off-world inter-dimensional power of the cabal.

But yes, of course, Love and Light is not enough.  We need to keep exposing the Truth.  We need to keep fighting for healthy food, water, and skies.  We need to keep working on alternative energies.  We need to stand up to tyranny.  We need to do all of these things, and we will accomplish them with greater ease and effect when we transition from our isolated frightened ego selves to our true divine selves.

Pre-Birth Contracts of Service

There is one other type of Pre-Birth Contract that needs to be discussed that probably has a little more relevance to the people reading this post.  It’s the notion that you signed up as a volunteer light-worker (ground crew or wanderer) for this incarnation.  You’ve already cleared most or all of your Karma.  You choose to reincarnate here – you weren’t forced to return.  You signed up to complete a job, like a member of the Peace Corps, working in a foreign land.  Only, you don’t remember volunteering for anything.  You don’t remember what you came here to do.  But you know you have some purpose or some mission to complete.  You feel it deep inside.  Perhaps you are already undertaking it.  Perhaps you got a little lost.  It happens.  You needed to turn around and retrace your steps, find your footing and your confidence.

This is the hardest kind of contract, the one we freely choose as fully conscious aspects of God in our higher state.  The world doesn’t appreciate who we are or what we came to do.  The world works against us because we are unwelcome intruders.  We have come to subvert the system.  We have come to clean up our collective Karma and end the duality game.  We have come to shine our light in a very dark place. We have come to take down the Dark Artificial Matrix. We are often required to operate in faith. We are quiet ordinary heroes working behind the scenes. And sometimes it does not feel like an honor or a privilege to serve. It feels like a terrible burden.  We sometimes forget why we are here, what it’s all about, and where we come from. Raising up a planet from darkness is not easy work. We just need to remember to forgive ourselves.

About the Author

David Nova is the author of the metaphysical fiction series “Season of the Serpent.”  He is is a truth-seeker, a Wanderer, and the blogger Deus Nexus.  For additional information about the author or his novels, visit his website.


18 thoughts on “The Misunderstood Matrix of Karma, Reincarnation, and Soul Contracts

  1. “We just need to remember to forgive ourselves.”

    Karmic debt is the fools justification for its existence. The mind will have you believe that you are working off karma, but it is a trick the mind uses to forestall the now, not to mention that It is a tool the ‘power that thinks it is’ uses as a way of passing responsibility for their creation on to you.

    I like what the author says about forgiving yourself because that is very liberating. Once you do that all your karmic debt is paid off instantly! Certain interested parties would have you believe you must forgive yourself and others as well, but imo your responsibility is ONLY for forgiving yourself and allowing others to do their own forgiving.

    You came into the world by yourself, you will leave the world by yourself and only you can forgive yourself. Forgiving oneself is the simplest way to become debt free, and it gives the responsibility for any debt back to its rightful owners. (also imo)

    Thanks for this post Ines, I like his thoughts, much to think about here!


  2. I’m curious to explore the topic of: The elitist feed off negative energy for strength. Just how does that work? Is this physics? Maybe it’s too complicated to understand.


    • I could take a stab at it Cindy if you don’t mind.

      I don’t think the elitist feed off the negative energy so much as they stir up the pot for the hierarchy in their bad dream. In this night mare there are petty tyrant like entities which feed off human emotion, it is life blood for them, they need it to survive and without it they cease to exist.

      Think of emotion like you would a farm product, except in this case the consumer is a character in a bad dream and its being fed by people who aren’t aware they are dreaming but are convinced that is what they must do to ‘evolve’.

      You on the other hand do not have to be part of their dream, you can detach whenever you like. Once you forgive yourself its just a laugh away.


  3. Overall, this is very level-headed article. OMG, what planet are you from David and could we have some more of this level-headed, good discernment info please!

    But, I don’t like the black and white terms “Service to Self” and “Service to Others.” One good, the other bad. I call b.s. That’s still so black and white dualistic b.s.

    First of all, one must SERVE THEIR OWN SOUL by awakening, healing and preparing themselves for ascension BEFORE they can be of any REAL service to others energetically. You first serve your own soul by healing and reclaiming your personal power and sovereignty. THEN you are in a position to TRULY serve others.

    And not all “Service to Others” or things that parade around with that label are actually a service to others.

    Many an entity above the veil (atv) have certainly served themselves, even if in what one person termed “the cosmic ego” sort of way, in the name of “service to others”.

    Anyone blindly following “high (ET) council” and Galactic Federation Command black and white rules, even at times when it’s NOT the right thing to do in that situation are doing anything but “serving others” except perhaps in providing you with an opportunity to wake the hell up to what they have been up to and give ’em a good swift kick. Note here that these atv beings who have caused problems for this ascension are NOT the typical “dark” archon types. I’m talking GFL and ET councils here. Ya know, supposedly the “good” guys. The deluded, idiotic “good” guys. We call them the yahoos.

    And as David said in this article, I’m not telling you this so you can develop all new levels of fears, “Omg, we can’t even trust the ETs above the veil.” Have faith and trust in yourself. Hone your discernment skills. Don’t get all judgy (to coin a Buffy-ism), just “do the right thing” in any given moment. SEE what IS. Then deal with appropriately… which may not be in the exact same way or even remotely so as the last thing / being you “dealt” with. Hold their feet to the flame. Keep the pressure on them. They want to preach about us “wanting the truth”, then make them, if nothing else, reveal themselves and their energy, no matter where they are coming from and folks, most of where these yahoos are coming from is just from sheer ignorance. They preach at us to wake up and they’ve proven to need some awakening themselves.

    Luckily there are also beings atv who have truly been of help in this, but they were not the self-appointed “governing” types. And neither were / are WE. Here’s something to run by your own resonance and discernment. If you came here to get this planet ascended, know that you did so AGAINST ET council advice. Those council types were ready to write off Earth and humans. I’m glad we came here to do this and are getting it done. I’m also glad that other “rule breakers” like ourselves stayed atv because we’ve definitely needed their help in getting these self-involved, self-appointed, highfalutin councils and commands put back in their place, cut down to size, put in appropriate-sized britches. And yet the sovereign beings atv still needed a good kick to find their own spines and get after these council / command types. Lessons and “re-memberings” for all!

    I have been involved with someone else on the other side of the world, for over 2 1/2 years we have, at our higher selves’ and God’s urging, been involved with cleaning up some garbage ABOVE the veil that was causing problems for this planetary / human ascension. Some ET council and commander types were as black and white, undiscerning, selfish and inconsiderate as any sleepy incarnate human could be. Both of those groups want to be black and white, swinging wildly from one extreme to another when the reality of the situation never is that black and white.

    Those above the veil (atv) love to tell us how this ascension is up to us and yet make no mistake that they have called the shots on some things. Now, before I continue, do not get confused on this point… if you do not heal and prepare yourselves for ascension, you will NOT be ascending. It matters not what your fellow human is doing, or ETs atv or Gaia or whoever. There are others, other than incarnate humans, who have a role in getting this planet ascended, but if YOU do not do your own inner healing work, you’ve removed yourself from the game. Period.

    But, one of the ways that WE were misused by some entities atv was that ascension forerunners like myself were used to transmute not only crap energy out of the planet – which we came for, and she (Gaia) cooperated totally on that, but then again, she asked us here and she is not under a consciousness veil – but to then transmute destructive energy for still-sleeping (or partially so) humans.

    This is just NOT how free-will and consequence work and yet those atv (above the veil) obviously needed a refresher course on how free-will and consequence works. So we were used supposedly in “service to others” transmuting what was their consequences of their choices, which really was a DISservice to them and was holding them back from awakening fully to their own creations (which is what consequence is) and accepting their own Responsibility and Power.

    And this whole scene SO beat against everything the Divine itself “taught” / reminded me of many years ago about how you cannot steal someone’s karma. But some entities atv “forgot” or got hit with a stupid stick or something and here we were, incarnate beings having to remind them of something that anyone who is NOT under a 3D consciousness veil SHOULD JUST KNOW! Humans have a consciousness veil, what was THEIR excuse?

    Well, I’ll just say it, as far as I care, ALL of dimensional experience is dualistic in nature, all is veiled, it’s all just a matter of degree. I’ve come to say “as below, so above” because I’ve seen too much of the idiocy that goes on down here also going on atv. Stupid rules, self-appointed Grand Poobah’s, boot lickers, you name it.

    We had to hammer on those atv to make them stop utilizing our energy in that way as it was fricking knocking us out and was, yes, actually a DISSERVICE to the addicted-to-4D level folk who we were supposedly being used to “help”. And if they would have knocked us forerunners out, well, we could easily have died, having our physical vessels far overworked doing unphysical things like being used as fricking human antennae and left with little to no energy for us to use outwardly / physically to maintain our own vital signs. If we would have died, for us, hell, that would have been a fricking relief, but then the planet and any “on path” humans would have been f*cked. (Excuse my French. You can BET that it is for emphasis.)

    So, these 4D level people who woke up to some degree, but wanted to “dwell” on the 4D ladder between the 3D and 5D levels (why in the hell would anyone want to set up camp on a ladder rung is beyond me), who ALSO came here to assist Gaia, were not only of no help, but then became the BIGGEST part of the burden of getting this planet ascended. Between them and their council / command counterparts atv, this planetary ascension got turned into a “lightworker rescue mission”. SO counter to FREE-WILL that it’s not even funny. It just flat doesn’t work.

    And you wonder why this ascension didn’t happen 2 years ago? Well, there ya have it. Are you still sensing the need for healing coming up? Then get on it and stay on. This is it! If you don’t know if you still have work to do – ask! Then pay attention and you’ll be clued in. If there’s still healing to do, the opportunity will present itself and by God, seize the opportunity. You may also be beyond a 5D potential now and are being used for the planetary effort. They may look an awful lot the same. You may know which it is, you may not. It really doesn’t matter much since they are both handled the same way. Acknowledge it, let it flow through, feel it, then release it. Rinse, repeat.

    Did you get discouraged because the ascension didn’t happen 2 years ago? You obviously weren’t connected into the planetary ascension process enough to know WHY, to also know, it didn’t get “canceled” or wasn’t a real thing. It did absolutely get post-poned and I just told you some of the biggest reason (from atv and btv) on why that is. And if you are finding yourself getting hammered with healing energy in recent month, YOU are part of the reason why we are still all here. Take the bull by the horns folks. Get it done.

    Now, all of you out there who are getting energetically hammered here in the last few months, finding yourself joining the choir of 4Ders who are all singing, “I thought I was done with that, but…”, YOU ARE the 4Der, wishy washy, rung-dwelling, lightworkers that I am referring to here. I know you all like to pass the buck and point fingers and just love to shirk responsibility and at the mention of how “lightworkers” have gone astray you all distance yourself from the lightworker label and claim you are not one. Well you are! It’s what you came for and it’s what most of you actually do, whether you care to admit it or not and whether you are half-*ssed about it or not. One definition of light is “information”. If you are out there blogging to beat the band and sharing info in hopes of enlightening others YOU ARE a lightworker. Quit getting all black and white about that label and making “lightworker” the next dirty word in the language. It’s not. But it’s like the question all those superhero comics ask – “How do you choose to use your power?”

    The time is NOW. You’re getting hammered lately because you are NOT going to be allowed to set up some ‘tweener state 4D “dwelling” hologram so you can take your sweet time at ascension. Not happening. No one else is transmuting for you now. You are feeling the FULL consequences for YOUR choices and your level of healing. To ascend or not ascend. THAT is the question! Many have been sensing this and have described it as “make or break”, “do or die.” Yeppers.

    Those atv (the problem children, which we call “yahoos”) also couldn’t pull their heads out about the whole individuated experience and self-sovereignty / selfhood thing. They couldn’t help but keep looking at the whole of Earth humans as a collective, energetically, instead of seeing each individual at their own level of evolution and self-empowerment. It’s all about self-sovereignty and self-empowerment here. That’s what we all came to learn and master. We didn’t come here to be a bunch of fricking lemmings who are so happy to “in unity”, “collectively” all run off the cliff together.

    Make no mistake! This planetary ascension is happening because of INDIVIDUALS who stepped into their own healing, discernment, Divine connection, Responsibility and Power. If we all would have insisted on “fitting in”, in sinking to the lowest common denominator, in “leaving no one behind” mode, this planetary ascension would flat NOT be happening. This is ALL about the POWER OF THE INDIVIDUAL. And trust me, no free-will human can or will be “arm-twisted” into ascension. If they don’t choose it and do what is necessary to heal COMPLETELY, they / you won’t be ascending. (to the reader – if the shoe fits)

    And folks, do NOT fall prey to the next level of disinformation being put out by channelers and the likes. Some are FINALLY going so far as to start distinguishing between the various levels / frequencies of beings on this planet who are currently all mixed up together – 3D, 4D, 5D+. They are FINALLY starting to address the 4Ders directly, using the term “4D” and actually saying you better get it done… except then they mix in with that truth, the lie of “… in the coming years…” Folks, there are no more “years” to this anymore. This can truly be more accurately measured in days now, which may, before you know it, turn into hours and minutes. Messages like this, are just reinforcing the lollygagger issue that the 4Ders have had a problem with through out.

    Now, we have a small “collective” of advanced beings here now who are at a high frequency and yep, we have worked together to keep the world from blowing up while we get the planet ascension-ready and have had to do our best to hold ourselves, mostly our physicality, together while we have channeled so much energy to and fro that it’s not funny and we’ve kicked on idiot yahoos atv and were forced to wait FAR TOO LONG for laggard 4D rung-dwellers to get their personal poop in a group.

    They had a very few of us doing one whole hell of a lot of energy work for a few more – not necessarily the 3D level folks who have been rather firm in their commitment to 3D (the vast majority of the world’s population, make no mistake, this harvest will be of high QUALITY, but of very low quantity, most human will remain in 3D), but for the wishy washy, half*ssed 4Ders who just wouldn’t apply themselves to PUSHING THROUGH TO COMPLETION.

    Also in line with David’s message – I want to leave you with the energy of this – you do no create by fighting someone else’s creation. You don’t fight or resist. No.

    What you do is you CREATE ANEW.

    And THAT right there also honors everyone else’s free-will. The cabal and those still duped by them, they all have the right to create as they so choose. But so do you. You want something different than what you see “out there” then “in here” you create a new “out there”. You may not “see” it yet with your physical eyes, but stop fighting and resisting someone else’s creation. If you don’t like what they are doing, then quit feeding it with your energy. Fighting and resistance IS still feeding energy into it. Remove your energy from it. Stop participating in it. It’s not about putting your head back in the sand. You know what’s going on in their creation. And with your STRONG Divine connection and knowingness, you’ll know the details you are supposed to know without immersing yourself in that sludge day in and day out. Enough with knowing every detail. Worry is a prayer for something you don’t want. Release your fears – FULLY and COMPLETELY.

    CREATE ANEW! NOW. Do your inner healing work NOW. Do not wait. You are TRULY almost out of time. There are no more “years” left.


    • Thank you this is great! I was never into the ascension thing, I was hoping to see something different on Dec.21 2012, but just felt really crappy for a few days…I really like what Yellow rose for texas has to say, it’s too good to be true and I’m just keeping up with her to see what happens. She’s been at this for a long time so it’s worth following through.


      • Does anyone know what kind of being comes at night that is invisible that you can feel, sense & smell and uses telepathy to control your thoughts telling you it is OK that leaves cobweb like stuff all over your face & mouth when you wake up in the morning? I have tried to find similar stories online and nothing really close. It puts you back to sleep so you don’t know if you are being abducted or just molested. I know this sounds insane but I think I am more awake and aware now than I used to be. About 5 years ago I had a few sleep paralysis moments with weight on me but now I am aware of this being. Afraid to talk to anyone without sounding insane.

        If you don’t want to print this, I understand..could you email me directly if you have any thoughts on this?


        • Terry, whatever it is, demand it to leave. Cameron Day has some good contract removal stuff that you can use as a guideline, but basically, for whatever reason you have given this entity permission to do what it does, I know it sounds harsh but we are multidimensional beings and while here in this life and density we are not aware of our other lives or contracts, so you need to just tell this being to go away and leave you alone. They know we have free will and they use us because somewhere along the way they tricked us into accepting their offer…if that is what you can call it at all. Let them know you are a sovereign being and you no longer allow them to enter your space. What are they? I don’t know..but whatever they are, they fall under universal laws of free will and non interference so they will understand when you tell them to leave and not come back. Hope this helps.


          • I only recently became aware of it and it is only a couple seconds I am aware, then back asleep. I stay up most nights now and sleep downstairs and that change seems to made a difference. How can you tell it to go away in a foggy couple seconds especially when it seems to use telepathy to control thoughts in my mind? When I opened my eyes it pulled back and showed hesitation, but I felt it’s fingers tugging on my clothes then I had the thought that it must be a dream but it wasn’t. As soon as the hesitation, I was asleep again. The smell was familiar but smelled dirty, not like sulfur like other people smell. The hesitation reminded me of my ex husband that died a couple years ago, he was kind of intimidated by me before I divorced him. I will look at Cameron Day’s site and see what I can find.

            Thanks Ines, this isn’t the kind of topic you can just bring up to family and others. Would regression hypnosis tell me anything? If so, do you remember anyone around Seattle?


            • Wish I could help you, but I’m in Croatia remember? You can do this yourself. Before going to sleep just tell yourself and everyone outside of yourself to not come near you, that you don’t approve or give anyone permission to bother you. say it out loud and before going to sleep call upon your guides to protect you, maybe it might not work the first time, but technically they are not allowed to do anything without your permission so they have to leave if you tell them to.


        • You are not insane! Something similar happened to me 3-4 times within a 2 week period. This first time (which was the absolute first time anything like this happened to me) it shook me up severely! It was exactly 11:00 PM and I did not sleep for the rest of that night and many nights thereafter. This first attack was fairly violent. Something was trying to send me a message! It took me a while to get back to normal sleep.

          It’s very simple and Ines is correct – “Tell them to “F*** Off” and leave you alone in any rhetoric you see fit! Also, ask your guardians for help. I did this and I have not been attacked since. This was 4-5 months ago. I sleep like a corpse now, most of the time!

          I hope this helps! Peace!


          • Thanks for your response. It was about that time it happened to me also. The first time I knew someone was in my house and woke up terrified but the thoughts calmed my mind. I don’t know what happens after the awareness then sleep. The next day I felt like my insides were beat up and sore all day. The second time I looked over at my dog and he didn’t flinch so I thought it may be my imagination. Thanks for the advise, and hope it doesn’t come back for either of us. I have never heard of such a thing or people are afraid to talk about it. Some abduction stories are similar that’s why I wondered if a regression hypnotist could help or at least tell me something.


            • I am not sure as to how many people experience these type of phenomena. My 3-4 experiences of this nature were waking up because of being attacked or violated in some way, experiencing paralysis, fighting the paralysis while swearing at whatever was doing the violating, having the paralysis disappear, along with the violator. At those times, I never sensed a presence prior to falling asleep. That certainly doesn’t mean a presence was not there. It’s a very disturbing and frightful experience.

              I believe you need to cure this phenomena yourself. My personal opinion would be to not seek professional help – hypnosis etc. Be strong, commanding, declare your personal sovereignty and ask your guardians for protection.



  4. I believe that this is the now,
    so consequently
    I get annoyed when I hear I must ascend to it.

    I also am a quite lazy being,
    so consequently
    I cringe when I hear the term ‘light worker’.

    When all you light workers are done making the world a ‘better’ place
    the now will still be there right where you left it,
    “keeping the light on for you”.


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